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Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Monday, July 31, 2006
6:16 AM
DEAR DIARY,
310706'.
i love everything bout today .
except for the bad stomach ache i had.
gosh*
yeahs,
of course i love mah laydees.
i love wanie and aini.
make me laugh so much !
ajit got new nick MAMA B.B.
haas.. :D
and mai couldnt stop smiling just now. wahahahas*
yeahs, today was great ! :))))))))))))))))))))))
oh yeahs , i MISS rose LOTS ! <3333333
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SHAFIZAH: heyy miss gorgeous ! LOVE youu too ! :D thanks for tagging !
FARYZA : heyys , orytes ! :)))) LINKED .
DANIA: haas. thanks ! :D :D cute huhs the kiddos ! take care !
MY SAYANG: ouhh yah. how can i forget to link you ? haas. well , LINKED ! u tomato ! x)
FIQAH : heyy MEANIE ! ahhas. cute lyke my nose arhhs. alamak. tkleh angkat dok ! hahas. :P take care ghurl. LOVE.
DYANA : heyys babe ! thanks thanks for tagging ! :D take care yarrs? rock on ! ;) LOVE.
ATI : yooo mama ! hahas. cute arhhs? lyke YOU lah ! :))) LOVES youuu too ! <333333
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Sunday, July 30, 2006
2:55 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
300706'.
o--kay. chnged my blogskin.
i really LOVE my OLD one.
but since i nth to do. chnge to dis one lahs.
haas.
its very simple actually.
though , i LOVE the two kiddos !
so adorable !
yeahs , cbox changed too.
all thanks to my sayang.. :))
yeahs. nvm lahs.
so , i guess i better get outta the com now.
need to study ss.
so tata ! :)))))))))))))))))
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my SAYANG : heyys babe ! thanks yarr? was getting bored with teh old tagboard ! haas. thanks again ! :)))))))
QEELAH : woohooo ! new tagboard ! hahahas. LOVELOVELOVELOVE youu ! :))))
MAISARAH : heyy N-LOVER.. haas. thanks for tagging ! :))))))
FARYZA : heyys ! thanks for tagging. wads your url? for blog..
HAFIZ : thanks POET ! :)))))))))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, July 29, 2006
1:08 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
290706'.
BURPPPP*
im so full now !
o--kay.
yesterday went study.
with aini , wanie , amsyar , ayim and awal. ( hafis i mean ).
LOL.
damn funny lah study with dem.
we laughed alot alot aLOT !
ohhhhs. i love dem !
ahas.
newaes , today.
gg out later.
with mummy and sis. :)))))))))))))))))
o--kay , i so MISS QEELAH !
come online lahh dear !
chatting with FIQAH now. as crazy as ever, my MEAN partner !
SAYANG had some probs. heyy ghurl. chill lahhs.
hack those ppol !
CYNTHIA WEE MINCI : ghurl ! im so blessed to noe you ! you nyce lah ! youuu ROCK ! :))))
BASITH , forever so crappy and cute ! hahas. boyy , u nyceee !
ouh yeah , met dis new guy named MATIN.
he's charming lahhhs. :D
MAMA RASTA ! youu arhhhs ! keep on calling me papaska ! malu u noe ! haas. anyway , u cute lahhs !
ZUL , SPECIAL NON-HALAL GUY ! ;)
anyway , i DUN understand DAT ghurl.
she says she hates em'. but still be so close to em'..UHMMMMM? 
the previous tyme we studied. not yesterday.
the very memorable zinger meal ! hahas.
amsyar . and his " award winning pose ".
hafis and his colgate smile . LOL.
whose nyceer ?
amsyar or hafis.
POST YOUR ANSWER AT SHARRS TAGBOARD ! hahahs.
serious talking. hafis looks so ghostly ! hahahas.
i so WASNT ready ! hahahs.
self-timer camera ! CANDID SHOT !
yesterday STUDY NYTE OUT !
haas.
we can be models. RYTE? :P
kk. till here.
tata !
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QEELAH : i MISS you so ! hahahs. nvm, chatting with you now ! wheeeeee* <33333333333
HAFIZ : u blind lahhs. :P .. i MAGIC. ;)
DES : LALA ! PLEDGE TAKING BOY ! wahahahahahahs.
MY SAYANG : haas. yeah lah. u sit opposite me. nvm. i tag your blog you tag mine. ahahhas.
FARYZA : knock knock * yeahs im here ! WS. hahahs. u cute lahhs ! :)))))
SHAFIZAH : gorgeous ! i miss you too !!! haas. take acre ! LOVES.
FIQAH : SAYANG KUAH * hahahahs. LOVES !
ATI : hahahahs. no prob dearie ! :D:D i LOVE you LOTS LOTS too ! hahahas. take care pretty ghurl ! :)))))))))
MAISARAH : ahhahas. i no need wait uh. dah tau criter pun ! and mai STOP SMILING LAH !;)
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
7:46 AM
DEAR DIARY,
250706'.
today was a very LONG day.
in fact i just came back home. hahas.
from studying.
uh-huh ! studying.
hahas.
early in the morning , des and randy hafta go up the stage say the pledge ! LOL !
it was damn farnie lahh. esp , randy ! haiyoh boyy , go learn your pledge lahh!
ok. so skool hours , my class had extended till 310 for poa students.
den for the mly 4N students , we had extended srp till 410.
yeahs. so..
in class ..
crap LOTS with hanif , fitri and shiqin.
gosh* couldnt stop laughing lahhs.
dis aliff and his NONSENSE oso !
sheesh *
yeahs . so went home after dat.
aini wanted to study.
so me and wani agreed to study with her.
den rahim and amsyar smsed.
said dey wanted to join us.
hahas. yeahs . so. our study went so.
KECOH !
esp dat amsyar !
wahh kao ! he and his SLIPPER JAMBAN & RAMACHANDRA !
ayim and his HAJJAH MAIMUNAH !
hahahahahhas.
almost cried laughing siax.
newaes, these four peeps really made my day. :)))))))))
thanks babes / dudes ! LOVE you peeps !
yeahs. so guess ill stop here.
hahas. tata ! :)))))))))))))))))
some fotoes while STUDYING *
o--kay , nvm. the fotoe thingy got some probs.
CRAP* lahh.
nvm nvm. shall post it tmrw den.
goodnyte for now!
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FARAH : hahas. good good ! send my regarrds to HIM/ HER. LOL. ehhs . i not indian siax. indian is ajit ! im an arab and im proud of it ! wahahhahas.
DES : ahahs. yah lah. nothign to do mahhs. ehhs how just now?? say pledge? good onort ? u make me laugh siax. u and randy ! sheesh*
MY sayang : hahas. you rock baby ! :)))))))
CYN : hahas. u and your tao yan ! haiyoh.hahas. gt miss youlah. newaes, just now about teh HE lyke you .. is TRUE okaayss ! next tyme i dun punch , i slap.. ;)) take care pretty !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Monday, July 24, 2006
7:42 AM
DEAR DIARY,
240706'.
sometymes im just dun understand unappreciative ppol.
dey can lyke jolly well fcuk off this lyfe.
u help dem. they return you with a *TOOT* face. god dammitt !
argh . off dat subject.
o-kay , assembly dey had teh taboo thingy.
gosh* the way teh ppol played it were so cute !
hahas. made me laugh lahh.
hafiz adam and ajit..
u made me laugh too much mann !
hahahs.
ouh yeahs , i love nas ! dat crazy arse !
hahahs.
newaes, AINI TOLD ME SOMETHING !
WHEEEE* shall =X about it. haas.
ATI , cheer up yarrs? SMILE !
yeahs so ,
before i end..
just wanna say.
i LOVE MY SAYANG ALOT !
ohhh ****** , you ROCK !
lets stay annonymous on dis yarrs? ;))
tata for now !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Sunday, July 23, 2006
7:26 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
230706'.
stayed home today.
suppose to meet up my fren , but lazyy lahhs.
suppose to go out with my mum at night.
oso lazy ! hahas.
newaes,
mum says i SMILE lyke tweety bird.
lyke wadda?
hahas. but true lah. i dunnoe how to smile properly.
sheesh*
teach teach ? :(
yahs.
so , nth much happen.
just finish watching bring it on.
wheeee*.
i LOVE adilah ALOT !
haas.
her video in frenster.. awwwws* sweet lah dey !
+ her songg. :)))))))))
ouh ,
miao pingg tot my password is tangolovegod.
hahahahhs! farnie lahh !
guess ill stop here.
lazy wanna blogg. :))))))))))))
tata !
ouhh yeahs , some fotoes.
presenting my DARLING : hidayah !
and so presenting myself.
sharifah ! haaas.
o--kay. a quarter of my family tree !hahas.
i LOVE my grandma's smile ! sucha cutie !
she's on the second row.
the 6th from the left. 4th from the right. :))))
ouh yeahs , spot ME !
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ATI : youre LOVED by me ! :)))))
FIQAH: yah lahh. the fotoe so nyceeee ! take care !
DANIA : yeahs babe ! hahas. heart you too ! ;)))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, July 22, 2006
8:57 AM
DEAR DIARY,
220706'.
HAPPY BDAE ROSE MOM and HIDAYAH .
basically , i stayed at home again !
haas. super LAZY to go out.
LOL. actually wanted to go *scape today.
but lazyy lahh.
didnt even attend maths lesson today.
dunnoe wad excuse to gif mamathia oso !
haas.
ok. so chatted with my lovely's.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee*
fiqah so sweet lah.
so touchign teh stories of her and kuah.
awwwwwws*..
hahahas. :)))))))))))))))
qeelah A and F.
LOL.
newaes, yeahs.
so.. uploaded my fotoes.
adilah and hayati are two crazy nutty ppol !
hahas. LOVE dem lahh.
fiza , she promised me something..
better not break dat promise.
yahhs.
i kindda love dat saree i wore.
it belongs to fatimah's mum okay !
hahas. her wedding saree !
honoured uhhs i wear ! LOL.
guess i shld stop my racial harmony thngy. its overrrrr !
ouh yeahs , talke dto mum about something.
sometymes , she's really nyce lah.
lyke just now !
awwwww* you nyce mother ! thanks ! :))))
ok. here are some fotoes.
for viewing pleasures ! haas.
sec 3 + me and hidayah darls !
me and leonNY. i look super indian lahhs. ouh yeahs not forgetting to mention my SAYANG at the back with dat face ! hahahas.
mlys VS indians. haas. who's gonnna winn??
me and miao ping HONEY ! :))))))
ouh yeahs , the effect below , miss seah's hand ! hahas.
malay classs.. :)))))
4n1 baby ! <333 
pretty ladies ! :))))
HEARTS DEM !
ahmad , hidayah , zakiah and nas ! :))))
my SWEETIES ! <3333333
dats all !
tata ..
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LIL DUDEY : ohhh darling ! i LOVE youu ! had fun on saturday ? haas. meeting dat designer boyy? ;)
HAFIZ : lets just not talk about mly oral nemore ! i just flunked it !hahahs.
EL.JR : is there anyway dat i can stay in your arms ! - continue your song lahh.. LOL. take care dude ! :))))
DIANA : babe , your prettier mann ! ;)))) take care !
DANIA : alarhaii. malu2 meow plakx! no need malu lahh. u oso pretty ! sweet ghurl ! :)))))
FARAH : heyy my LOVE , hahas. nvm lah. im used to see you as a SLOW ghurl ! hahahahs. yalah u CHINESE ghurl ! woots ! hows kukudu yau ?
FIQAH : SAYANG , you and HYM so sweet lahhh ! hahahs. y u call me acar ghurl? OREO better ! hahahas. take care !
MY SAYANG : heyys , haas. i LOVE you LOTSA ! mwahhs ! :))))))
SHAFIZAH : hahas. no prob dearies ! remember wad u promised yarrs? love ya gorgeous ! :))))
QEELAH : hahas. yalah. my MAMA partner. OoPs. excluding dat guy lah. who's a mama too ! hahas. i LOVE you lotsa sis ! :))))))
DES : alamak you ! never wear costume ! hahas. nvm. netx year hor. i lend you my bro one de ! hahahs. take care! POWER RANGER ! :)))))) black ranger ZAI , is back home ! nomore hospital ! hahas.
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Friday, July 21, 2006
8:31 AM
DEAR DIARY,
210706'.
RACIAL HARMONY.
TODAY ROCKED !
took lotsa fotoes.
sadly , sis brought teh card reader to her office. so i shall upload the fotoes in my camera tmrw.
orytes , everyone who wore the costumes looked gorgeous lah.
mly class was damn farnie.
esp dat aliff.and ali. not forgetting the teacher , mr bakthiar.
haas. BLUEBERRY *
haas. okok.
i shall blog more tmrw.
wanna go offline uhh.
haas.
tata !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Thursday, July 20, 2006
5:36 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
200706'.
o---kay ,
im so gonna FAIL my mly oral !
haas. frstly , i said ENGLISH WORDS !
secondly , i stopped in every sentence ! SHEESH*
newaes , im so EXCITED for tmrw.
gonna be an indian lady for a day ! :))))))))))))
cant wait to the lovely ppol in sss.
shall blog more tmrw.
lalalalalalallalla*
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
7:31 AM
DEAR DIARY,
180706'.
orytes ! my day was quite fine.
fatimah didnt come skool today.
got some family thingy.
the farnie thing was ..
yesterday , me and xiao shi were disturbing dis classmate of ours cos she was so lonely.
singing the song " i walk dis lonely road. the only road dat i haf ever known .. but its only me and i walk alone. "
o-kkay. were MEAN. EVIL. BAD !
hahas. yeahs . den today i REALLY walked alone to skool. cos fatimah didnt come .
hahas. KARMA baby !
okok.
yah so , ELJR didnt go skool.
saying he woke up late.
haiyoh ! uncle. sleep early lah next tyme !
newaes, ajit is lyke dman CUTE lahh.
his actions just now. wakakakkakaka*
had fun disturbing him and he too , disturb me. LOL.
he wearing JUBAh , i wearing SAREE. woots '.
he's basically really really nyce ! :))))))))
yeahs , i had SRP .
mly SRP..
damn KEKEK lah sit with aini , fitri , aishah , faezah and marinah..
fun lah you ghurls . :)))
newaes, went home after SRP.
yeahs , so now online.
i LOVE ati lah.
she's sucha retard ! hahhas.
chatting wither can make me so CRAZY lah.
yeahs , den charles and jid. hahas.
demselves with their raps.
jid made a song for me?
awwwww* so sweet. :))))
hafiz , thanks for the poem yesterday.
nyce lahh. thanks thanks thanks ! :)))))))))
ouh yeahs , before i end.
just wanna say . HIDAYAH MANAN , i LOVE you LOTSA !
hahas. you rockk lahhh ghurl !
always dere for me and stuff.
im waiting for our day out ! hahas. <33333
MLY ORAL TMRW ! AHHHHHHHHHHHH im so DEAD !
cant talk PROPER mly lahhh ! damn*
haas. can i just fail it ?
till here. tata !
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HAFIZ : hahas. i am lahhh ! LOL. take care ! :)))
DES : you NOT ugly cann? u cute lahh. ahhas WINKS* ;))))
ATI : hahas. u ROCK too lahh dear ! LOVES y0u! :)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Monday, July 17, 2006
6:54 AM
DEAR DIARY,
170706'..
o-kay .. skool was as usual today.
though , i LOVE the compo i wrote during english class.
haas, only parz noe whyy .LOL.
newaes, i spend the frst few periods before recess sleeping.
sheesh* was so tired lah.
cos talked to EL.Jr till lyke 230 am. den slept.
yah so , after recess.
i was HYPERR !
yeaPs.. shouted here , shouted dere.
haas. retard !
us students were released early..
due to O level listening compre.
heard from hidayah darls , the thingy was complicating !
haas. scaryy uhhs.
newaes , went hg mall.
magic wok to be specific to eat .
wheeeeeeeeeeeee*
saw kak ast ! she's looks damn sweet lahh !
so pretty ! :)))))
and she remembers me .. we talked for a while . den i went off.
at the 112 thingy, met taufiQ( ex-sss) ..
talked to him a while too . haas.
dey really changed uhh.
yeahs. so...
den went fat's hse..
had a hell farnie tyme dere.
played card games.
o---KAY , im lyke SO INTO POKER CARDS NOW !
showed dem sum magic trick .. woohooo*
den yusoff taught me a magic trick. hahas.
cool.
yeahs , so i played bluff , den taiti den bridge !
haas. we didnt gamble okayy !
den i tried on some sarees..
LOL. racial harmony day coming mahhs !
yeahs ..
den reached home arnd 7++.
bathed and stuff .
lalala.
yeahs , so here i am. once again.
in front of the com. wheeee*
ouh yeahs , HAZWANI ! get well soon aites.
miss you lah ghurl.
HIDAYAH , i miss you lotsa too.
was so happy wen u callled me just now ..
cos its been lyke a LONG LONG tyme since we talked ..! :)))))
haas.
guess ill stop .
till here. tatas '..
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DES : hahas. cool ryte? i noe ! ahhas. your fotoe .. teh WINK one. cute siax ! hahas. :))))
SHAFIZAH : heyy babe ! i MISS you lotsa too ! :))) come online lahhh.. we chatt and talk our stuff ! haas. LOVES you !
HAFIZ : awwwww* touching uhhs. chatting with me oso still can miss me ! hahas. :))))
FIQAH : woits ! hahas. ya lorrr. the chocolate damn nyce !!! one day we go together2 go drink it ! hahahs. and yeahs , LONG tyme never chat with you ! miss our GOSSIPS lahh . ahhas. come online ! we shall catch up the stuff we missed ! :))))))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, July 15, 2006
9:57 AM
DEAR DIARY,
160706'
o--kay.
dis is a super late entry.
cos i lyke just reached home.
yeahs , ok.
started my day with an awake call from mr bonney.
yeahs , so i woke up. bathe.
den went straight to on the tv.
watched kids choice awards at nick..
den followed by mtv movie awards..
yeahs , its damn farnie lah.
esp. jessica alba !
woah* she's so hot and so WACKY.
eyahs , so after that went to my room.
wanted to sleep .
felt so tired uhs.
cos i slept at 4am yesterday and woke up at 11?
not enough sleep lah. at least , for me !
haas. yeahs den charles asked me follow him to the baybeats thingy at esplanade.
but , lazy lah. LOL.
den syahmi asked me. lazy oso.
den at arnd 7. fatimah asked me out to clarke quay to slack.
with shima.
yeahs , den since i was totally BORED. i followed.
o--kay , so went outta my hse at 8. met dem at arnd 830.
off to clarke quay.
went dere.
was thinking of gg club. at attica too.
but , underage lahh dey ! haas.
so walked arnd dere arrhs.
stop in front of crazy elephant ( its a pub for your info ).
see those dumb blonde jokes. damn* .
so farnie lah.
yah so , den we walked. and walked . and walked.
till arnd 11.
went to coffee bean . ordered pure chocolate.
shima treated us. wheeeee* thanks babe ! :))))
ouh yeah , saw DELL PEDRO .
i forgot his name uhs. LONG LOST fren.
yeahs , smiled at him. haas.
yah so , we finished eating and drinking.
walked arnd again.
went into fullerton hotel. o-kay , the door so nyce lah.
im lyke so jakon *
LOL. yeahs , den dis shima wanted to buy some alcoholic drink.
no no no ! im muslim. cannot drink ! haas.
so she said " ok lah .. i shall buy another day ".
haas. yeahs , den felt so tired oready .
went back in a cab.
wheeeeee* damn FUN lahh !
thanks fatimah and shima , you ppol rock * :))))))))))))))))
yah , me and fatimah. in a shopp. lala !
our coffeebean stuff. 3 pure choclate , one tiramisu , one brownie and a tomyam tuna in pita ! haas.
ohhlala* butt-touching. haas. o--kay , i sound so SICK !
hhaas. yah so in the cab. saw dis company called.
FOOK ON company ! hahahahhas ! thnking of wad im thnking? LOL.
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FIQAH : i MISS you too ! hahas. dun wanna go lah. wait i sibuk2 onlyy.. newaes, glad tuh haf you back ghurl ! :))) LOVES.
DES : u SUAY lahh ! hahas. see talk abt NP, see NP sir. talk summore lah. see MORE sirs ! haas.newaes, woahhh* got new com uhhs! happy uhh you ! LOL. ;))))
DANIA : thanks babe ! :))))
QEELAH : i MISS you too ! hahas. and yeah , nyce stories u shared with me. ahhas. take care sis ! LOVES. <333333333
HAZIQHADI : thanks dude ! :)))) remember , dun do those stuff u did ! aites ? :)))
ATI : i MISS you too ! ahhas. id un wanna go lah. so EXTRA ! haas. take care gorgeous ! :))) LOVES.
HAFIZ : chatting now mahhs ! hahahs. ;))))))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Thursday, July 13, 2006
7:36 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
130706'..
had a real fun tyme talking to aini and faezah !
haas.
yeah , oso that parvin !
sheesh* make me laugh everyday without fail !
haas. ghurl u rockkkk !
den dis JAHAN ,
injuired my finger !
with her so called magic-knife-finger thingy ! hahas.
pain you noe ! :((
but cool uhhhs. haas. TEACH ME HOW TO DO !
yah ok. so i went back.
woots '..
i MISS my LOVE , farah YAU !
hahas. and she misses me too ! yay !
yah so , she's become so chinese ! LOL.
ouhh yeahs , its not bad ok being chinese ! haas.
her nick , the way she chats and all.
" wo ye xi huan ni ".. shy uhhs farah ! bleahs'.
i LOVE you ghurl ! :))))
hassan , you crappy fella' !
keep on making me laugh.
ABNG2 SIA uhhs ! LOL.
and keep on asking bout LAZI ..
rindu dier kn? LOL. xP
HADY MIRZA IS SO WOW* LAH !
i am so SO obsessed with you !!!!! :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
ouh yeahs,
dearest nas and cyns are sick !
poor thinggg ! get well soon peeps ! SMILES ' ! :)))))
well , i guess ill stop here.
tata for now ! :))
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HAFIZ : haas. THANKS THANKS ! youu coool too. bout just now , its okay ! smile ! breathe in , breathe out ! mums are liddat lahh. just ignore dem. u'll be fine soon ! trust me ! :))))
DES : haas ! YOU ARH ! dun talk bout NPCC lahh. never go ! haas. and yeah camping is FUN! :))))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
6:58 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
120706'.
im starting to MISS dem.
esp. el JR , ty sis and gang , ati and gang ..
and im starting to MISS camp so much.
MISS being a student leader.
MISS being a camper.
damn*
summore me , hanif and leon sang some camp songgs while waiting for mdm leow to arrive.
woah* MISS IT SO MUCH LAH !
and den dis darren chat with me.
she's missing his diana so much !
and he said " i LOVE her so much , i miss her alot "..
awwww* so sweet lah he.
darren , be patient.
she'll be back dis friday ~..
haas.
yeahs newaes , mr mustafa was asking some of us whetehr we wanna go to teh campfire tmrw.
haas. i WANNA go.
but thinking back , its their camp.
den lyke ill be an EXTRA if i go.
yeahs , so i wont lahh.
haas.
so , i guess ill stop here.
tata.
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
5:49 AM
DEAR DIARY
110706'.
im PISSED *
partly bcos of DAT GUY lah.
haiyah ! dun wish to eloborate lah.
had hell fun tyme with mah ghurlsfrens just now.
forever as crappy !
ohhhh , i LOVE you ghurls ! :))
my BRO retard-ER den me.
LOL.
he just showed me a DIGIMON game and said " lalalala dis game is so fun. " - in a gayish voice.
damn bro *
youre oready 19!!! serving NS summore.
still play tis kindda games ! haas.
but you so CUTE lah ! LOVES you bro . :)))
newaes, to all the sec 2 campers.
haf fun in camp ! im sure u ppol will uh.
with those CRAZY student leaders !
will MISS you peeps !
haas.
to DAT GUY *
take care of yourself ok?
QEELAH *
u PRINTING ____ fotoe. so touching lah dey !
haas. :))
yah so , i guess i shall stop here.
no mood to TALK MORE .
tata.
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QEELAH : oh dear , france DIDNT win ! HAH * say italy mepek but still lyke teh captain ! haas. wad only YOU ! LOL. newaes, i LOVE you LOTSA dear !!! tak ecare of yourself in camp * <33333333
EL.JR : LOL. my PROBLEM lah ! haaas. take care yarrs dude ! thanks for tagging. LOVED.
NAS: tu lahh . haas. yeahs thanks KOK . ;)) you NYCE ! and u noe wad? im feeling much better oready. no more SICKLY SHAR. now is STRONG SHAR ! haaas. <3333
ADEQ : haas. i dunnoe? your blo0gy very de cool ! take care ! ;)))
DES : haas. had FUN sharing a SIGNIFICANT PART of your lyfe'? haas. you LOST your bet ryte? the soccer thingy. ! take care *
SHAFIZA : oh gosh * the yucky thingy. dun remind me of dat.. haas ! but im feeling better oready ! thanks for your concern babe . LOVES you lots !
HAFIZ : yeahs im super HAPPY ! i bet you are too ! ;)) hidup mati italy ! haas. HAFIZ ROCK-ER ! ;)))
- MAR : hahas.. yahoooo back to you ! :)) thanks for tagging ghurl !
PARVIN : ehhs you ! dun insult my italy uhh ! haas. your brazil , england gone long long LONG tyme ago ! haas. take care LOVE *
MAI : haaas ! well i am happy now ! :))) thanks babe ! LOVES you too ! :))))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Monday, July 10, 2006
6:52 AM
DEAR DIARY,
100706'.
ITALY WON ! woohoo.
expected. HAH.
FRANCE was playing well.
but the ppol doing strange acts.
HAH , lyke henry and his CUTTING scene.
and oso zidane and his BOTAK head scene !
sheesh*
fatemah , qeelah me.
shared some stuff .
HAH. we so hate dat ghurl.
newaes ,
im talking to parz and she's making me laugh lyke hell..
ok i shall blog more tmrw.
she's making me CRY ! ( by laughing ).
DAMN*
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Sunday, July 09, 2006
6:18 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
090706'
o--kay.
am feeling so dizzy now.
and im still on the com.
waiting for sis and bro to return home !
wanna see wad dey bought ..
haas. shall whine and take the stuff dat are nyce.
woohoo*
newaes,
illary blasi stole HIM away from me.
haas. o-kay , lemme just be in dreamland a while !
who's the him ? TOTTI of course !
haas. i noe i very the PRASAN ( i haf lyke absolutely no idea how to say dis word in eng. )
italy's playing later. against france.
and of course they're gonna win.
almost ALL my frens are rooting for france.
sheesh* cant you ppol see? italy's much much MUCH more better and oso HOTTER !
haas.
yah so , we'll just see lahhs.
ouh yeahs , did i mention?
i almost passed out just now.
my mind suddenly went totally blank !
and oso , i was lyke so weak lah.
lyke someone just flushed out all my energy !
woah* scary !
yeahs , i guess ill stop now.
tata !
lalalalallalalalala life is full circle !
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MAI : aiyoh ! dun remind me of dem ! haas. EVIL YOU *
EL.JR : haas.. tulah. kaco org lagik ! KARMA BEBEH ! take care uhhs ! :))
NAS : tu lahKOK ! im so sick of being sick ! haas. HELP !!!!!!
DES : haas. thanks2..!! haas. i shall take care of myself ! LOL.
HAFIZ : shessh*LALALALALA ! SICK SICK SICK ! thanks btw .
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, July 08, 2006
6:22 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
080706'
ahhhhchooooo*
bless me ! haas.
o-kay , im still sick.
worst thing is , fever's back to attack me !
temperature 37.9.
sheesh*
pills are haunting me everyday.
well , yeah stayed home. slept most of the tyme.
den did some maths sums.
woah* so weird to see me doing MATHS, wen i hate it so much.
newaes, went online ..
dis MAI made me feel so disgusted lah.
haas. wif the story of PILLS + ANTIBIOTICS !
haiyoh ! den summore still can say she BITE the anti biotics.
oh gosh* imagine teh bitterness.. * hair standing *
haas. cute lahhs you !
newaes , partner is BOTAK now ! haas.
lalalalalalalala life is wonderful.
guess ill stop here.
tata !
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SHENG : haas. yeahs thanks! :))
HAFIZ : hey ! haas. im notti but nyce ! LOL. xP
AZREEN : heyy sweetie ! LOVES you LOTSA too ! :))
MAI : THANKS ! haas. happy uh , no need to take those " oh-so-wonderful " pills nimore ! haas. take care. <33333 you too !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Friday, July 07, 2006
6:23 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
070706'.
o--kay. i had a good day.
haas.
everything bout today rocked. :))
from start till end.
yay me !
esp. the part at the bus stop and in the library.
LOL.
newaes, zul is facing wad i USED to face.
a BAD BAD ankle.
yezza * oh gosh* im so evil.
nvm .. get well soon zul !
partner mr S.K , remember..
you hafta dance for me lyke wade robson dances uhhs . ;)
ouh yah , NAS GOT 1ST FOR 100M..
he one ROADRUNNER lahh ! congrates dude ! :))
newaes ,
im sucha happy yet sickly child.
woohoo *
till here , tata !
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JESS : thanks for tagging. newaes, no prob. u really sing well ! * OK?( in dat CHEEKY voice u did ) * hahahs. u rock too . :))
PARZ : yeaPs. after a NONG NONG tyme .. ;)) haas.
DIYANA : heyys ! haas. u ROCK too ! :)) take care LOVE.
YOUR SAYANG : hahas. hi MY sayang.. i dun despise her lah. i oso dunnoe why i say liddat.. shall chnge it den. ;)) i shall make sure it gets better sooon.. take care DARLS ! :))
HAFIZ : woah* today so many ppol say i rock uhhs. LOL. so touched ! haas. ok imLAME. newaes , thanks yarr? you NOT goodie2.. * slappiing myself witha sardine *.. wakakakka ! take care dude ! ;))
DIANA: heyy babe ! no prob !! u take care of yourself yarrs? ignore those asses ! LOVE you too ! :))
FARYZA : haas. tu lah, nyanyok uh lu ! hahas. nvm. thanks uh.. woah* secret exposed. imma butt-toucher. OoPs. *shy shy* haas. takecare SWEETS ! ;))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Thursday, July 06, 2006
6:05 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
06 July 2006.
o--kay. im STILL sick !
now zul's sick as well !
aiyohhh ..
newaes, someone sent me dis fotoe.
wahahahhahah ! damn KEKEK siax !
nvm. LOL * controlling my laughter *
yah , so skool was as usual.
ouh yeahs , had my oral today..
well , went smoothly? only for the reading passage.
i talked crapp during coversation !
LOL..
well , just hope i can pass *
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
yah so..
once again , thanks to dose who said " get well soon "..
ouh yah. taufiq , thanks for the heart shape necklace.
so NYCE ! dunnoe why you buy for me oso. no occasion. LOL.
anyway , thanks yarrs?
shaz, u STILL owe me a treat okayss!
italy gonna win world cup. woohooooo !
zul , mai and ati.. get well soon peeps ! :))
till here,
sickly child signing out !
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QEELAH : yeahs babe ! u make me laugh so muchhie till my dear com cannot take it anymore ! haas. LOVES you ! <333333
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
5:41 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
05 July 2006
o--kay.
im officially SICK !
damn* down with fever and flu !
tmrw's my nlevel oral!
woah* so nervous lahh !
i dun wanna screw up !
aim a grade 2 for english ..
sigh * must get wad i aim for..
newaes , thanks peeps for the wishes " get well soon "..
went online , and dis TY SIS of mine made me laugh lyke hell !
haas. thanks arhh ghurl ! :))
ouh yeahs , went airport just now..
send my sis and bro .
dey went thailand. how cool is dat?
shopping tyme fer dem.
ate sirloin steak at han's.
nyce ! yummy *
yah ok. so i guess i better go offline now.
getting more and more dizzy !
sheesh*
tata * :))
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NAS : i havent tell her yet. sorry uh. nyanyok ! LOL. i shall tell her tmrw. * sick and yeahs , oreo bubuteh rocks ! :))
SHAFIZA : yeahs. HSM rocked ! :)) take care LOVE.
MR BONNEY : mahal uhhs.. hogh class mahhs. LOL. newaes , i proof-ED you wrong. italy did win germany. and is going to be the world cup champs ! u just watch ! :))
ASTIANA: haas. thanks dear !take cares ! :))
FIQAH : yeaPs. the show is interesting ! haas..! LOVE you ! <333
HAFIZ : LOL. cool uhhs ! ;)) i HAFTA worry bout oral lahh ! :(( well well, hope i do well !
DES: yeahs , thanks dude ! i damn suay lah ! exam tyme den sick! sheesh* hope i do well for tmrw's oral.. how come yours sounds bad? be confident lahhs ! u will pass.. im sure ! your english pro wad ! take care des ! :))
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Sunday, July 02, 2006
11:13 PM
DEAR DIARY ,
stayed home till 7.
den went out
met yamz and fatz.
and JT oso. went to hark music , bar/cafe.
jess had a singing compettition.
and woah* she rocked !
yestertday was teh finals.
amongst 12 contestants , she got 3rd !
so happy for her ! :))
my SUPERSTAR ! haas.
so walked arnd town untill arnd 11. den went macdonalds to eat !
haas.
yeah so arnd 1145 , my sis picked us up.
reached home arnd 12++.. wheeeee*
watched hip hop countdown and MTV MOBBED ..
bathed.
den talked to mr boney !
and slept ! lalalalalalla.
end of 020706'.
and yeahs , today ..
so bored. gg mall later with yamz and fatz.
outings with dem are so much fun !
yah. so , guess im online now .
chatting. chatting. chatting.
ouh yeahs , KOK dreamt of me. woohooo ! :))
haas.
guessi shall stop here. tata !
<333
reflections with 1/4 of an unknown person's head !
de expresso dat cost me 7.80..
de superstar , jessica ! :))
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NAS : haas. ! yeahs. totally ! damn FUN ! :)) arul , ajit and their white hair ! haaas. american idol per ! LOL. you ROCK ! :))
MAII- : eleh ! haas. england can go home suck thumb now uhhs ! haas.and dats such an UNCOOL sentence. well well , we'll just see.. who's gonna win.. italy or germany ? HAH ! <333
KHAIRI : haas. wad only !! see uh. who's gonna win ! haas. "gemany= cannot go in finals ! " :D
DES : yeahs . sad siax brazil lose ! u got bet uhhhs? haas. france becoming stronger. but i italy STRONGER-RER ! haaaas. take care ! :))) happy youth day back to you !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, July 01, 2006
2:15 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
07 July 2006.
o--kays.
yesterday was FUN !
skool , youth day !
had a youth day celebration.
science department did a quiz.
mr yan was SO CUTE !
den 2 trainee teachers sang us 3 songgs..
jess was so excited! haas.
den was the matsh department. dey did three lil pigs.
haas. damn cute lah dose teachers.
esp. mama thia and wong JS.
laughed SO MUCH !
newaes, den was teh english department.
mdm ng , miss seah adn miss low ROCKED the stage lahh.
dey were SO COOL !
i was really shocked as mdm ng could not only sing but play the guitar too.
woah * coooll lahh.
newaes, after skool had to rush back home. bathe , chnged , met mrs ho , ghurlfrens and zai outside skool.
den took a taxi to tantockseng hospital.
visited classmate , aslam !
poor thing. was injuiired during a silat match. his leg is lyke SO SWOLLEN ! /
scary. newaes get well soon aites !
after dat went to united square , to eat.
my meal cost lyke 7.50 ! so EX !
sheesh*
and so , took SO MANY fotoes. haas.
almost cried once again. not becos im sad.. but becos of my ghurlfrens !
haas. dey amn farnie and crappy lah.
LOVES dem. fatz , parz , cyns , yamz and fit !
yah and so went back.
den somethign CREEPY and STRANGE happened !
woah* scaryy !
wanted to go home , but since no one was in my hse. i decided to go to fatimah hse.
so i slacked dere till 11 ++.
den sis picked me up.
wheeeee*
END OF 300606.
start of 010706.
was awaken by nas fone call.
so talked to him. den realised dat i had 8 missed calls and 7 messages.
wahlao . only 10am..
lemme sleep lah you ppol who called and sms ! haaas.
newaes, den since i was awake , went to wash up myself. bathe.
read newspaper. drink milo.
den met the nas at 12 . at the bakery shop.
its a vegetarian cake ! haas. no EGG involve.
yahhs , so ran to one of teh blocks.
ahmad catch up with us.
so i put in the candles , ahmad and nas were trying deir best to light up the candles.
but sadly. cannot.! haas. due to the wind.
so , ahmad den said " nvmlah. no need put the candles ! hurry hurry ! "
yahh , so den he and nas took out the candles. i carreid the cake to where the bdae boys were sittting.
yay ! den we sang happy bdae song.
the 4 bdae boys were so shocked.
haas. yahh , so they cut the cake. took fotoes.
den bob ran to the nearest shop and bought FLOUR !
haas. juffri , arul , ajit and hafis were already saboED cream.
den bob ran and threw flour to jait and arul and oso syafiq.
haas! hafis had already run away .. LOL.
lucky hafis ! hahas.
newaes , den after rounds of fun , we cleaned up and went home.
poor thing lah arul and ajit. dey were so covered with flour !
haas.
yah , so den i went home..
continue read newspaper. swept the floor. and went online.
chat with tysis , fiza , councillorsotong , lipstick boyy , khairi , adeq and nana.
tysis told me something . hack care lah with dem.. attention seekers. we'll just see how long dey can continue with dis. smile ! LOVES. :))
fiza oso told me something. fiza , think twice in wadever u wanna do. orytes? u might regret it ! and your nick , " kaksharifah is the greatest sister surmone can haf " , so touching ! haas. thanks ghurl ! LOVES you ! :))
ouh yah . italy won !!!!
woohoo! ITALY rocks !
khairi . u still dun wanna admit italy rocks? haiyoh ! anyway, germany vs italy. italy so gonna win ! haas. bleahs '..
anyway , i guess ill stop here for now !
tata. * yawns*
ghurlfrens legs .
kissing the horse-Y..
please , im shy ! haas.
happy bdae PeePs !
the WHITE ppol ! haas .
haas. de peeps ! :))
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NAS : haas. yeahs and i DID ! yay ! thanks !!!! newaes, i oready did my breathing in and out ! haas ! LOVES.
JAHAN : haas. thanks for attacking my bloggy sweets ! :))
DES : hahas. make it warm lah. newaes , yalah you never come skool .. u missed mama thia in action ! and yeahs i very sad lahh ! xP.
QEELAH : babi toot uh drng. buat bdh uh. smiles ! <3333333333333333333
BASITH : uhmm haha to you back ! LOL ! :))
HAFIZ : hahas. well firstly was shocked you'd call me yesterday , secondly your num., so weird ! start with 6. and lastly , your voice is SO DIFFERENT ! haas. such a matured voice ! smiles ! :))
RAIIFANA : hahas. im loving you always too ! :)) take care dear !