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Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Wednesday, May 31, 2006
7:07 AM
TY SIOW .
wa caya sama lu ! LOLS.
12:57 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
31st May 2006.
yesterday went clubbing !
wheeee*
suppose to go to m.o.s ..
but the fcuking queue was horrible !
so LONG !
den asked some of the ppol working dere , dey said tickets were sold out.
sheesh*
so me and mah frens. walk arnd clarke quay.
den we wanted to club , so we went to cheeky's..
hahas. ok.
im lyke not ALLOWED to enter.
cos its age limit is 18 and above.
but , since i went out with 18 - 19 year old ppol .
i faked my id. and they allowed me to enter.
YAY ME !
party-ed. dance dance dance.
im muslim , so .. i asked for coke.
i drank. somehow , the coke tasted different !
hmphs. hope teh bartender didnt put any shit* in dat !
CURSE him if he did !
den went to my frens hse. overnite dere.
watched movie . den arnd 4am , got tired .. so we slept !
adn den now here i am .
just came back. still tired.
i MISS MY TANGO ! <33
but later miting fatz n yamz..
gg hg mall , go library .. borrow books.
yay ! new books to read ! (:
k den , guess i better go chnge now.
see ya . tata.
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Monday, May 29, 2006
9:25 PM
30 May 2006
ok . sorry for the long tyme never update.
lols.
newaes , yesterday was fun ..
went town..
wanted to watch movie , but turned up we didnt.
cos of SOME reasons ! LOL !
so we shopped arnd.
the great singapore sale is BACK ! wheeeee*
shopping shopping shopping..
i love yamz ring.
really very nyce (:
den went habourfront. and shopped again.
bought lotsa stuff.
TODAY .
deres dis VAUNT thingy at mos.
i wanna go !
but sadly , some frens couldnt make it.. SIGH*
well , guess i hafta wait for another tyme.. :'(
Well well , till here den.
tata.
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, May 27, 2006
8:11 AM
DEAR DIARY
27th May 2006
ok.
today stayed home the whole day.
frens asked me out , but no mood uh.
and besides im BROKE !
well was on the com for a long tyme.
den went offline.
den read dis library book i borrowed
" the rag and bone shop "
seems nycee.
a mystery/murder story. ohlala*
den went to play winning eleven with bro.
obviously i suck in it. bro won all the games.
BUT , i won him in all the penalty shoots!
YAY ME !
den back to com again..
hahas. im one bored kiddo.
now cnfrncing with keciq and badut !
farniee ppol.
KAE - u said we're no more frens y still add me in msn. your frenster and msn got hacked . not my problem . anyway , MY BLOG MY SAY ! not happy ? tell me off infront of my face uh.
MAI - saggitarius babe. dun tink of those stuff yarr? remember dis theory , MAI + HAPPY = I LOIKE !
QEELAH - my VIRGO SISTA ! oso tomyampartner . remember the EPOK2? lols.
ZUL - taurus dude , so TRUE !
FARAH YAU - good luck for your O's MALAY , you CHINESE ! =P hahas. <33
till here. tatas.
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Friday, May 26, 2006
6:43 AM
DEAR DIARY
26th May 2006
1 year 2 months . (:
ok, today was last day of skool..
start of june holidays.
yay !
monday got O's for express and 5NA students.
well well , GOOD LUCK PPOL ! ALL THE BEST ! (:
today was FUN !
hahs.
went frens hse.
did all the crazy things !
uh-huh! FUN !
newaes , nas damn MALU !
frst he fell , den his slippers almost went into the BIG DRAIN !
hahas. cute siax !
newaes , ATIKA BTE MAWAN .
not happy with wad i wrote?
wanna write back in your blogg?
write uh.. u said we aint frens nimore, y wanna extra still view my blogg?
HAHAS , NEWAES I HOPE YOU HAD FUN READING IT !
faraheen YAU : relax , cheer up my <33 ! (:
Qeelah : my beloved tomyam partner , we so HATE dat ghurl huh?!
well , till here.
so longg..
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Thursday, May 25, 2006
6:54 AM
DEAR DIARY
25th May 2006.
life is beautiful , but its only some ppol who'll spoil it..
well hasmidah please noe youre one of dem.
to hell with you to intefere in my problems.
please , dun be such an arse and fcuk off . thanks !
ok.
today parz and fatz didnt come.
finally got back my book !
didnt do much in skool.. just slacked.
slept , watch movie , talk .
today , we watched iron giant.
i noe its a cartoon , but , the show's really nyce !
didnt noe i could cry watching a cartoon.
the ending was lyke so SWEET ! (:
recess was farnie. chun aik was crying so BADLY!
cos of some threatening words mdm leow said. poor thing.
relax lahh chun aik !
she wont do that tthingggy.
den after skool , went home.
ouh yeahs. i forgot to mention. i got a mere 6 marks upon 50 for geog.
uh-huh ! i rock ! lols.
okok. till here. (:
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
5:17 AM
DEAR DIARY
24th May 2006'
HAPPY BDAE HANIF !
ok , didnt update yesterday.
well well, nothing much happened.
4n1 passed me some money , so me , fatz , yamz and fitri went to buy cake for hanif.
hahas. den we bougth some chocolates too !
well well ,
today was the big day for hanif.
he was so touched with the cake... :)
den the whole day my class either teachers didnt come or watch movie.
hahas. no STUDY !
and so during the last five minutes of skool , mrs thia brought us to the canteen.
she bougth 2 cakes from sweet secrets.
ohlala* so DELICIOUS !
the cakes were 'GIFTS' for those whose bdae is in ap[ril , may and june. aww* so sweet of her.
well the cake was superb ! dere were wafers and stuff.
frst 4n1 ate cake during recess. den we ate cake AGAIN after skool !
WAHHS ! such a CAKE day.
after skool , me , cyns , fatz , yamz , fitri , leon-NY , joohniam and priya went to compasspoint.
me , leon-NY , fatz and yamz wanted to find wwork.
job scout. frst we tried swensens . dey didnt haf any places.
den we tried pizza hut , dey too didnt haf any places.
den we tried starbucks. and dey welcomed us. yay !
and lastly , we tried our luck at bosini. for fun uh.
and you noe wad? we got to sign the forms.
well , dunnoe whetehr we'll get it onot though.
but , HOPE WERE LUCKY ! please call us ! WE NEED JOBS ! WE NEED MONEY ! LOLS !
ouh yah , dis Q made me fcuked up in the morning. BUEH PEH BDK !
say want to return my book by last 3 weds , but until now , one page oso dun haf.
sheesh* den still cn ask me to FCUK OFF AND DIE !
wanna stare me ? i stare at you tadi asl tk pandang ?
msg from me to you : DIE YOUR HEAD LAH ! PALA BUTO ! BUEH !
sabar SHAR !
grrs , newaes my frens gave me so MANY TOTALLY WACKY ideas to get back to her.. !
some were so cute. some were seriously BAD ! lyke Z__ and X___ ones.
wont mentions those names. wanna noe wad isit. ask me personally.
hmphs. well well , revenge is sweet.
HA-HA ! * evil *
kk, till here.
FLIGHT PLAN ( movie ) so NYCE !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Monday, May 22, 2006
6:59 AM
DEAR DIARY .
22nd May 2006.
20th may , went towning with cynthia , parz and yamz.
yamz was so TRANSFORMED !
she looks god damn gorgeous and sexay ! hahas.
had fun towning with dem.. <33 you ghurls lots ! :))
ok.. get back to today.
sheesh* today waas one of teh most EMBARASSING days of my entire lyfe..
i practically embarassed myself by talking on stage.
ok. talked abt cip. frstly ,i was trembling. and not standing still. and so , joohniam was lyke " GO SHARR .. RELAX SHARR, MAINTAIN ! " and making jokes. made me laugh.
den mrs thia was also " U CAN DO IT SHARIFAH !! "
both of dem were backstage .
hahas.. i laughed.
secondly , i laughed wen i see parvindev kaur's face ! she was laughing at me !
grrs ! hahahs .
ok thirdly , im so dumb.
a teacher's name was miss PAULINE KOH.
and guess wad i pronounced it as?
miss KAULINE POH ! sheesh * how dumb can i get ! :$
ok nvm. ill try to get that incident outta my head ! :(
newaes , we had teh student forum after skool.
most students voiced out their thoughts.
some i tot was good. some i tot was kindda lame.
lols.
went home immediately after skool.
bathed , slept. * PIG
den woke up and watched so you think you can dance.
omg* dey were oh-so good lah !
esp. BLAKE . i so ADMIRE him.
sadly , ryan is out. he's really cool.
i hope to see him dancing soon in lyke some mtv videos?
he rocks in breakdancing. woots * CLAPS !
well.. i tink ill stop here for now.
tata *
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Friday, May 19, 2006
6:10 AM
DEAR DIARY
19th May 2006.
happy bdae LEON-NY and AINI !
sorry leon/desmond couldnt go out with you today.
promise, another day aites !
newaes, didnt update yesterday.
nothing much happened actually.
was watching WWE SMACKDOWN.
den saw an advertisment for a movie entitled SEE NO EVIL.
it seems fun. a horror flick.
and KANE acts in it.
woooo..* ive gotta catch it wen it comes to singapore.
today , went skool.
10 ppol were absent. sheesh*
and out of the 10 fatimah , parz and yam didnt come.
ahhas. all 3 stomach pain uh?
idiots ! but i still <33 you 3.. ahhas. if i knew we didnt study today , i wouldnt haf come. frstly , english , miss clare low is having her engagement at ROM today. so she was absent. after 48 years of being single , FINNALY she's gonna get married ! ahahs.CONGRATES (: newaes, dere was a relief teacher.. he was so COOL ! hahas. me and joohniam made him SO EMBARASSED ! hahas. so fun ! joohniam , my partner LOUDSPEAKER ! ;)
den it was chem period. we didnt study .. only had to copy correction 2wice. sheesH* den recess. den malay. the express students had their intensive programme. so us NA had free period AGAIN ! haiyoh ! den last period was maths. mrs thia was suppose to teach us a new topic. but sadly, she didnt. she talked about CIP project for lyke 2 periods. and so. dere wasnt maths. kk. nvm. went home after dat. slept. and woke and now im on the com. im such a lazy arse..*
newaes , i think my sister has gone MAD ! lols. printed some garfield thingy with her name ! hahahhaas. but CUTE lah.
i loike my badut and KECIQ !
though THEY'RE SO DAMN LAZY , DEAF and CRAZYY !
hahas. bleahs.
S SQUARED ?
NO!!!
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
5:45 AM
17th May 2006..
today , skool's as usual.
went heartland after skool with yam , fatimah and cyns.
we all bought bubble tea .
yam and cyns ate kfc. mi and fatimah bought MUAH CHEE ! hahas.
yummy ! :))
den went home .
went online.
fiQah added me.
we chat. she told me sumting.
hahahs ! A n K huh ? ;)
funny lah you !
denn..
saw mai's nick.
she's so damn fcuked up with a sec one ghurl.. she called me and told me the story.
well , yeah dat sec one ghurl memang mintak kene sepak.
so bad.
hayati's hurt too.
poor thing.
sheesh* sec ones wanna act big. belah lah.
newaes, ati , mai .. take care of yourselves..
and so. ill update tmrw yarrs.
tata. *
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
4:50 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
16th May 2006.
happy bdae faris a.k.a underwear boyy ! and oso cyns MOTHER ! hahas.
hahas.
today no skool .
sad lah. missED p.e again ! :((
im so fat, need to run !
nvm.. well , suppose to go bugis todayy, but didnt happen cos some ppol couldnt come.
changed the date.
so , met up with yam and jess to eat at hg mall.
den went jess hse. sat on her massage chair. ohlalala* syoik !
hahas.
den used her UZAP thingy at my stomache.
hhas. fun !
den went to watch some show.. and went backk home.
slept a while. PIG ME *
and went online..
sharon was so farnie !! well well well , i owe her a kiss ! hahahs.
ehhs ghurl remeber the IDIOT sound thingy ! hahahahahahs!
newaes ,
BDK HINGUS can be so irritating..
ASS MAN LAH YOU !
first , u hurt my dear ati..
den u irritated my dear mai..
ko fikir ko saper?
now u wanna hurt me ? tk menjadi lah.
panggil aku bdh.
pas tu nk ckp sorry !
ehhs kalo ko nk side ko peh kakak , pegi lah. jgn kacau aku !
hidayah <33 , gave me dat _______ name ! hahas.
u rock bebeh !
newaes ,
ati : go talk to him ok..? i tink he really needs you now.. cheer up ghurl ! <33 you ! :))
zul : fierce uh dier ! but still youre as ADORABLE ! hahahs. <33 you too ! :))
yeahhs.. till here.. good-d-bye !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Monday, May 15, 2006
8:01 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
15 May 2006.
happy bdae rashid !
okayy..
hate herr.
all the lies that you told just to ease your own soul.
ehhs Q , jgn nk babitkn hal2 mly dance lah !
ni psl sec 2, ko pi bual psl mly dance. abeh ko ckp aku mepek.
saper yg mepek skrg?
well , 13 may , had a celebration for syafiq.
me and 5 more peeps treated syafiq to a FEAST !
hahas. im sure he enjoyed it.
we ordered too much. so called ricardo down , forced him to eat.
hahas.
charles wore a boogeyman tshirt ! cool !
well , after dat , me , ahmad , hafiz and ajit went near ajit's palce and played cards. lols.
fun lah. ahamd was so cute+farniee ! the way he played the games !
hahas. couldnt stop laughing.
and the topic of the day.
my GATSBY CHICKEN WITH EGG !
ahhs. cute lah these ppol !
enjoyed the day i guess..
today ,
went to skool.
got back results.
my science , physics i got high marks. but chem i failed badly. 14/40..
ahhas. so aded up total i JUST pass ! wadd.. crap !
ahhas. hack care lah.
maths got same marks as zai and adam. =X
english , quite happy with the marks lah.
poa , my marks sucked ! 53/100 .. sheesh*
bottomline pass.
and so , chatted .. zul had a new nickname. riozuldinand.
adorable just lyke him !
khairi , up to you who to believe ! me or HER .
kak jun , thanks so much for everything , and pick guy TWO !
hahas.
hazri , indon or australia ?
syahmi , forever my stalker ! hahas.
well, ill end here.
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Friday, May 12, 2006
8:48 PM
13 May 2006'..
happy bdae syafiq !
will write more later. hahas.
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Thursday, May 11, 2006
9:19 AM
FCUKING BITCHES !
GUESS IM GLAD YOURE OUTTA MY LIFE !
FARK ! ANYHOW ACCUSE ME !
SIDE SEC 2?
NO PROOF ! K , Q , MIDAH , SYIRIN..
TOT YOU WERE MY FAVOURITES !
BUT DEN YOU TURNED OUT TO BE LIDDIS?
BESTFRENS ARE YOUR GREATEST ENEMIES !
SO TRUE ! SHEESH*
NEWAES , WE'RE NOMORE TOGETHER !
WELL GOOD ! ARGH*
AND I SO <33 my HIDAYAH , NAS , ADEQ , FARAH , QILAH , MAI , SYAHMI , DIANA , FIDA , GANJEK , PARVIN ,FATIMAH and YAMUNA ! THANKS ! :))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
6:20 AM
09 May 2006'
happy bdae FARAH !
haf fun with KUKUDU YAU ! ;)
k.
exams are OVER ! OVER ! OVER !
next up , N LEVEL !
well , haziq told me deres gonna be this vaunt thingy. clubbing for those born from 1982-1990..
hahas. i SO wanna go !
hmph. ticks are 18 bucks !
i WILL go ! hahas.
den deres dis dance explosion thingy ,
was asking K if she'd wanna join.. she agreed.
but we hafta ask the rest of KLYQUES frst lah..
its a north east dance compettition thingy.
prizes from 77th street and world of sports !
so COOL!
okok.
stop here.
stomach hurts after trying jessica's "UZAP" thingy.
ouch* lols.
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, May 06, 2006
9:19 AM
06 May 2006'
burp*
im so full ! lols.
o-kay , firstly , happy bdae haziq ! :))
and also , happy 1 year 3 months K and tahir ! hahas.
tahir bought her an MP3.. so cool !
well today ,
stayed at home ..
couldnt go out cos of my parents.
sheesh*
and so , i practiced my maths.
maths paper 2 on monday . i hafta do well in dis .. cosh i noe im gonna flunk my paper 1..
after dat , went out for awhile to buy food.
and i saw my ex-religious classmate.
he looks cute !
hahas. we talked a while . and i went back home lah.
den im on my com.
installed fotoeshop. explored it.
my editting of fotoe still SUCKS !
and so , my msn was put to busy mode.
kindda busy lah. and so sumone asked mi to help him do something.
being BUSY , i said later , he kept on insisting mi to do it now !
sheesh * and so i did it.
and so , de least he could do was say thanks !
but NO !he still can argue with mi.
sheesh* wadever lah. dun wish to entertain dis kindda ppol next tyme.
newaes , yesterday syahmi was so lame !
lols. wanna eat my slippper? ahahs.
u glucose STALKER ! very funny lah dat guy !
and ANDY THE CAKE ! LoLs ! xP
kk , ill end here aites. :))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Friday, May 05, 2006
4:12 AM
05 May 2006'
firstly , happy bdae hazri ! :))
thanks for everything yarrs ?
well , today had my mly paper.
letter writing was ok.
compo was written in a very BROKEN mly language.
hahas wad to do ?
my mly sucks !
den was the paper 2..
the mcq was okay.
compre was okay .
cloze passage was okay.
but sentence making WASNT ok.
hahas. im sure to get 0. yay me !
newaes, after skool , went straight home ..
was so tired. lack of sleep . hahas.
now on the com.
heard a new line from hairul . " tuesday cook , wednesday cook , COOKING FUN ! " ..
hahas. so CUTE !
newaes, ghurl next door by saving jane. nyce song.
hahas. well so long ! :))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Thursday, May 04, 2006
4:30 AM
04 may 2006'
okay ..
sorry for the lyke "super-long-time-no-update" !
wondering why my title's " drop it on me ? "
ahhas. well , i just LOVE that song !
well , yesterday was FUN !
noe KUCU2's real behaviour ..
went to study with my dearest adeQs.
den went under one block , played some card games.
as we were playing , more and more ppol ( the kechiQs xP ) came !
hahas.
so all of us den challenged each other lah.
we're one group of bored ppol.
it was REALLY fun , with their jokes .
that khairul . that kucu2 . that din guy .
cannot tahan laughing siax.
hahas.
btw , had my maths paper 1 and geog paper just now.
sheesh* the maths was lyke so DIFFICULT !
im sure to fail . :(
geog paper was O-K .
but , i tink ill just haf a bottomline pass.
ive really slacked lah ! no mood study .
newaes , tmrw's my mly paper.
hope its simple.
syahmi , keep dat dirty lil secret ! hahas.
one more thing , I LOVE WAN'S HAIR ! ;)
well i haf nothing more to say . :X
so , till here. :)