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Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
5:29 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
there's a feeling inside i wan you to noe. youre the one i cant let go.
291106'.
had mly dance practice today.
now im starting to lyke a LIL about the dance steps.
cos it consists of samba and cha2 steps.
yeah , this is the part where you can shake your booty.
hahahs.
i LOIKE.
oh oh , this raggaeman came to skool.
ohhhhh he is SUPER CUTE !
man , love at first sight !
ahhahahas.
seriously , super super cute !
his name is HAZIQ ! (:
he got long hair.
ohlala.
hahahahas.
okay so after md.
went to compasspoint.
with ati , jae , fiza and fariza.
had our lunch.
i again borrowed my favourite book.
ehh , i miss dat ILIKEWOMEN and MERPATIPUTIH ghurll.
den off to hg mall.
shopped for ati's top.
and seriously , hg mall is such a bad place to shop.
deres NOTHING interesting lahh.
ok.
so we headed home lah after dat.
was talking to dania bout taufik and hady.
she bought both CD's lah.
makcik daniaku support local music seyy.
hahas.
newaes, i prefer taufik den hady.
but i tink hady's voice is much better lah.
guess ill haf a short entry today.
toodles !
p.s : midek , happy anniversary with alippppppp ! (:
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DANIA : hahas. yeahs. those ppol , blm matured lah. aper nk uat? i miss makdaniaku ! (:
H-SEJUK : hahahas ! you and your terplanting ting tong. super funny lah wen you say it. (:
ATI : e eh dekni ! he's MINE ! my RAGGAEMAN ! so now ive got teh SPANISHMAN and the RAGGAEMAN ! :D
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
2:20 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
i wont forget teh way youre kissing. the feeling so strong. it lasted for so long.
271106'.
mly dance.
den off to meet ati , nadiah and adilah.
hidayah manan was suppose to follow.
den she last minute couldnt turn up. :(
HIDAYAH ! you still owe me a date !
hahas.
okay ,
so us 4 went to vivo at frst.
wanted to watch happy feat dere.
but sadly , it was sold out.
sadddd sey.
den we went to the vivo rooftop.
SNAP* here SNAP* dere.
yes yes , we camwhored.
hahs.
den we headed to bugis.
and watched happy feat dere lah.
okay , the old aunty selling us teh ticks SUCKED lah.
wan shout.
wtf? can sell ticket nicely ryte?
F* UP WOMAN.
so wen we got the ticks.
me and ati showed attitude to her.
hahs. shouted to her back.
created a scene dere lah.
those who were lining up for the ticks looked at the one minute drama.
hahas.
okay .
so dat was teh frst tyme i watched in bugis.
and i swear i WONT watch dere again.
the cinema sucked lah.
the seats were horrible.
the popcorn combo was cheap .
BUT
the popcorn sucked lah.
lucky the nachos werent as bad.
o-kay , so happy feat is SUPER CUTE !
ati was lyke " MY BABY ! DUN BULLY MY BABY ! ".
her baby is mumble lah.
hahas.
i SUPER LOVE raymond.
dat moehog penguin.
hahahahahhas.
SUPER CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
after movie.
went over to bugis street.
i bought tights.
ati bought jeans and necklace.
nadiah bought belt.
adilah bought food.
hahas.
nadiah went for eyebrow trimming too.
super pretty lah she ! (:
newaes,
i need to buy more stuff lah.
didnt buy much yesterday cos didnt bring alot of money.
okok.
wen i get my pay , den ill spend spend spend. :D
den after dat.
we headed home.
i LOVE those ghurls.
outing was fun!
THANKS SWEETEST , DARLING BF and SUPERADORABLE SUPERSTAR !
281106'.
today damn saddddd lah.
i woked up at 8.
bathed , changed.
den headed to work.
met hidayah at hg interchnge.
den received a call form teh supervisor.
and guess wad?
he said " u all one dat theres no work today? sorry for telling you so late . you'll start working again on teh 30th. blablabla. "
WAHLAO !
i and hid were super pissed lah..
GRRR.
den we headed to mcdonalds , had our breakfast dere.
talked2.
den since hid didnt wanna go home , she went to meet her fren.
and i went home.
and i slept.
woah* SHIOK ! LOL.
and woke up at arnd 5?
hahas.
i LOVE sleeping.
oh , who doesnt?
FLOW ! at ministry of sound.
ticks are 15 bucks.
5th december.
16 and above.
anyone interested?
gonna find a new blogskin now .
since ive got nothing else better to do.
hahs.
so toodles ! (:
p.s : KAE , when wan go to the pink industry shop again? you wan to buy the bag ryte? i wan buy that top ! hahs.
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FIQAH : hahas. ngah chill ni. now your internet yg ader sorrts. hahas. take care syg ! LOVEYOU !
AZREEN : hahas. thnks ! take care !
NAME KELVIN : you who ?
MAISARAH : hahas. yeah ! HOT HOT ! :D
ROSIANI : okay thnks twin ! (:
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Sunday, November 26, 2006
4:58 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
you are my everything .
261106'.
so today i did nothing.
( bedek arh ! )
okok.
i stayed at home the whole day.
finished my FAVOURITE book.
hahs.
cleaned my room.
woohooo.
i haf a squeaky clean room now.
ooooh , shiok2 !
watched tv.
play com.
called aunty for superdelicious cookie recipe.
irritated mum . ( i love doing dat ! :D )
ahahs.
im bored lah.
to ppol who smsED/call me, and i took such a long tyme to reply ,
sorry arhh.
hp was charging .
didnt look at it.
till just now lah.
im still bored.
hahs.
today's conversation with mai :
- TALKING BOUT HOT GUYS .
- CHALLENGING EACH OTHER , SEE WHO CAN FIND MORE HOT GUYS. ( ill win ! xP )
- CARTOON SMILE BOY . =X
_ DAHLAH TU JER.
okok.
chatting with mai is an enjoyment.
though she's my rival. ahhahashahas ! :P
anyway , guess ill go offline now.
toodles !
p.s : mrHOTstuff Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, November 25, 2006
7:51 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
endless love.
251106'.
work.
tired.
rushed home .
bathed.
off to arab wedding.
the bride , pretty.
the ppol surrounding the restaurant , HOT.
reached home.
now online.
super tired.
pissed with internet connections.
grr.
toodles !
p.s: he still aint online. & fiqah daughter , you rock ! (:
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FARAH : wahlao. but still never rain. hahs. i love you too ! (:
MY GF : hahs. uh-huh. lets shout and make love in the cinema. hahs. tkperlah , try again. love you loads!
YULIN : aites ! will link you soon ! (:
DIANA : hahs. icic. nvm next tyme must tegur tau ! takmo malu2. tc pretty ! (:
DANIA : hahs. yahh same here. i MISS my makcik dania a.k.a tra3 partner. we shall go out. soon soon . i love you alot2 too !
MELVIN : okay.
KAE : hahs. i rock in singing okay ! LOL. kae the excited/nervous working woman ! :D
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Friday, November 24, 2006
6:29 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
hearing those words , it makes me weak.
241106'
so today is my first day in ikea tamp.
i went with hidayah as usual.
hahs.
okay . teh moment we stepped in . the security guard laughed at us.
why ?
cos he just witness one minute of comedy.
we were lyke struggling under teh rain.
with my broken umbrella.
den we were shouting lyek mad ppol.
aiyoh !
TORTURE I TELL YOU !
den we started working.
okay , the staff are friendly ppol !
yay ME !
hahas.
ok so working dere, fun yet tiring.
our part tyme collegues der ewere two ahbengs.
one ite guy , one sec 4n guy.
ite super noisy lah.
keep on spewing vulgarities.
but he was funny lah.
den teh other a lil quiet.
he's CUTE !
hahahs.
den.
blablablabla.
finish work.
to CP.
walk2.
den went home.
im feeling super tired now.
okay .
so i guess ill stop here lah.
working tmrw. better get some rest now.
toodles !
p.s : mr hotstuff , hurry come online . (:
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IDAHH : hahas ! SIAO ! EMU ROCKS LAH. tkkan tk tau ? hahas.
MICHEAL : orytes ! will link you soon !
MAISARAH : e eh , opposite hor ! hahas. sharz rocks , mai stones ! :D
KAE : yeahs ! you too ! :D
YAPING : hahs. orytes ! (:
DIANA : den never tegur ? hahas.
ADILAH : YOU oso , den never tegur ? hhas. monday arh monday !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Thursday, November 23, 2006
9:31 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
ku mahu hanyalah dia.
231106'.
yesterday at night.
SUPER ROCKS LAH !
i was chatting with MAI.
and YES DID WE CHAT ALOOOOOOOT !
she made me laugh till i cry okay !
oh god.
i LOVE her so much !
MAI ROCKS !
ok today.
started off well.
went out with midah , kae and syirin.
mannnn. i MISS dem so much.
and finally i went out with dem.
so frstly , we went taka.
went crazy woth those ppol lah.
its real fun gg out with dem !
im loving it.
hahs.
ok. den we went to longjohn silver.
at cine.
hahs.
ok i REALLY HATE LONGJOHN !
dun lyek their food.
but those 3 ghurls force me eat.
since i was starving.
makan jer lah.
teh combo 1.
so i ate.
actually , its not dat bad lah.
teh fries super ROCKS can?
crapped3 with dem.
den adeq came.
she was sad at frst.
but got crazy with us as tyme pass.
wheeee.
another crazy fellow.
den to heeren.
den to starbucks.
dne to paragon.
den to lucky plaza.
den to esplanade.
its been ages since i went dere.
dats wen we met up with farah.
she looked so tired.
poor thing lah she.
den relax at the rooftop.
take pic . ( but it so happens i look bad in ALL fotoes . :( )
den to teh sea dere.
while walkign dere.
dere's dis guy who was looking at syirin all the while.
and wad so happen was he didnt watch his way , and bang into a tree.
wahlao,.
super malu lah he.
MAT MAT.
den i laugh so loud dat he stared at me.
ehh cannot tahan lah.
ppol bang into an object. very funny.
LOL.
kk.
den we slacked nearby teh sea dere.
took fotoes ( and once again , my face looked sucky ).
den turned on songs.
i sand teh MY LOVE song by Justin timberlake.
and to my suprise.
dey love my singing.
im touched you guys ! xP
especially FARAH !
hahahahahhahahas.
okok.
so before i end.
i wanna say.
THANKS GHURLS FOR THE WONDERFUL DAY ! (:
and oso.
KHAIRI , HAIRI.
krng fikir krng saper?
krng fikir krng sec 2 bnyk besar nak rude ngan aku ngan kwn aku per?
krng tau aku tkder pt umah.
krng maseh dtng.
krng nk mintak air.
sial ah.
maner adat krng?
muker krng dasah tk tau malu siak.
muekr ltak pt pantat per?
ehh buto lah.
krng tau krng maen bola .
nmpk sah haus kn??
1 dollar pun tkder per nk bli air?
kalo ye pun , nk mintak air bleh mintak baek2 per.
yg ko nk bual sikit peh kurangajar ngan aku asl?
abeh krng ckp mak aku MAID aku aper hal ?
puki arh.
dah bagus tu mak aku nk bagi air.
ckp SORRY ke THANK YOU TKDER?
laen kali , jgn jejak umah aku lagik arh.
TERIMA KASIH !
okay .
so till here.
toodles !
p.s : MIDEK , i wan the fotoes ! & i still LOVE MAI ! hahas !
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DIYANA : hahs. ookay. LOVELOVE ! (:
IDAHH : wahlao ! ill punk you one fine day. just watch out ! hahahas. * evil * :D
DAYAH : yeahs bebeh ! :D see ya !
KAE : hahahas. yeahs ! dat book ! cannot tell ppol ! SHY* xP
ADILAH : omg ! hahahaas. okok. cannot tell ppol ! :D
NADIAH : aites BF ! shall link you soon ! :D
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
7:23 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
havent you heard that im teh new cancer?
never looked better and you cant stand it.
221106'.
had MD today.
hahas.
it was o----kay lah.
just a lil pissed he took mr osman's steps.
o--kay , so ive been lyek criticising dis instructor since i had mly dance havent i ?
oh yes.
so now im feeling a lil bad.
cos he's old.
cannt blame his slow/uncreative( is dere sucah word? ) mind.
ok. STOP IT SHAR !
so after MD.
yeahs dats wen teh fun starts.
so me , ati , nad , adilah , jae and hafizah went to compasspoint.
woah* its been lyke ages since ive been dere.
went to ate at banquet.
oh yes , met faraheen yau too.
wahhh dat ghurl arh.
to sum up wad she did .
she basically just PUNKED me lah.
ok fine.
FARAH did somethign so disgusting with her wanton.
ok. shall not elaborate on it.
hahas.
oh den afterwards , we went over teh staircase dere.
yes yes , thats when our ADILAH sang to us the 5 songs she promised.
she did 6 songs lah.
1 song bonus.
hahahas.
mannn. she was SO ADORABLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
ahhahas.
made me laugh so much.
oh girl ! you can sing lah!
i LOVE you lahhh ! :D
den after dat we went library.
i borrowed my favourite books ! :D
hahas.
yeahs den blablabla.
we went home.
i LOVE them lah.
lets go crazy again ghurls ! :D
okay den till here.
toodles !
p.s : KAE , jgn lah sedih2. i kene pranked oso . LETS KILL FARAH ! SMILE ! :D
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FARAH : hahahs. FARAH PORNO FREAK ROCKS. xP
MAISARAH : ahhahhas. omg. and we saw dem today. wahhlao. LOL. ilovemai! :D
FIQAH : hahahs. yeahs ! :D thanks daughter ! LOVELOVE.
HUIYUN : alamak. my chiobu/saibu ! how you ? i MISS you too ! take care ! <3
QEELAH : yeahs ! i MISS you so much lah ! come online please ! take care ! <33
ADILAH : hahahas. HELLO YOU ADORABLE THANG ! :D
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
5:41 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
take me away from that empty apartment you stay.
211106'.
HAPPY BDAE DESMOND CHEW !
eventhough you working now.
try to enjoy lah.
its your bdae bro !
haf fun ! and i MISS the power rangers !
ok.
so once again i stayed at home.
cannot go out lah.
stomache.
yes yes , the monthly stuff.
damn.
it hurts lah.
ouh , deres the search thingy at mos today .
nur , sheeny ajak go.
but. alarh.
stomache lah.
and oso no mood to club.
oh well.
MAI , u make me go so crazy today.
the MATS and the MUMMY, DADDY and DAT GHURL.
LOL.
okok.
i really cant stop laughing now.
LOL.
guess ill stop here.
toodles.
p.s : i came across a really hot guy in frenster. guess wad? he's my age.
oh , dun worry mrsuperHOTguy , youre still TOP on my list of cute guys ! LOL. xP
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FARAH : hahas. alala. couple break-up. LOL. THANKS for tagging.
DR SYAH : hahahas. i do MISS GLUCOSE ! hahahhas.
FARAH : LOL. still dare ask me?
FIQAH : hahas. yeahs. its getting nearer ! woohoo. :D
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Monday, November 20, 2006
8:39 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
cos im the one that loves you lately.
201106'.
had MD practice today.
frst part of day not bad lha.
cos theres teh warm up.
and cikgu played us raggae songs to go with the warm up thingy.
after dat.
hell breaks lose.
LOL.
JKJK.
after dat comes the part dat i so dont lyke.
whch is teh choreographed dance steps.
which are really bad.
hahs.
even kak jun , kae and seniors agree .
oh well.
let it be lah?
den went home.
TDO BABE !
hahahas.
with teh super NYCE weather .
wahhh. SHIOK ! LOL.
den woke up.
received ahmads sms.
saying he got open hse.
den nas called.
asking whetehr im gg.
ok.
so i went.
i missed teh last 10 mins of so you tink you can dance.
:(
newaes,
nas pick me up.
hahas.
my KOK so nyce lah. LOL.
ok so we took cab dere.
reached.
achid was oready dere.
ok so we all crapped together.
first official topic was.
" O LEVEL , and OVERSEAS , FOREIGN ".
had a lil argument.
hahahahs.
super funny.
den crapped3.
oh , DANIELLE'S THE NEW AMERICAN NEXT TOP MODEL !
YAHOOO ! :D
ok so ,
11pm went home.
took cab with KOK again.
KOK LOVES BUNNY BOM2 !
LOL.
oh yeahs.
theres dis backmasking thingy.
scaryyy man.
all about satan's messages . something liddat.
ohhlala.
okay guess ill stop here.
toodles !
p.s : according to hafis adam , mrsuperHOTone is joining body building compettition ! hahahahs ! ALL THE BEST HOTTIE ! xD
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KAE : hahas. she porno freak lah. LOL. yes yes justin is HOT ! :D
FIQAH : hahahas ! yah lah ! same storyline. woohoo. lyke mother lyke daughter. think alike. yay ! your date with mrKUKU coming ! :D
SHENG : hahas. okay lah partner ! LOL.
PITA : hahas. yeahs ! kanye and his moment when he didnt win teh best video. funny guy ! hahs.
HASMIDAH : hahas. SIAO ! wowoweee per ! LOL. midah prettier lah ! got hazel eyes ! hahas.
DIYANA : i MISS you too !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, November 18, 2006
5:20 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
i can see us holding hands , walking on the beach , our clothes on teh sand.
181106'.
STAYED AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY !
hahas.
frstly woke up .
bathed. blablabla.
took LUNCH.
LOL.
woke up too late for breakfast.
okay .
so i remembered dat deres european music awards at mtv.
hoooray !
hahs.
so watched it.
1.30-2.30. EMA RED CARPET.
2.30-5.00.Europeans Music Awards .
5.00-5.15. EMA AFTER PARTY.
5.15-5.30. MTV SPANKIN NEW.
5.30-6.00. MY OWN
6.00-6.30. SUPER SWEET SIXTEEN.
haas.
yeaPs.
dats wad i watched lah.
ok.
CASSIE and PHARREL IS SO HOT !
DAMN !
BORAT SUPER FUNNY !
i ADORE THE KILLERS !
and yeaPs.
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE really brought SEXY BACK !
hahahs.
i LOVE award shows.
okay.
so got my bill today.
my GPRS is lyke 22 bucks.
cos i downloaded games?
LOL.
DAMN !
okay.
so my mum laughed at me and said
" PADAN MUKER KO ! "
wahhlao.
ahhas.
okay fine.
yesterday was last day working in IKEA alexander.
so sadddd lahhh.
gonna miss those really nyce collegues dere. :(
going IKEA tampines soon.
ohhhlala.
ahahs.
guess ill stop soon.
once again , OREO's calling me.
hahs.
toodles !
p.s : i LOVE nadiah's hair. :D
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DANIA : soon sson . ill be free ! den we GO OUT ! :D btw , i love your fotoes. <333
FIQAH : hahas. yeahs ! we've shared our stories ! i LOVE my daughter LOTS !
HASMIDAH/ME : okay okay !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Thursday, November 16, 2006
8:25 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
i dun wanna let you go.
161106'.
YAWNS*
astaugar , PNAT nyer aku !
went out with nuraini and zaza.
we rocked town.
watched STEP UP.
oryte.
its GOOOOOOOOOOOOOD !
i LOVE their dance steps.
though i still prefer TAKE THE LEAD.
dunnoe why ?
HONEY is also one of my top choices.
okay.
so blablabla.
damn.
im TIRED !
tmrw working.
better get some sleep now.
toodles !
* YAWNS *
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ATI : hahas. yeahs man ! crapping with you is SO MUCH FUN ! hahas. LOVELOVELOVE ATI !
DANIA : aiyoyo ! whre got sweet ? yours lah super sweet ! i talked to my makcik dania ! :D
FIQAH : LOVE ME ! :D hahas. super cute lah ! hahas. come onlikne wen im online. urgent ! need to talk to daughter !
NADIAH : hahas ! YEAH man ! hafta ! LOL. super cute lah you all. i LOVELOVELOVE NADIAH !
ANAK HAMID : hahas ! HELLO! :D
SILLYLALA : ahhas. yeahs ! shall tag yours ! GORGEOUS , i MISS you ! <33
ADILAH : ahhahas. ADILAH SUPER SUPER CUTE ! LOVELOVELOVE ADILAH !
FARYZA : omg ! hahas ! SIAO ! ehh you lah SUPER SWEET and PRETTY ! i hope ill see you more outside ! :D
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
5:28 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
youre beautiful just the way you are.
141106'.
WORK.
one security guard.
who is lyke 26? asked for my num.
WTH? giler peh org.
dah tua.
butch asked for my num.
oh i didnt noe i attract ghurls.
LOL.
anyway ,
she was super scaryyyy !
aiyoyo.
aper nk jadi ngan dunia ni?
ok.
so iDIDNT give both of dem my num.
wahhlao.
GELI siak !
151106'.
ADOIIIIII.
my feet hurts.
hahs.
was running up the staircase bcos of a stupid beetle.
and i fell.
aiyohyoh !
hahs.
i feel so uhmm MAKCIK?
ok.
so my feet is HORRRIGIBLE.
uh-huh. not HORRIBLE , but HORRIGIBLE !
so today went to skool.
had mly dance.
hahs. i havent yet noe im gg up sec 5
still come.
LOL.
ok so , theres a new dance instructor.
aiyoh.
DUN lyke him lah.
shall not elaborate.
makes me pissed !
den almost 30mins to dance class ending.
hayati started feeling giddy.
okay , and teh funny part was she said .
" saper curse aku ? balek , aku nk sembahyang zohor lah ".
LOL ! super kekek lah.
seriously , teh way she says it.
LOL.
and de next funny thing dat happened was.
while we were at the bus stop outside skool.
62 came.
adilah hailed it , but teh bus didnt stop.
and her expression after dat was.
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN FARRRRRNIEEEEE !
hahahahhas.
okay. so i went home.
slept.
blablablabla.
went online.
okay. so till here.
toodles.
p.s : had a great chat with ANAK HAMID today. hahs.
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FARAH : yay ! FARAH ROCKS ! hahas. thnsk dear ghurl ! :D
MIDAH : eeee. dun lyke her ! remember , one day after O's arhh ! :D
PITA : hahs. shar is great . LOL. thnks for tagging ! btw , youre pretty !
DANIA : hahas. oi makcik dania. i love my makcik dania !
FIQAH : hahas.. 29? hmmm. i tot krng dua jer. bleh lah berASMARA ! LOL. me and JJ rocks okay ! LOL. nk ajak mimi? hahs. sure sure. shall ask JJ dey all whetehr dey gg not.
KAE : hahas. aku pun ngah tunggu. lpas O's lah. den kiter berdating. :D
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Monday, November 13, 2006
10:29 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
and theres nowhere in the world i'd rather be , then here in my room dreaming about you and me.
131106'.
hahs.
so i stayed home today.
didnt wanna go out..
got so you tink you can dance.
and top model.
and oso cousins coming.
so.
so you tink you can dance - i dun wan dat guy to be out.
he so cute lah.
and oso , he dances well.
oh well !
american next top model - i wanted sara to be out.
and so she did.
she is pretty.
but i just dun lyke her.
hahs. =X
cousins - they came.
they ate .
we talked.
we played monopoly !
i WON.
woohoo.
and my bro hates me.
cos i beat him twice in monopoly.
oh well , im good. hahahas ! xP
newaes,
i guess ill go off now.
ACHOOOO !
mannnn , im getting sick !
damn.
oh well , till here.
toodles.
p.s : i still wan farah to be my BF. LOL !
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H-SEJUK : hahas. woah* you tagged. LOL. ehh whre got emo ? siao. chemically pink , OLD name mann. hey , thanks for tagging btw. take care ! im smiling ! (:
FARAH : woah* hahas. yes , i miss you ! okay ill date you too after O's. :D
DANIA : yes yes my tra3 partner. i MISS you ! us : the makcik's. hahas. :D
FIQAH : ahahs. im okay now. all thanks to you wonderful peeps. (: i LOVE big-eye FIQAH ! :D
ATI : hahs ! SWEETEST ! im okay now. thanks ! (: i LOVE your VOGUE fotoe. <3
DAYAH : ahahs. garang ehhs? alahai. oh well you noe why oreayd ryte? and i noe yours oready ! wheee* i LOVE you syg ! :D
MIDEK : hahas. yah lah. MISSING you ! :D
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Sunday, November 12, 2006
9:15 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
remember the first day when you caught my eye ?
121106.
went out with fiqah , kuah , jamil and arsyad.
fiqah looked so sweet lah. all black ghurl.
newaes, went jamming.
i learnt how to play teh guitar.hahs
.den went vivo.
sadly , fiqah couldnt join us ! :(
oh yeahs had fun.
SNAP* fotoes here and dere.
jamil was super CRAZY !
giving wacky face expressions.
hahhas.
after much crapping.
went home.
my msn was super sorrrrrt lahhs.
or shld i say internet connection.
hahs.
anyway , im glad its alright now.
oh btw , before i end.to this SOMEONE.
you fcuking hurt me so much .
talking to you nycely , and in return , u replied in a fcuking manner.
you used to be so fcukign close to me.
now youre drifting further and further apart.
mannn , what about those fcuking msges.?
what about those ill always rememebr you for sure?
those fcuking poems you composed for me.
i still keep dem.
but noe wad?
those are just fcuking lies.
those words dun mean aniting anymore ryte?
i fcukign cared for you so much , and dis is how you fcuking treat me?
you lied thrice.
i try to forget dem.
i pretended as though nothing happen.
i treat you as one of teh important ppol in my lyfe.
youve went through a DRASTIC change.
i guess you'll never be the person i knew.
since youre much happier now ryte?
tears are filling my eyes.
oh wait , i forgot.
you dun fcuking care about it.
just fcukign think about those ppol who USED to exist in your lyfe.
not only me. but another someone who really cared for you.
you fcuking hurt her too.
oh well ,
THANKS for entering my lyfe , bringing me laughter and happiness.
THANKS for those memories.
and
THANKS for hurting .
GOODBYE !
p.s : to those lovely peeps who tried to cheer me up , thanks.
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ZUL : okay.
FIQAH : i love you too dear. (:
GLUCOSE : hahs. ill try. you rock you rock . (:
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, November 11, 2006
6:22 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
now lemme show you the shape of my heart.
101106'.
MONOPOLY day with cousins.
break a record of 5 hours.
damn fun . :D
111106'.
TIRED LAH !
workk workk workk.
the thing i love bout ikea is .
dey haf a so called restroom.
and dey've got massage chair.
woiiii , shiok lah.
after one whole day standing , the next thing you need is sitting on a comfortable sofa with osim leg massage ! :D
btw ,
i promoted wine today .
hahs.
red wine , rum , clogg and summore alcoholic drinks .
oh mannn.
im muslim , promoting wine.
astaugar !
oh well.
gonna rest soon. (:
i had great fun with hidayah ( ikea ).
hahas.
laugh with her till my head cn drop.
two person made so much noise.
until one uncle said " SSSSSHHHHHHH ! ".
sorry lah uncle. LOL.
till here ,
toodles !
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FIQAH : thnks SAYANG ! LOL. p.s : i love your fotoes ! (:
DANIA : hahas. thnks you tra3 partner ! <333
FARIZA : hahs. okay thnks ! tc. <33
DAYAH : ahas. thnks darling ! you two favourite colours ryte? hahas.i miss you !
HEY : and you are?
ZUL : oh well , now you noe. hahas. delifrance boy ! i miss crapping with you !
DIANA : ahhas. hello pretty ! thnks ! <3
NADIAH : no prob dear ! just talk to me if you need someone. yes yes , im still waiting for teh day for us ! you take care okay BF ! LOVES you many2.
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
10:19 PM
DEAR DIARY ,
ill be your sympathetic lover , and wont steal the covers.
091106'.
HAPPY BELATED BDAE DHAR !
sorry for the late wish.
take care my one and only mattel barbie.
stay as bimbotic always. LOL.
ok.
so for teh past two days ,
ive been lyke reaching home past midnight.
cos of work.
hahas.
ikea's a fun place to work.
though its SUPER tiring.
my collegues ( oh man , i feel so old ! LOL ) are really KECOH !
ahhas.
its really fun lah working with dem.
the FNB department.
i just hate one old chinese aunty.
aiyoh.
she is super noisy lah. nag nag nag.
wahhhlaoooooo..
yesterday was super farnie lah.
cos frst she was teaching me some hotdog thingy.
den she kept on talking3 about some customers , her ikea lyfe , her family and scolding me for the wrng reasons..
im lyke ohhh man. why am i stuck to do this work now with YOU ?
anyway , whatever she talked didnt go in my head.
i just kept doing my stuff.
den she started singing some chinese song .
whch is so opera singing.
den i got fedup , just looked at her in a can-you-shut-the-fcuk-up manner.
amazingly , she den went into the kitchen area.
WOOHOOO ! LOL.
den next case ,
when hidayah ( ikea one ) was cleaning teh ice cream machine.
dat aunty KPO2 go see wad hidayah was doing.
den she started opening her mouth and trying to find fault with hidayah's cleaning.
den hidayah too got fedup with her.
and replied her in a super rude manner.
DAMN farnie. LOL.
me and zulkarnain ( ikea one ) couldnt stop laughing lah. LOL.
den zul was also annoyed with that aunty , so he made funny faces behind dat aunty's back.
ahhahahahs.
super funny siax.
LOL.
den we found out form our seniors at the cafe dat they TOO hated dat aunty.
hahs.
our seniors are all chinese.
but dey're really nyce ! (:
newaes,
after work.
fitri , khalil and danial was waiting for us three.
dey den asked for our num.
hahs. since we're workign at the same place and all.
we exchanged lah.
those three guys workign in the restaurant department.
blablablabla.
den went home with hidayah.
lucky she stays hougang.
wooohooo.
TODAY .
ill be slackign at home.
super lazy wanna go out.
hahs.
okay den.
till here.
tooodles ! :D
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FIQAH : hahs.. SIAO ! you meanER . LOL. whatever you told me tadi , is SUPER KEKEK lah ! hahahahs.
ADILAH : hahs. prettaye ! im a HAPPY kid too ! LOL. hahas. LOVE ! :D
DANIA : aper ni rafhanah ? ahhas. okay lah. maybe i shld start loving dta name ! ;)
MAIISARAH : hahs. okay okay ! just now you chat wimme . den i reply late. den you offline. :(
i wanna hear your stories !
DAYAH : ahhas. aper ni ? LOL. you sorrrt de ! youre much more PRETTY lah ! i MISS you ! :(
SPANISH* : hello . and you are?
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Monday, November 06, 2006
5:50 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
a melody , a memory of just one picture.
061106'.
ok.
and i tot id be slacking at home today.
but i was WRONG !
ok so i woke up at arnd 2?
and checked my hp.
3msges from friends.
and 1 msg from from my supervisor.
was told to go to work to collect some stuff.
lyke uniform and name tag and many more lah.
must reach the place before 4.30.
alamakkk.
den no choice.
bathed , dressed up , go out.
sigh*
was feeling super lazy !
den AGAIN , was about to sleep in teh bus.
wen amsyar , hafis , ayim , ian and hisham appeared.
yes yes.
crapped with dem.
hafis and amsyar was lyke singing teh MY HEART song so loudly.
aiyoh.
den dey were lyke showing off their psp.
ahahs. nonsense.
den shazni boarded the bus.
hahas.
den amsyar wanted to take fotoe.
so SNAP* here , SNAP* dere.
woahhh. dis guys really love takign fotoes.
den pose until so cute.
hahas.
dey pulled me in to take oso.
so , ngan muker aku yg penat nk mampos , ambik jer lah.
hahas.
yeahs den i alighted.
take teh stuff.
den made a new fren.
hidayah . (:
we exchanged num.
blablabla.
went home .
so now im gonna log off.
american next top model starting.
so. toodles ! :D
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NADIAH : hahas. hello hello ! you tag until three tymes? sorrrt de! hahas. yeaPs. im working. awwwws* my guy is touched? ahhas. hey , i MISS you lah ! msg me too ! LOVE YOU ! (:
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Sunday, November 05, 2006
9:19 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
imma big girl , i can handle myself.
but if i get lonely , i mma need YOUR help.
051106'.
just came home from cousin hse.
ahhahas.
damn FUN lah.
went to aunty ailing's hse.
LOL.
challenge CIKMAT foosball.
hahahs.
oh well. i lost lah.
CIKMAT damn good lah.
but was super farnie.
i mean , me and bro and sister were lyek SHOUTING so much. LOL.
i shal go his hse again.
and play it again. :D
newaes,
was PISSED in teh afternoon becos of a certain someone.
ahhhhh. dun feel lyke mentioning it arhs.
care so much oso for wad ryte? oh whatever.
MAI and GANJEK saved my day. LOL.
MAI was chatting wimme.
oh you noe how much i love conversations with her.
hahhas.
and GANJEK.
the best. made me laugh so much lah.
firstly , he watches anime.
okay , dats not funny. but teh way he ADMITS he watches it is DAMN FUNNY.
ouhh i labelled him GANJEK THE TUFF GAYBOY .
cos of SOMETHING whch i shall not mention !
super FUNNY , super GAYISH , super CUTE !
hahahahahs.
oh well.
im kindda loving my lyfe now.
the next best thng dat i WISH will happen is being promoted to secondary 5.
i hope it'll happen.
dis thing has been in my head till now.
ohhhhh so scary lah ! :(
guess ill stop here.
tak ecare fellow readers.
toodles ! :D
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GLUCOSE : helllo STALKER ! xP
DAYAH : yeahs babe ! lets PARTAY together ! miss missmiss you !
FARYZA : ahhahas. dah cair pun ! handsome tau dier tu. samer training plakx ! LOL. ehh GOOD LUCK for your O's tau ! (:
ZUL : hahs. thnks.
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Saturday, November 04, 2006
5:24 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
cos youre as close as my very next breath.
041106'.
ok.
yeahs so i went to tarinign for work at 9.
i tot it would lyke end arnd 2?
hahs.
so i can watch the STEP UP HIPHOP DANCE COMPETITION.
but ,
sadly it ended at 6.
so cannot watch teh competition.
den ganjek and hilmi called me up./
ask me follow dem rayer with their pondok rascals.
aiyoh.
i couldnt lah.
havent finish the training.
btw ,
training was FUN !
despite teh boring videos.
my group rocked. we were super kecoh !
hahahas.
dere were many different types of ppol.
ahlians , ahbengs , mats , minahs , DJ's , mothers , one arab guy ( who's , not bad looking. ) hahahs. and oso pretty ghurls ( really pretty ! im jealous ! ).
cant wait to start working with dem. :D
yeahs. so after the training , i went home immediately.
was told cousins are coming.
in teh bus, wen i was about to fall asleep.
kenny , lifei and guan san appeared.
den kenny sat beside me.
* baru aku nk tdo. dah kene lyn org . =X *
ahhas .
yeahs . so talked to dem.
about lyfe.
yeahs , i miss my classmates.
so catch up with some stuff.
hahs.
den reahed home..
cousins are here.
den cousins left.
but was told.
another grp coming.
plus my bro and his frens.
kene lyn drng lagik.
alamak !
im so friggin tired !
im gonna knock out soon.
just wait.
hahas.
ouh well.
guess ill stop now.
before i knock out on the computer table.
better kncok out in bed.
hahs.
so. toodles ! (:
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DANIA : hahas. yeahs .tra tra tra. i miss dat too ! :D .. take care love !
KHAI : haas. hello awak. :D
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Friday, November 03, 2006
7:11 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
im coming , not drowning.
swimming closer to you .
031106'.
slacked at home today.
watched LOVEACTUALLY.
mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
i simply LOVE dat movie.
super sweeet !
i LOVELOVELVOELOVE LOVE ACTUALLY !
went out to hg mall a whle with fatimah.
passed her present.
oh yeah , she loved it ! :D
went out with her awhile damn farnie lahs.
hahash.
she was super clumsy.
DAMN farnie !
hahahahahahs.
i shall not mention all teh thngs she did.
save her embarassment.
LOL . xD
gonna start work tmrw.
so will be busy.
oh shucks ! :(
btw , i had a great tyme chatting with someone yesterday.
he is really really nyce. (:
shall stop now.
toodles. (:
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MAISARAH : hahas. we rock ! :D
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Thursday, November 02, 2006
9:08 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
if i wrote you a love song , and made you smile with every word i wrote . wad would you do ?
021106'.
o------kay.
today suppose to go out with kae , midah and gang.
but didnt.
promised my pri skool frens first.
oh well.
there's always next year.
hahas.
ok.
so i had a B-L-A-S-T with my prii skool frens !
SUPER FUN LAH !
was laughing all the way !
oh mannnn. i really wanna mit dem again.
oh yes we are.
gonna watch step out togetehr wen teh movie is released..
:D:D:D
i so love all of dem.
esp.
the PRETTY FISHBALL LADY.
the NANNY.
IJAH mah ghurl.
and
my TWIN iFah.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*
oh btw , i saw heairil.
mann he's changed so much.
and oso i saw amsyar and gang.
hahas.
oh yah.
faqih send me a frenster message.
about something. :D
ohhlala.
he's so handsome now.
ganjek and hilmi ask me go out rayer with his gang.
uhmmm.
his gang very scary ! LOL !=X
pondok rascals is wad dey call demselves.
oh well shall see first lah.
lalalalalala.
i LOVE today alot ! :D
i LOVE chatting with MAI too ! :D
ahhas !
guess ill stop here.
toodles ! :D
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HASMIDAH : hahas. den HAMID and gang plan wrng timing. sorry lah. next year okayy ? hahas.
ATI : ahahhas. tu mmng benar ! i LOVE my SWEETEST too ! :D btw , u still owe me a STORY ! :D
ANDY : i dun talk to losers. (:
NADIAH : YES YES ! i MISS you lotsa too ! lets go out ghurl !! <333
MELVIN : hahs. okay !
Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
5:12 AM
DEAR DIARY ,
011106'
GOODBYE OCTOBER ! HELLO NOVEMBER !
hahas.
ok. so went towning just now with parz.
super fun ! ohhh i love her.
despite her being sick , sneezing all the way in town.
she still made my day.
with her nonsense ! :D :D :D !
hahas.
saw qeelah , azreen and maria.
pretty pretty dem.
saw fairus and his fren.
cute cute dem.
saw lifei , malissa and aini.
mmm mmm gorgeous !
hahahas.
and saw many other unknown ppol.
LOL.
so i went shopping.
bought one REALLY NYCE offshoulder tee.
bought oen necklace.
and bought one white pants.
ohhhlala.
LOVING IT !
though i still havent finish shopping.
i still wanna buy more stuff.
lyke skirts?
ahhas.
ouh yeahs .,
bought fatimah her bdae present too.
hooray.
ok so today.
i was lyke suppose to go hafiz adam hse.
he invited me to go to his open hse..
i wanna go.
so maybe i can see mr superHOTguy ?
( oh.. i forgot bout him oready. just dat........ ahhh nvm ! )
but sadly , i was towning .
den just got back home.
aiman still can say " tkper lah. ko dtng jer. aku , fiq smua tunggu ko .. "
but.
go ppol hse night night lyek not good ryte?
alarhhhhhh. :(
so dere goes my one in a million chance of mitting mr superHOTguy ! :(
oh well. ! :(
SMILE LAH SHAR !
LOL.
guess ill stop here.
feeling so tired.
gg out with beloved charltoners tmrw.
hooray ! long tyme no see dem !
hhas.
well .
toodles ! (:
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DANIA : hahas. yeahs ! game is goooooood ! xD <3333
DAYAH : hahas. yah lah ! miss you alot okay !