Y storyy of rafhanah <3 Y
Sunday, November 12, 2006
9:15 AM

DEAR DIARY ,
remember the first day when you caught my eye ?
121106.
went out with fiqah , kuah , jamil and arsyad.
fiqah looked so sweet lah. all black ghurl.
newaes, went jamming.
i learnt how to play teh guitar.hahs
.den went vivo.
sadly , fiqah couldnt join us ! :(
oh yeahs had fun.
SNAP* fotoes here and dere.
jamil was super CRAZY !
giving wacky face expressions.
hahhas.
after much crapping.
went home.
my msn was super sorrrrrt lahhs.
or shld i say internet connection.
hahs.
anyway , im glad its alright now.
oh btw , before i end.to this SOMEONE.
you fcuking hurt me so much .
talking to you nycely , and in return , u replied in a fcuking manner.
you used to be so fcukign close to me.
now youre drifting further and further apart.
mannn , what about those fcuking msges.?
what about those ill always rememebr you for sure?
those fcuking poems you composed for me.
i still keep dem.
but noe wad?
those are just fcuking lies.
those words dun mean aniting anymore ryte?
i fcukign cared for you so much , and dis is how you fcuking treat me?
you lied thrice.
i try to forget dem.
i pretended as though nothing happen.
i treat you as one of teh important ppol in my lyfe.
youve went through a DRASTIC change.
i guess you'll never be the person i knew.
since youre much happier now ryte?
tears are filling my eyes.
oh wait , i forgot.
you dun fcuking care about it.
just fcukign think about those ppol who USED to exist in your lyfe.
not only me. but another someone who really cared for you.
you fcuking hurt her too.
oh well ,
THANKS for entering my lyfe , bringing me laughter and happiness.
THANKS for those memories.
and
THANKS for hurting .
GOODBYE !
p.s : to those lovely peeps who tried to cheer me up , thanks.
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ZUL : okay.
FIQAH : i love you too dear. (:
GLUCOSE : hahs. ill try. you rock you rock . (: