ShaRzStaR

2008-07-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

okay.

crappiest thing ive done.

yay forest fire.

god's creation , human destruction.

enjoy -_-'

however , i tink my bird's pretty coool.
hahahas ! x)

2008-07-01T09:15:00.001-07:00

okaaay.
here it goes.
my project.

5 sets of thumbnails.
trust me , the end product will be sooo much better.
i hate drawing.
and so , my drawing sucks.
but this is just a sketch of your idea ryte?
so , i hope you'll get what i mean.

so ,
here it goes ,
be prepared to laugh.

okay , so of the 4 topics given.
i choose the fourth one.
which is ,

The emperor wears his invinsible clothes walking proudly in his kingdom capital full of dogs and monkeys.

and so ,
my idea was.

the king goes on a holiday.
being evil ,
the queen wants to sabotage and embarass her husband while he's away.
so she hires a look alike , someone who looks like her husband.
and she wants the lookalike not to wear clothes and walk around the kingdom.
or so called , wear an " invinsible outfit " , which is totally ridiculous.
so , being paid , the look-alike does whatever he is told to do.
he starts walking around the kingdom , which is dominated with dogs and monkeys.
the dogs and monkeys are all surprise as to see the " king " or the " emperor " being nude.
some people from the news even took pictures of the naked " one ".
the following day ,
the news paper came out.
the headlines was " KING SAW NAKED ON THE STREETS. a shocking and disgusting moment ........... "
the queen read , and was elated.
giving her evil laughter.
she said , " serves him ! now ive embarassed him . no one will want to respect him. and all the respect will go to me now ! ".
so , she decided to take a walk in her kingdom.
as she exits the palace door ,
she got very shocked.
to see her kingdom filled with naked people.
and she almost fainted after overhearing the conversation of one group.
" didnt you heard , being naked is the newest fashion in town. its HIP ! "
and another one going ,
" i think the king is coool ! ill respect him more , for being naked ! "

so there goes the queen , speechless.
and her husband being the new trend setter in town.
(:

THE END *

2008-06-29T10:05:00.001-07:00

okaaay.
now here comes another entry.

the start of the latest project.
the toughest one so far.

oh my.
im gonna dieeee.
hahas.

okaay.
lets not waste time.
and start.

my artistic influences for this project would be.

Francisco De Goya Y Lucientes
( hahas. yes his name is really long )

[ March 30th ,1746 - April 16th , 1828]
he was an Aragonese Spanish painter and printmaker.
Goya was a court painter to the Spanish Crown and a chronicler of history.
He has been regarded both as the last of the Old Masters and as the first of the moderns.
The subversive and subjective element in his art, as well as his bold handling of paint, provided a model for the work of later generations of artists, notably Manet and Picasso.

with his works like ,

the Los Caprichos series.

it is a set of eighty etchings by the spanish artist himself.
it was published in 1799.
and it is known to be one of the most influential series of graphic images in the history of Western art.

here are some examples of his etchings.

and one his most popular etching .
the 43rd one of his 80 etching.
the most famous plate of the series,
it has gone on to become an iconic image,
with its title often being quoted from Goya.

The Sleep Of Reason Produces Monsters

this print depicts an artist asleep at his drawing table.
An ominous mass of nighttime creatures , the bats, owls and a large cat emerge from the darkness and converge upon him.
these eighteenth-century symbols of disorder, folly, and superstition stand in sharp contrast to the figure bathed in the light of reason.
Here the macabre dream world serves as a metaphor for imagination, the producer of irrational thoughts and fears.

okaaay ,

and as you can see from his work ,

the drawings and all were Goya's artistic experiment ,
a medium for his condemnation of the universal follies and foolishness in the Spanish society in which he lived.
The criticisms are far-ranging and acidic ,
he speaks against the predominance of supersistion , the ignorance and inabilities of the various members of the ruling class, pedagogical short-comings, marital mistakes, and the decline of rationality among other things.

and what GOYA would describe his work or the series as would be ,

"the innumerable foibles and follies to be found in any civilized society, and from the common prejudices and deceitful practices which custom, ignorance, or self-interest have made usual".

the series , Los Caprichos were withdrawn from public sale very shortly after their release in 1799.

okay ,
i love the way he explains his thoughts and the way he expresses his stuff.
it is somewhat unique and wacky.
like for example , one of his etchings about the donkey playing the piano.
having a donkey head , donkey hands and donkeys legs in human clothing.
holding a music book.
i would definitely want to do something wacky like that too.
it will not only appear weird , but it'll appear pretty cool and unique.
one of a kind. and definitely VERY creative.

*applause and bows* to francisco goya.
three cheers to him !

(:

2008-06-03T08:53:00.000-07:00

JUXTAPOSITION.
what is juxtaposition ?

firstly ,
it is an act or instance of placing close together or side by side, esp. for comparison or contrast.

also known as ,
the state of being close together or side by side.

an example of juxtaposition.

2008-05-17T09:54:00.000-07:00

and hello.

another assignment.

Andy Warhol
Andrew Warhola (August 6, 1928 – February 22, 1987), better known as Andy Warhol, was an American artist and a central figure in the movement known as Pop art. After a successful career as a commercial illustrator, Warhol became famous worldwide for his work as a painter, an avant-garde filmmaker, a record producer, an author, and a public figure known for his membership in wildly diverse social circles that included bohemian street people, distinguished intellectuals, Hollywood celebrities and wealthy aristocrats. A controversial figure during his lifetime (his work was often derided by critics as a hoax, or "put-on"), Warhol has been the subject of numerous retrospective exhibitions, books, feature and documentary films since his death in 1987.

He first exhibited in an art gallery in 1962, when the Ferus Gallery in Los Angeles showed his 32 Campbell's Soup Cans, 1961-62.
From then on, most of Warhol's best work was done over a span of about six years, finishing in 1968, when he was shot.
He was a conduit for a sort of collective American state of mind in which celebrity - the famous image of a person, the famous brand name - had completely replaced both sacredness and solidity.

and some pictures of him.

and thats the man himself.

2nd one ,

didnt noe he's dat cool.

hahas.

nice one.

some art piece done by him.

i love dis one.

nice lahh.

and dis one too.

okay.

im pretty excited to go to his exhibition.
hooray mgbd.

hahas.

okayy toodles readers ! (:

2008-05-11T11:42:00.000-07:00

okayyy.

so yeah.

MISS SHERLYN.

dis is for youuu.

hahas.

definition of SEMIOTICS.

Semiotics is,
the the study of signs and symbols as elements of communicative behavior and the analysis of systems of communication, as language, gestures, or clothing.

in other words ,
it is a general theory of signs and symbolism.
especially as elements of language or other systems of communication, and comprising semantics, syntactics, and pragmatics.

some pictures of it .

2008-05-11T11:35:00.000-07:00

okayy helloo .
yah i guess you readers might be thinking.
wassup with dis ghurl lah.
update den never update.

okay ,
honestly,

ive been updating everyday.
but i dun really publish it.
i just lyke save it as a draft.
so yeah.

anyway ,
reason fer me updating now is cause.
i hafta lyke show one my assignments through dis blog.
so yeah.
pardon me fer the next post aites?
hahas.

now now ,
lemme talk bout the day just now.
okay ,
nvm
imma just say two things.
den im ending of dis post.

frstly.
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY ! LOVE YOU MUMMY.

secondly ,
MAN U WON LAHHHH !
WOOOOOO !

okay .
bye.

2008-03-17T06:49:00.000-07:00

out with gf's.
talked abt somethings.
hahs.
yeah , i almost teared.
but, nahh.
its over.

lyke she said ,
theres nothing else to say but goodbye

2008-03-13T10:55:00.000-07:00

yes ,
im STILL SICK.

flu's getting worse.
lyke , its getting reallyyyyy bad.
hahas.

okay ,
whatever.

i went out with farah kae ajit fiqiqi man hafiz matthew and fyzie today.
mum initially didnt allow me to go out.
since i was sick and stuff.
but tell me , how can i not go out with dem.
outings with them ALWAYS turn out GREAT.
and lyke today ,
it did.

(:

went to demsley hill today.
that place full of restaurants and pub.
we settled at ben and jerry's.
yes one more tyme.
im gonna irritate you.
IM SICK.
SORETHROAT is one of my sickness.
but , i was psychoed by my two bitches.
blardy hell.
farah and kae.
dey made me eat the ice cream.
if my sorethroat gets worse .
you guys shld feel guilty.
):

hahahahhas !
okok.
den we headed to simpang bedok fer dinner.
i ate meehoon tomyam .
mmmm.
enak sehingga menjilatkn jari.
okay , wtf?

the tomyam wasnt as goood lah.
but , hack it.
i still love it.
den took the bus with dem.
kecohhhhrable lahh.

oh my ,
you ppol irreplaceable lah.
iloveeeyou guyyys !
thnks fer today.

(:

and i love daddy too.
he helped me clean my laptop.
lyke , clean the inside and the out.
get it?

hahas.
okay. thnks daddy.
much love ! (:

orite ppol.
im getting drowsy now.
blame it on the medicine.
hahas.
okayy toodles ! (:

P.s : MAIIISARAH ONO , YOU SOON-TO-BE SEXY NURSE , YOU ROCK LAH! CHEER UP OKAY HUNNS ! (:

2008-03-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

sick.
yes .
fever , fluu , sorethroat.

irsyad asked me to do a duet with ramli sarip.
-_-'
since my voice is lyke super rough and ROCK*
okay blahs.

paid a visit to mr doctor just now.
with maiONO and nadiahBF.
hd our poly medical check up thingy oso.
mine cost 43 bucks.
plus xray , it was 59.
so expensive lah.
oh yeah , i received a medical certificate.
ahhas. how cool?
i mean , lyke its been a realllyyy long tyme since i touched an MC.
with an MC , it meant dat i wont hafta go work tmrw.
yipeeeeeee.
hahas.
okayy ,
dots.

oh yah.
i tink i was friggggin lucky today.
i lost my fone in the bus.
lyke i was in the 119 .
and i guess the fone slipped outta my pocket.
weni went down the bus ,
den i realised dat my fone was gone.
my gosh ,
i panicked lah.
ran home .
yes i was drenched.
sick + rain = NO GOOD.
okay whatever.
den i reached home ,
told my parents.
den my dad drove me to the hg plaza bus stop.
since 119 would Uturn.
i boarded the same 119.
and thank god.
my fone was still dere.
really , THANK YOU GOD ! (:

reached home bathed and stuff.
den i immediately went straight to bed.
sick person lah.
pity me pls?
hahas.

well yeah ,
here i am.
am getting drowsy .
just ate medicine lah.
so yeah ,
toodles ! (:

2008-03-10T14:06:00.001-07:00

went SHOPPPING.
wheeeeee *

hahas.
yeah ,
so i went towning with maisarahONO and farahLOVE.
had a superb tyme.
headed to bugis.
den to haji lane.
myyyyyyy goshhhh ,
i fell in love with a shirt.
VERYYY NYCEEE LAHHHH !
but sadly , i didnt buy it.
cos i thought i'd find a nycer one.
but nahhhh ,
didnt find one.
so imma head back to dat shop.
and yes im gonna get that shirt.

bought a dress , a half jacket and a belt.
wooooots.
i loveeee the dress lyke ALOT.
nyce lah cn?
hahas.

okay .
well headed to hg plaza next.
played pool.
very funny .
especially wen i played with mai.
i guess our outings will always end with a game of pool.
yes ,
i must admit .
im kindda addicted to it.
and guess wad?
i feel lyke playing it now.
x)

okay ,
headed home den.
bathed.
blablabla.
online.
den fellow cliques asked fer supper at RK.
hahas.
well , since i was quite hungry.
i tagged along.

nothing much bout it.
ate and stuff.
though ,
juffri was super HIGH today.
no idea why lah.
retard. x)

den walked home from ave 8 .
me , farah , matthew , fiqiqi and ajit.
they walked me home.
den we slacked under my block .
hahas.
damnn funny lah.
talking bout our old tymes.
gerek keper?
:D
arnd 5am ,
we headed home.

at least ,
i headed home.
they sent farah home.
im so blessed to haf dis kindda friends.
lyke wad farah will say .
FRENS FOREBA.

hahahs !
well yeah.
here i am.
updating.
well , imma stop here now.
toodles (:

2008-03-09T11:49:00.000-07:00

080307'
had workk.
tiring.

ended arnd 1130.

den headed to fazli's chalet.

his chalet full with hiphoppers.

sleeq and X's ?

yeahhh themmm (:

090308'

HAPPY BDAE FARIHIN BIN HASSAN a.k.a MEO.
hahas.

hope you become more matured.
take care sweeets.

enjoy your bdae.

had work.

FRIGGIN TIRING.

did the busser job today.

and my gosh ,

the customers were lyke animals dat escaped from the zoo lah.

sheeeesh*

today's customers ,

unfortunately SUCKED.

anyway ,

headed to hgmall mac after work.

had dinner.

with farah love.

den played pool.

my pool skills has improved lah.

lyke ALOT !

wooots.

hahas.
anyway ,

daddy's full of surprises.

he just bought me an ipod.

thnks dad ! :D

and sister bought me the book ive always wanted to read ,

five people you meet in heaven
by mitch albom.

yay me !

i love my family ! :D

hahas.

anyway ,

my wrist hurts lyke #*%(#%.
damnnnn pain.

i tink somehow its sprained or somethng.

saddddd lahhh.

poor poor wrist.

okayy ,

gottago now.

toodles.

FARAH : YES YES , we haf tooo. (:
WANBOII : hahahs. jatuh tiga kali jerrrr. tk bnyk.
ACTION MAMA : hahas. THNKS LAHH ! x)
EZAL : hahas. will do. (: you are ?
KAE : hahas. yeahs me too ! we will sooon ! (:

2008-03-07T09:03:00.000-08:00

boy , stop trynna bootlick everyone.
screw you lah seriously.
fcuk*

p.s : theres gotta be more to life , seriously.

2008-03-05T12:25:00.000-08:00

went ice skating with my beloved ikea collegues.

they're awesomeee lah.
yes , i fell when i was skating.

im sooo not made to ice-skate.

i fell lyke superman.

and both my knee hurts.

what you call it ?
" BLUEBLACK "
hahas.

pain lah deyyyy.
despite me falling ,

i loveee skating lah.

i tink its damnn fun.

and i soooo wanna go dere again.

(:

beachroad after dat.

ate.

dis mat , hahas.

damn funny lah.

my colleugues saw , laughed.
i did too.

mat ,

youre supose to ask the ghurl fer her num.

not give the ghurl your num.

and expect her to contact you.

hahas.

tsktsktsk*

slacked after dat at tamp.

met yana dearest.

ghurl , i miss you soo much lah.

it was great to meet you after a long tyme
cant wait fer the 17th !

alright .

basically dats how i spend my day.

collegues = irreplaceable .

toodles readers.

JAY-R : coool ! :D
MAISARAH : hahas . (:

2008-03-04T06:50:00.000-08:00

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say

)':

Sooner than it seem , life will turn around.
i shld be thankful for everyday.
heaven noes what the future holds.
im trying my best to stay strong .
but it seems as though im getting weaker as days pass.

sighs.

2008-03-03T10:30:00.000-08:00

hellos.
just got back from fiqiqi's hse.
had a so called movie marathon.
sweeny todd frst.
followed by alone .
den to this ghost story whch i watched lyke 1/100 of the movie.
hahas.

yeah .
headed home after dat.
since i am working tmrw.
haas.

well had a great tyme with them.
though tyme spent was short.
thnks farah , que , fiqiqi , aiman , ajit , hafiz , juffri , matthew , elfy and fyzie (:

anyway ,
my stomach hurts lyke @&$*#%&#($.
my goshhhhhhh !
damnnn pain.
):

okok.
imm ahead to bed now.
seriously ,
booooooooo to the stomach.
hahas.

well ,
toodles !

p.s: oh boy , youre better off with her . im serious.

2008-03-02T11:31:00.000-08:00

010308'
danceworks was great.
ADC rocks.
mcm biaser *

hahas.
and the supporters ROCKS too.
thanks ppol fer coming down to support.
you guys rock lah.
lyke seriously.
thnks ! (:

went home shortly after ADC + supporters ate.
we ate at the hawker centre at habourfront.
my gosh , the food scuks .
it was horrible.
=X
never will i go dere again.

as i made way home ,
met up with my cousins and parents at the hse carpark.
den cousin asked me whether id lyke to join dem fer dis kumar show .
though i was tired.
i went.
cos its been lyke a REALLYYY long tyme since i hanged out with my cousins and siblings.
alright. so we headed to orchard tower.
a pub dere , 3 monkeys to be exact.
lucky me , the person dere didnt check my IC.
dat shows somethng , I LOOOK 18 .
woohooo.
hahas.
anyway ,
watched the kumar show dere.
i tink he/she was friggin funny.
despite saying rude jokes bout the different types of races in spore.
vulgarrrrrrr but funny .

after the whole thingy.
headed home lah.
friggin tired.
how couldnt i ?
slept fer lyke 2 hours only at midah's hse the day before .
hahas.
though we had A WHOLE LOTTA FUN.
(:

anyway yeahs i slept after bathing.
anddddd ,

020308'
i woke up at FOUR.TWENTY.
hahas.
how cool is dat ?
blame it on the weather lah.
super shiok ! :D

den woke up bathed .
blablabla.
and ppol , guess wad?
I STAYED HOME THE WHOLE DAY.
shocked ?
hahas.

yes ,
i basically lazed arnd today.
the things i did today was.
1)sleep
2)eat
3)played the computer

three cheers fer laziness !
hiphiphooray !
hahas.

anyway ,
i asked smallboy what he wanted fer his bdae.
and he replied " i just want you to keep in touch with me always and forever ".
how sweet was dat ?
i went AWWWWWWWW * .
dun worry , im sure gonna get you somethng fer your bdae.
(:

fiqiqi was acting cute today.
with his ANISHING.
he claims it was a typo.
but pls lah mister.
S and T is lyke soooo far apart lah.
hahas.
fiqiqi fiqiqi ! x)

well well , shall stop here.
toodles ! (:

p.s : oh boy , told you it was temporary .

TAG REPLIES
IZYANI : oh okays, thnks sweetheart ! and imy too (:
IDAHH : YES YES YES ! hahas. kecoh lahh ko midah. me you nadiah mai's sooooo gonna rock NYP. :D
JFTC JAY-R : hahahs ! yay ! thnks ! get well soon ! (:
MAISARAH : yes will do babe. (:
FARAH : duhhhhhhh * hahas.

2008-02-28T12:19:00.000-08:00

alright.
i shall blog now.
cos i wont be updating tomoro.
cos ill be over at midahlove place.
gonna overnyte dere.
hahas.
kecoh lahh.
i mean , me farah midah que kae gonna be dere.
imagine how kecohrable its gonna be?
my oh my.
i cant wait though.
:D

next day .
the day.
DANCE COMPETTITION !
omggg.
superr nervous lah okay ?
alright alright.
i shall lyke just do my best.
and see how it turns out to be.
GO ADC GO !
YAY ADC!

MAISARAH ONO ,
IMY LAHHH !
whre'd you goooooooooooo?
):

NADIAH BFFF ,
CONGRATES fer getting into NYP masscomm.
wheeeeee *
cant wait to go skool with you !
(:

hahas.
alright .
i guess im off to bed now.
kindda weary .
so , tooodles ! (:

DANIA : hahahs. ME TOOO ! come tau dis saturday. lovelove youu tra ! (:
JIJA : aites ! no prob ! see you sooon okay ? loveeeeeee you prettaye daughter of mine ! (:
FARAH : aku mmng sentiaser very sweeet ! * wink * hahahs. you always jump lyke a monkey lah. bleahs. xD
ELFY : hahas ! thnks ! :D
MASUD : well well , imy too ! saturday come alright ? (:

2008-02-27T08:56:00.000-08:00

dance practice was rather great just now.
had most of our props done.
alright ADC (:
we rockkkk lala !

SUPPORT US OKAY FELLOWW BLOGGERS.
DIS 1st MARCH VIVOCITY ROOFTOP.
ASTRAL DANCE CREW , ADC !
id loveeeeeeeeeee it if you guys come.

to smallboy ,
why'd you do it?
didnt you promise me NOT to do DAT again.
hahs.
and happily you came down just now.
showing me DAT thingy.
it aint cool alright?
it AINT COOL !
* very disappointed *

achid ,
veryyyyyy sad you cant come fer the dance comp.
cos youve got work.
its lyke ,
the first tyme im performing without your SUPPORT and SHOUTS.
my oh my .
im really saddd.
but , i cant really do much bout it.
thnks fer wishing me good luck just now.
):

farahlove ,
take care of your sprained ankle okayyy ?
i wanna see you being retarded jumping up and down lyke some monkey !
hahas.
and thanks fer the songs i asked you to download fer me.
you rockkkkk :D

faiz amy ,
GET WELL SOOOON !
i wanna see dat crazy boy , breakdancing lyke always at sengkang again ! (:

ADClove ,
we can do it.
antidrug.
lets do our best okay ?
i love youuuuuu guys ALOTT ! :D

2008-02-26T10:31:00.000-08:00

alright.
watched iron giant on hbo just now.
yes , the sec 2 literature movie thingy.
oh my , guess wad?
i cried terribly.
i just find that movie oh-so sweet.
really.
i fell in love with an iron giant ?
o--kay , dat sounded wrong.
blahs.

had dance practice .
was great.
nth much to elaborate.
oh my , competition's coming.
3 more days.
and thank you ariff for constantly reminding me the day's nearing.
( yes im being sarcastic )

mr elfy said i sounded minah-ish just now.
oh my ,
having anything to do with minah's sucha disgrace.
pls , minah + sharifah = BIG NONO.
hahas.
though , thanks fer the suggestions you gave fer dance.
(:

okay ,
and so me ajit aiman and syafiq had dis dare thingy.
dat got me laughing soooo badly.
alright , my dare was to go into , omg .
i suddenly forgot wad i had to do.
okay , the STM monster got me now.
hahas.
but but ,
i remembered wad ajit aiman and syafiq's one was though.
ajit - to go inside kiddy palace ask whether dey sell SUSHI.
aiman - go inside jeanyip and ask whether they knew who DICK YIP was.
syafiq ( the most hillarious one of all ) - to go inside converse and ask whether dey sell cat food.

omg ,
i was laughing soooo much over the facial expressions of the sales person of each shop.
hahas ,
ajit aiman and syafiq ,
you guys are great lah.
(:

anyway ,
i am very addicted to this song now.
yesterday - leona lewis.

they can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play,
all the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday,
they can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we will go,
all the broken dreams take everything,
just take it away,
but they can never have yesterday.

till here.
toodles.

FIE : hahas. coool. polymates ! it'd be much better if we're classmates ! (:
WANBOII : hahas. im alright now . my fren , you wont noe . and newaes , thnks fer tagging okay ? (:
RENE : awwww * alright. im trying now. maybe cos i got too attached to him last tyme , so yeahs its kindda hard. but he'll be outta my mind soon. im very sure . thanks aye? (:
FARAHYAU : hahas. I SURE DO ! you guys are the best lah , really ! (:
ELFY : ahhas. elfy elfy , stop being cute lah ! and im NOT a minah lah . sheeeesh ! anyway , youre linkED. (:
MAISARAH : oh ONO , youre always being loved and missed by me. and flood? hahas. yes its only one tag. hahas. cute lah ko. and pizzahut ? i dunnoe ? after my dance competition lah okay ? den we'll go out lyke the old tymes , camwhore and walk all arnd town pretending the town's ours ! alright babe ? (:
MASUD : baby ? uhmmmm , o---kay NOT. and stage FOUR ehhs? mas'ud mas'ud. hahas.

2008-02-25T09:17:00.000-08:00

HAPPYYYY 18TH HENDRA DERMAWAN.

hope you enjoyed our mini little surprise bdae fer you .

legal ehhs soft2 ? LOL ! (:

currently listening to : because of you - neyo.
o-kay , ill try my best not to cry now.

one of the sweetest songs , well to me atleast.
bring me to the beach , buy me chocs and sing me dis song .

and im all yours !

hahas.

nahhh , im joking.

and and ,

im getting fatter.

lyke really.

fifty kg aint goood.
i soooooo need to go jogging !

yes , ive been telling myself upteen tymes to get my butt up .

jog at the canal.

but ,
its not happening.

boooooo !
):

thrd thing ,

my mum returned the library book.

yes yes , the FIVE PPOL YOU MEET IN HEAVEN book.

omg , i was abt to finish it and she returned it.
how sad?

boooooo tymes TWO !
):

okay ,

i guess ill stop writing now.
i dun feel lyke blogging much.
feeling rather lethargic these few days.

boooooo tymes THREE ?
hahas.

well well ,
toodles !

p.s : shall reply to the tags tmrw okay sweethearts ! (:

2008-02-22T11:03:00.000-08:00

somtimes i remember .
the times wen i had you.
i thought of the memories.
the good times , the bad times we had together.

was reading some stuffs.
way back then.
those messages , those short little poems you gave me.
tymes wen you said , 'id be there for you forever' .
ive never believed in the term ' forever '.
to think you actually meant wad you said.
see ,
never say hello , if wad you really mean is goodbye.
never say forever cos forever makes me cry.
it does. really.

previously ,
every night , i would constantly thank god for entering you in my lyfe.
cos you used to be the one who always understood me.
the one who's always dere when i needed somebody.
the one who would always brighten my mornings , with your simple " wakeeeeeeeyy wakeeeeeeey "
the one who would act lyke a fool , just to cheer me up.
the one who would say " hey , but i still love you " after every small little argument we had.
the one who would listen to my complains every night without fail.

but ,
now it's all so different.
both of us changed alot.
you moved on , you found yourself a ghurl.
its lyke you just forgot , bout that soul who used to be close to you.
well , the fact is i just cant say goodbye to this thing we had ,
to this small little thing we call friendship.

i always knew looking back to the tears i shed would make me laugh ,
but i never knew looking back to the laughs i had would make me cry.
i care for you.
but do you still do ?

fren ,
i miss you.

(':

2008-02-21T10:16:00.000-08:00

dance practice again.
we're making it everyday of the week if possible.
why so ?
comp's coming.
yes the antidrug danceworks thingy.
held at vivocity.
do come down and support us.
first march two o-o eight.
three thirty it starts.
and it'll end by 6.

my grp , adc.
we're gonna be performing last.
so , yeah.
ill love it if you do come and support.
(:

p.s : check out miley cyrus's hit , 'one in a million'.
veryyy goood.

till here.
toodles.

FARAH : hahas. yes , i LOVE it too. :D
QUEE : oh yes we will. hahas ! one day one day ! :D
IDAHH : hahahs. alalalala. but i still love you wadddd. :D
FIE : yes i am. whyyyy ?
NADIAH : hahas ! yay ! i loveeeee you tooooooo . meet up soon again okay ? (:
KAE : ahahs ! dah sah oreooo mama arhhh. woooots ! ;D
FAD : hahas. hellooos , thnks ! (: and you are?

2008-02-20T09:34:00.000-08:00

19th FEB 08'

FIRST AND FOREMOST.
HAPPPPPYYYY BDAEEEE NADIAHHHH , MY BOYFRIEND ! :D
17 oreadyy uhhhs.
hope you enjoyed the celebration and the presents me and farah gave you.

all the best in MI and lets go out togetherrrr again one day .
LOVEEEEE YOU ! (:

was up the whole nyte.
arnd 6 in the morning , met up with farah , juffri and syafiq.
we had our breakfast till lyke arnd 9 plus.
den we went home.

omg , imagine how tired i was?

den i slept lyke fer 4 hours.
den up to meet nadiah fer her bdae treat.

den had dance.
exhausted lah cn?

kk , nvm.

enough of dat day.

20th FEB 08'
work .

woke up at 8.
had work.

den went for lunch with farah.

den off to dance.

till arnd 11 plus.

omg.

again , superrr tiring.

i dun tink im having enough sleep.

dammit.

okay nvm.

imma go offline soon lah.

gonna read my book.

den im gonna sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

and wake up at 3!

hahas !

oh oh oh ,

i forgot to mention.

i got into nanyang polytechnic.

in the course im in favour of also.

motion graphics and broadcast design.

YAY ME !
ELATED lah can ? :D

den everyday i can see my retarded darlings.

hasmidah and ajit .

wooohoo.

okay ,

goodbye ! :D

2008-02-16T10:19:00.000-08:00

you used to talk to me lyke i was the only one around.
you used to lean on me lyke the only other choice was falling down.
you used to walk with me lyke we had nowhere we needed to go
nyce and slow, to no place in particular.

i used to reach for you when i got lost along the way.
i used to listen , you always had just the right thing to say.
i used to follow you , never really cared where we would go,
fast or slow, to anywhere at all.

we used to have this figured out
we used to breathe without a doubt.
when nights were clear, you were the first star that I'd see.
we used to have this under control.
we never thought , we used to know.

at least there's you and at least there's me.
can we get this back?
can we get this back to how it used to be?

2008-02-15T10:05:00.000-08:00

13th feb
went out with ADC ( dance crew's name )
scout fer our pants fer dance.
and guess wad?
we got dem.
giordano ones ,
cheap . only at 29.90.
hahas.
it was great gg out with dem.
and oh , i tink charles looked really good dat day .
hahas.

14th feb
happy valentines day to everyone.
yeah , couple or not.
went out with farah and mai.
towning.
vivo.
catched a movie.
jumper.
it was great , i tell you.
reallyy good.
i mean the effects and stuff.
coool lahh.
i loike.

i spent a whole lotta money on food.
hahas.
omg lah.
i tink ive gained 5 kg.
hahas.

but anyway ,
i had a greattttt day with my two ghurlfrens .
FARAHYAU and MAISARAH.
hahas .
lub krng many many.
winkwink *
HAHAHA !

oh and i tink the sweetest part was wen we let go of the balloons we got.
ahhas.
only we noe.
(:

oh oh ,
and i ended the day with farah at shopnsave.
mummy asked me to buy serai and tomatoes.
and i dun even haf an idea wad serai is.
but luckily , miss farah saved my day.
hahas.
she choose fer me the serai thingy.
and tomatoes.
and wen i got home ,
my mum said they were goood.
hahas.
farah's goood.
ask her out next tyme for your grocery shopping!
lol !

and oh , i saw that CUTE guy.
sukerrr2.

15th feb
had dance practice with adc.
hahas.
yes , it was gooood.
at least , we polished up certain steps.
hahas.
lyke always , we laughed so much.
loveees *

walked back home with aiman , ajit and fiq.
mcm biaser.
" hougang kn kampung " - taken from ajit.
hahas.

que asked the ghurls to come to her hse to bake cupcakes fer her boyfriend.
but ,
ill pass fer today.
another day perhaps.
bake cupcakes fer US.
hahas.
so yeah , midah and farah's over at her hse now.
baking cupcakes.
aint surprise if they burn the cakes.
HAHA !
JK LAH.
you guys can do it.
show me the end result okay ?

and kae, CHEER UP okay ?
we're all in this togetherr * ( singing to dat song , in my horrible voice )
(:

okayy lah.
gtg now.
gonna skip rope awhile.
den gonna read my book.
den off to beddd.

toodles*

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replies to taggs.
MAISARAH n FARAH : hahas. yes yes finally.
MR KONGMAN : hahas. cool.
PASSERBY : i am , for now. ahahs.
ADEQ : linkED (:
KAE : hahas ! no prob babe. (:
QUE : HAHA ! tau tkper.
RAJAKONG : linkED (:
MR KONGMAN : hahas. oh okayys.
FARAH : hahas. okayyy , thnks ! (:
BLUEEGURL : thnks ! (:
DANIA : hahas. IMY TOOO LAH LALING ! (:

2008-02-12T09:21:00.000-08:00

work .
morning shift.

farah came over to ikea.
she claims she was craving fer the ikea NONHALAL hotdogs.
hahahahs !
( okay , i do eat dem too . its chicken wad )
den we went off.
met up with ajit and the gang.
played some old old card games lyke ,
"keluarga gembira" and "org gaji tua".
hahas.
and we did play a whole lotta rounds of taiti.
gerekk arh you ppol.
after dat dinner at RK.
ate my beloved beehoon tomyam.
sdap lah oii !
hahas.
den , slacked with dem.
all the way.
did this trick.
hahas.
style arh.
i was lyke super engrossed in doing it lah.
woooots.

den exchnaged our goodbyes.
and left.
walked home with farah and hendra.
imagine , i walked home from ave 8 RK to my hse.
wooots.
exercise lah.
den farah , walked back to her compassvale home.
and hendra left for his home.
but before dat he said .
" gerek arh jln ngan krng ! "
hahas.
mcm biaser jgk !
bleahs.

okay ,
anyway .
reached home.
bathed.
blablabla.
ate my oreos.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm*
* eyebrows up and down continuously *
smallboy called me.
IMISSHIM LAH.
hahas.
dat retarded small little gangster whom i dearly love talking to on the fone with.
why so ?
cos he never fails to talk crap dat cheers me up and makes me laugh sooo much.
hahas.

anyway ,
fazli asked me somethng.
i dunnnoe if i shld do it onot.
im really scared ill screw up the whole thing.
but i tink , it'll be really coool if i could do dat.
but ,
sighs *
FARAH HELP ME PLS.
):

okay .
anyway ,
guess im off now.
gonna read my boook.
yes yes , five ppol you meet in heaven thingy .
toodles (:

and p.s : im very sorry izwan. youre sweet really , but , im sorry.

2008-02-11T09:12:00.000-08:00

You're making me laugh about the silliest stuff
Say that I'm your diamond in the rough
When I'm mad at you
You come with your velvet touch
Can't believe that I'm so lucky
I have never felt so happy
Every time I see that sparkle in your eye

- taken from a song.
anyway , i wish i had someone who'd be that .
hahs.

p.s : fyzie , cheer up okayy ? smile :D

2008-02-10T09:05:00.000-08:00

first and foremost ,
happy 18th birthday nur atika bte mawan , aka KAE.
hope you enjoyed your day today.

oh and in times of emergency lyke dis.
pegilah activate ko nyer MMS system thingy.
kental arh ko.
hahas.

okay.
ive decided.
to put aside alll my problems.
forgive and forget.
yeah , imma do that.
(:

had work again just now.
it was as usual , great ! :D
riduan the BONCIT was super high lah just now.
shouting here and dere.
hahas.
omg lah.
the whole cafe was super noisy.
riduan and his singing.
zul and his laughter.
sok wah and her " RIDUAN DUN CLIMB , WAIT YOU FALL DOWN "
saifuddin and his " alamak , aku lagik kene cuci ice cream ! "
cik su and her super funny vulgarities
limei and her LIMAU
tham and his " 4D lah 4D ! "
and me with my " watcha gonna kooooolum "
ahahahhas.
i dunnoe wad dat means ,
it just feels fun to say dat.
cmon ppol , say it wimme.
WA-CHA GO-NA KO-LUMMM
;)

after work met mai.
slacked at plaza mac.
i never get bored talking to her.
you rock lah kak YAYA ! xD

adam.
sent him the songs.
he told me some other grps who's joining antidrug asked him to remix their songs also.
popular arh ni DJmaterkecik.
hahas.
i told him , he cannot remix fer dem.
must " JIWA " me and stick to ADC only.
hahahs !
and guess wad?
HE AGREED !
gooooood adam ! ;D

anyway ,
i guess ill stop fer now.
tooodles ! (:

2008-02-09T11:02:00.000-08:00

gf had a splendid tyme with her crush*
im glad she enjoyed the day .
im glad she was happy.
when she called me , she was laughing all the way.
all the best with him okay missy? (:

mrcharming asked me out on a date.
i tink its wrong for him to do dat , since he's attached.
im sorry.
i cant go out with you.
think of what your GF will think when he finds out .
even if its a friend - friend thingy.
i cant.

and besides.
ive been having this one on one phobia thingy.
only close frens noe bout it.
hahas.
the reason for all the rejected outings *
hint hint !
hahas !
i must overcome it soon lah.
right?
it will , soooon enough.
hahas.

had work just now.
loved it.
collegues are just ever soooo lovely.
ju put up dis act which was DAMN funny.
wen she screamed over the hotdog cover.
hahas !
super cute ! (:

danial said hello to me during work.
oh my , i miss his younger bro.
yes dat hot one.
ohhhhhhhhh my .
pls come back to work.
i miss dat face of yours !
and now im picturing your face ,
remembering your smses.
remembered the frst tyme you asked me to ride your bike , wen you wanted to send me home.
imy (':
come back please?

ive been telling fadhzly bout my phobia of bike rides.
i dunnoe why.
im just scared to ride bikes.
it all started bcos of dat ONE DAY.
blardy hell.
yahya zack ! i wont forget ehhs.
ECP , BIKE , ROAD , FRONT PART UP !
omg .
nabei you.
hahas !
xP
oh and so fadhzly was lyke saying to me.
" shar , trust me on dis. ride wimme one tyme. if youre still scared , den you dun hafta ride my bike nimore , okay ? tmrw after work. ill pick you up ".
ahahs.
and guess wad my answer was.
" NOOOOOO ! NEVERRRRRRR ! hahahs ! "
den i walked off.
working lah.
cannot talk much.
bleahs ! x)

anyway ,
IMISSFARAHYAU SO MUCH !
i need you back so badly lah babe !
come backkkkkk.
puhleaseeeee !

and ,
ive been thinking .
i tink its over.
im done.
im sorry.

till here.
toodles .

2008-02-08T07:18:00.001-08:00

waiting for that one wrong move.
and im out.

* aku sumpah aku dah tkder moood nk joget *
or at least , dats what im feeling now.

2008-02-07T08:32:00.000-08:00

blahs.
feeling really pissed now.
no one noes bout it.
im not planning to tell anyone also.
SCREW YOU
grrr.

im letting go of DAT.
lyke , for real.
i aint saying aniting anymore.
since my opinions dont matter ryte?
gonna just shut up.
im just gonna follow wad you say.
mark my words.
and so much for " hey i love you , you love me " .
FCUK.
okay , whatever .

had work just now.
it was good.
i love the sight of my collegues.
lyke wad zul said " you guys are irreplaceable ".
awwww *
today was lyke " WHEN MALAYS CONQUER IKEA CAFE "
hahas.
everyone working was malay.
( so im counting myself as a mly lah. )
hahas.
fadhli , our new supervisor.
he's nyce.
a little mat.
hahas.

FAZLI , imy.
your jokes. and everything else.
haf fun doing admin work.

guess wad?
now den im reading five ppol you meet in heaven.
and im only on the 16th page.
hahas.
nvm nvm.
reading it everyday.
so far so goood.
i mean , it has to be good.
since its one of the bestsellers.

well ,
working in the morning tmrw.
den off to meet adc for prop-doing.
so , i guess im off to bed now.

toodles.

2008-01-30T09:48:00.000-08:00

okayy.

ppol have been bugging me to UPDATE my blog.

you noe , sometimes i feel oh so lazy to update.

budden ,

sometimes i just feel lyke letting out everything.

so i guess a blog's the perfect thing.

hahas.
so yeah .

had dance just now.

it went well. [ why wouldnt it? (: ]

i laughed sooooo much at midah's nonsense.

she's sucha dear.

seriously.

she can realllyyyyy cheer you up .

and not forgetting looking at the coooooooolest bboyy grp.

omg , they're awesome.

i loveeee looking at dem .

doing their thing.

anyway .

just feel lyke saying.

im pretty elated with wad god has given me so far.
been saying thnks to him everyday.

hahas.

goood grades ( well , at least to me )
THE BESTEST EVER FRIENDS ! ( sexayes , youre definitely in dis grp )
-prettaye prettaye ghurlfrens
-beloved ONO and B .
-guyfrens .
oh you ppol rock my world (:
hahas.

shout out to this ppol.
FARAH : i hope my CHILL ARH and RELAX OKAY? cheered you up a little. i love you , you noe dat , dont you (:

juffri : YOURE NOTTT UGLY OKAY ! AND I LOVE YOUR DP. hahas ! (:
MAI : youre SUPER CUTE LAH !
* p.s : she's suppose to be already asleep , but apparently , she came online 10 mins later. *

Maisarahhhh. says:
GOT THIS ONE FCUKING KUMBANG
-- ShaRz- says:
HAHAHAHAH
Maisarahhhh. says:
DAMN FCUKING KNNCB
Farah. says:
eh kater nak tdo
Maisarahhhh. says:
KEEP FLYING AROUND AND MAKE THE BUZZZ SOUND.
Maisarahhhh. says:
CB
Maisarahhhh. says:
AKU KN GELI NGN NI SUME TERBANG-TERBANG BINATANG.

MR BBOYY : im touched with dat video you did of me . hahas. youre sweeeeeeeeet! :D
KONGMAN : thnks fer the cap. really , i love it.

SMALLBOY : your sms yesterday . though it was short. i tink it was reallllyyyy sweet , thnks ! (:

okay den.
till here.
TOODLES ! :D

imissyou.alot.

2007-05-13T10:30:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

wherever you are , your love covers me.

29 april - 12 may.
days filled with
HAPPY , SAD and ANGRY MOMENTS.
fullstop.

13 may 2007.
HAPPY BDAE SYAFIQ !
&
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY .
after today ,
ill say .

i DO LOVE YOU MOTHER. :')
thnks for everything.

that's all.
toodles.
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TAGS : can i just reply the tags from 13th may onwards? hahas. sorry and thnsk ppol for tagging. (:

2007-04-28T22:05:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

cmon baby , we aint gonna live forever . let me show you all the things that we could do. (:

WHY I DIDNT BLOG FOR QUITE SOME TYME WAS COS I COULDNT LOG IN.
SCREWED UP LAH DIS BLOG AT TYMES.
OKAY .
here it goes.

270407'.
HAPPY BDAE FITRI !
okay.
had skool.
english paper one and ss paper.
english paper one sucked?
kindda difficult arh.
but , oh well . hope i pass.

hahs.
next SS paper.
wasnt dat bad.
though i feel that the tyme given is too short.
i didnt complete my last source based question.
dammit..

okay.
at nyte.
went to starbucks.
the chill out place for my guyfrens and ghurlfrens.
oh yeah , i had LOTSA FUN !

den at nyte , met hidayah darls.
lyek fated liddat.
everyone of the ghurls were dere.
i seriously feel complete.
i love you ghurls.
and yeah , lets out teh bad past aside.

guyfrens rock my world too. (:
though nas , ahmad and gang werent dere.
i hope dey'll be dere in our next trip.

LOVE YOU PPOL !

280407'.
HAPPY BDAE JESSICA !
was suppose to go out with mai and kae.
but i couldnt.
mum didnt allow.
nagging at me , saying i go out lots of tymes . blablabla.
anyway , they cancelled dat trip too.
hahs.

den was suppose to attend SIDD's party at nyte.
but , yeah i couldnt.
SHEESH LAH !
i missed out alot of fun cn?
his parties are lyke awesome.
GRRRRR MUMMMMMMYYYYY !

anyway , maybe staying at home teh whole day wasnt a bad idea after all.
was entertained by the tv and the computer.
ouh yeah , and not forgetting my brother's silly actions.

watched crossroads too.
gosh * britney was so pretty .
her body is lyke SUPER HOT.
sheesh *
she makes me wanna go to the gym lahh.
hmphs.

and and.
i suddenly , miss all her songs and stuff.
oh well.
ended the day talking to that kecik boy.
hahas. (:

290407'.
today.
am allowed to go out.
but i just dun wan to.
got the dancefloor finals.

oh yah.
i seriously cant stop laughing at my mothers action just now.
CLASSIC MOMENT !
haahahahahahs.

:D

okay den.
shall stop here.
toodles ppol ! (:
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TUKIMAN : omg raihan. STOP IT LAH ! hahahs. (:
FARAH : ehh you liar siak. hahas. say you kene whack skali is make up. hahas. sorry for being a playa , still you CANT bash nadiah up . hahas.
KAE : hahas. you lah BITCHY bnar ! xP
NADIAH : I LOVE YOU TOO BESTEST BOYFREN ! :D
JIJA : HOT DAUGHTERKUUUUUU ! I MISS YOU HELL LOTS TOOO ! AND ILY TOOO ! (:
FARAH : hahahahahahhhs.
NADIAH : hahahahahahahahs !
HUDARIA : hhahas. miss you tooo sweets! (:
FARAH : FARAHEEN YAUUU !

2007-04-25T06:25:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

lips of an angel.

240407.
today .
damn funny.

alot and i mean ALOT of funny things happen to me.
hahas.

the STALL FOUR INCIDENT during recess especially.
bully. :D
dis was the FUNNIEST.
i swear.

at nyte.
i couldnt view my frenster profile.
somehow it pulled down my mood uh.

den ,
talked to datukkus.
made me happy arh he.
hahas. thnks ATUK * (:

someone punched myLOVE farah.
okay , im so gonna puch dat idiot who punched farah.
im gonna punch her babats outta her face since according to farah she's fat.
puched , den throw her into the canal.
and make sure the fishes eat her up.
(:
i love you farah.

250407'.
today .
i laughed hell lots with my classmates.
i LOVE dem alot .
and i mean ALOT.
my kongkalikong and all.

wheeeeee.

after skool srp.
super wasnt in teh mood lah.
damn tired.
though sharon made me happyy.
she damn cute lah.

den walked out to teh bus stop with my darling BFku nadiah.
shared stories.
ohhhhhhhh i LOVE her. (:

went home.
bought oreo bubuteh.
sheesh * its been lyek so long since ive drank dat drink.

studied , did my homework. (:
i feel so good studying.
ahhas.

anyway ,
just finished watching my charlton video.
and yeah , i did shed some tears.
i miss charlton so much.
memories in charlton , i will NEVER FORGET.
one of teh best moments in my life. :')

okay.
so lastly.
before i end.
i wanna say.

raihan is VERY BAD AT TELLING FAIRYTALES.
he so called wanted to put me to sleep.
by telling me a fairytale.
and okay here goes the story.

one day...
one cute boy named TUKIMAN is walking along a forest!
suddenly, he saw a MONSTER named SHAR!...
scared of the monster, tukiman run for his life.. while running, one of his shoe slipped off.
then, a girl named rafhanah took it and went around the village to find the owner..
one day, he found tukiman and they married!
happily ever after!

hahahahahahs.
and the best thing is.
im not even one bit sleepy.
okay so raihan , TRY HARDER LAH !
hahash.
bt CUTE story though.
ahahhas.

okay den readers.
till here.
toodles ! (:
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FARAH : ahhas. you rock my world NONGNONG tyme ago. (: and dun bash up nadiah lah ! wahlaooo.
CYNTHIA : hahahahahs ! YEAH ! LOL !
TRA PARTNER : of course you do ! (:

2007-04-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

and i swear , by the moon and the stars in the sky , ill be dere.

230407'.
skool's great . (:

my tragus hurts lyke $*%&$. :(

p.e was damn funny.
to be specific , playing badminton with priya , kavitha and fitri was VERY FUNNY !

after skool small outingwith dania LALINGku , syakilla prettyGHURLku , nadiah BFku , atiSWEETESTku , adilah SUNSHINEku and nadirah CUTIEku rocked. (:
i love dem. what to do ? hahas.

juffri cheer up please?

kae , i dunnoe how else to cheer you up uh. im sorry.

DATUKku didnt go skool.

zul , get well soon !

farah rocks my world.

and

im still missing hidayah manan.

toodles. (:
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KAE : hahas. (:
ATI : uh huh ! shake it honey shake it !

2007-04-22T06:33:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

forever yours ill be.

200407'.
HAPPY BDAE RAIHAN !
had a small party for him at stabucks.
im sure he enjoyed it lah.
ahhas. and
i LOVEEEE my cliques !
they rock lah can?

midek look so adorable oso can? ;)

210407'.
HAPPY BDAE ZUL , JAMIL and FAHMI.
went for a dance competition thingy.
at night , had this clubbing thingy.
and yeah i shaked my booty hell lots.
and teh best ppol to do it is definitely with my dancers.
KAE , DANIA , DIANA , SYAKILA , ATI , FARIZA, WANIE and NADIAH !
oh not forgetting to mention .
ADEQ , SYUHAILAH , HIDAYAH and RENIE were dere.

i FRIGGIN love this day.
i FRIGGIN love my dancers.

THNKS PPOL ! :D

ouh and i pierced my tragus . and ouch * it hurts ! ahahs.
220407'.
happy bdae MUMMY !
dats all i guess.
im sure mummy enjoyed teh day LOADS !
ahhas. ;)

till here .
toodles !

p.s : KAE IS ADDICTED TO A SPECIAL SOMEONE SEY ! hahahas. WOOTS ! :D
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TRA PARTNER : hahas. lawar uh. cm my TRA PARTNER jgk ! :D
KAE : hahas. lawar lah. mcm aku. ahhas. JK (:
ROSIANI : kembar ku ! hahas. i miss you loads too lahh darls ! <3
JIJA : DAUGHTER ! hahas. yeahs ! LOL. jgn blng org. malulah sayer ! LOVE YOU !
TRA PARTNER : I LOVE YOU LALINGKU ! :D
SOMEONE : hahahs. ko arh !
TRA PARTNER : yeahs ! DANCING WITH MY DANCERS ROCK !
RAIHANA : hahas. thnks honey ! i MISS YOU HELL LOTS ! work getting suckier? yeah , heard from farah jgk. leks uh !
JIJA : hahahs. yeahs ! I ENJOYED IT ALOT TOO ! wheeeeee* i LOVE YOU HOT DAUGHTER !
NADIAH : hahahas. SO DO YOU BF ! you look SUPER CUTE lahh ! and im friggin glad i haf teh BESTEST BF EVER !
JUFFREEK : BOOYAH BACK. im TOP ON YOUR LIST okay ! dun play play ! ahahas.

2007-04-19T06:40:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

i'd give my all , to have just one more night with you.

190407'.
CHNGED to a different blogskin.
all thanks to dania.
she helped me find this blogskin.
i tink this skin is damn cute lah.

hahas.
thnks LALINGku DANIA ! :D

okay.
so i guess.
nothing much happen in skool.

besides meeting my awesome frens lah.
hahas.

okay.
im missing my midek , my kae my farah and my hidayah so much.

AND .
im having a war now.
with whom / what ?
PIMPLES.

sheesh.
its lyek PIMPLES VS SHARIFAH' S FACE.
GRRR.
having so many of dem now.
:(

newaes,
guess ill stop here.
toodles.
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JIJA : I LOVE YOU TOO HONEY ! :D
TRA PARTNER : YAHLAH ! I MISS YOU HELL LOTS ! SATURDAY okay? KITER BERDATING ! :D
JIJA : yeah ! SURE. thnks HOT DAUGHTER KU !love you tooo ! (:
QILAH : ty SIS rocks ! :D
TRA PARTNER : ahhahahas ! YEAHS ! kiter berdrama dan berromantic di fitness corner ! hahas.
SOMEONE : ahhas. you HIBERNATER ! :D

2007-04-15T06:04:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

baby boy , you have become my addiction.

140407'.
VERY PISSED OFF WITH MY MUM.
and i mean VERY.

suppose to go out with ghurlfrens.
but didnt in teh end.
cos daddy coming back from overseas.

something happen to me.
whch leads me to injuire my ankle AGAIN.
wahlao.
this incident damn funny lah.
told zul and farah/
dey couldnt stop laughing.
even i myself couldnt stop laughing.
stupidity lahh.

so readers, if you wanna noe teh story.
feel free to ask me.
hahas.
and yes , OUCH* my ankle hurts.

150407'.
okay.
stayed at home.
was suppose to go study with mai.
budden didnt uh in de end.
cos my stomach hurts lyke $*%&$%.
yeah , its the ghurls thingy.
ate those fugly medicines.
make me dizzy .
make my feeling of wanting to vomit come back.
SHEESH *.

well well.
my daddy is so cute lah.
we talked so much just now.
oh i love you daddy ! (:

anyway ,
teh only thing i ate today was 2 piece of toasted bread.
yes . im happy .
noe why ?
cos my stomach aint DAT fat .
hahas.
woooooooo.

okay.
to my ghurlfrens.
you noe got one pic you ppol took yesterday.
leaving a gap in teh center?
saying. " sharifah is suppose to be there ".
im friggin touched.
hahas. AWWWW I LVOE YOU ALL ! :D

okay
so guess im gonna stop here now.
toodles readers ! (:

p.s : hey boy , youre really sweeet. making me laugh everyday and stuff. (: and to my poly frens. tomoro starting skool oready uhhs. ALL THE BEST IN YOUR POLY LIFE ! and dun forget me ! (:
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FIQAH : no prob darls ! (:

2007-04-13T07:02:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

youre a masterpiece in my heart.

130407'.
FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH.
ohhhhhhh scary.

hhas.
okay. actually ntohing unlucky happened to me lah.
except for maybe me getting sunburnt yet AGAIN!

haiyohh.

dis years sports day is a BORE.
damn boring lah.
no cheers.
not as many events as last year.
sheesh*

i was teh official today.
i was the one who had teh duty of holding dat green and red board.
and yes , i was given many nicknames after dat.
lyke two examples .
" traffic police ( TP ) " and " boxing ghurl referee thingy ".
okay whatever.
ahahs.
damn tiring lah hold dat thing.
summore if youre working with the most irritating teacher ever. ( even worse den thiagayson . imagine the HORROR ! ).
okay , im exaggerating.

i could only run for the intercca relay 4 by 100m.
cos im too OLD for other events.
sheesh *
and yeah ,
my team got second.
we lost to teh frst team by a second.
wahhlaoo.
ALEPPPP !
hahahas.
OoPs. midek's gonna scold me again.
hahahs.
sorry ghurl. ;)

oh hack.
its over newaes.
maybe dere was some fun parts abt today.

did i mention?
i think im suffering from constipation.
hahas. seriously.
and.
my hips hurt lyke #*$&%$.
i fell down landing on it.
sheesh*
can you imagine the pain?
need i mention more?
nahhhhs.
it just hurts lah.

one more thing before i end.
to that SPAMMER .
who goes around to my DQ's blogs , tagging bout how bad mlydancers are.
i seriously pity you.
cos nothing you say really matter to us.
youre so jealous of us . green eye monster.
the way you critisize us , you think youre soooo good huh?
youre lyke indirectly , okay wait , DIRECTLY showing us your very high level of stupidity.
do you noe how coward you are?
why cant you just come up to anyone of us and critisize us in our faces?
ouh you little BRAVE soul.
try harder next tyme yea?
and.
lastly , thanks for making me laugh at you everyday.
youre a really good humour. (:

okay readers.
guess ill stop here.
toodles.

p.s : i loveee my dayang qirana + ghurlfrens ! oh, dey so rock my world. (:
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TRA PARTNER : uhhuh ! DQ's ROCK ! :D
KAE : need i make your name longer? hahs.
QILAH : a ah ! thnks pretty ghurl ! :D
KEMBAR : wheeeee* gonna miss you tons too lah dongs. <3
JIJA : hottest daughter JIJA ! :D . adilah adilah, she's gonna get a VERY LONG nagging from me and BF nadiah ! hahas.
FAUZIE : okay ! (:
IZYANI : heyy you ! i love you too can? ;)

2007-04-12T06:14:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

youre just another priceless work of art.

120407'.
wanna noe something?

SINGAPORE YOUTH FESTIVAL CENTRAL JUDGING FOR MALAY DANCE SERANGOON SECONDARY SCHOOL.
ahem *

SILVER LAHH SIAKKKK !
woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.

hahahs. im fcking happy.
wheeeee*
alhamdullilah .
THNK GOD ! (:

say what ?
DAYANG QIRANA ROCKS LAHH ! :D
love you dancers. (:

not forgetting to thank.
NUR ATIKA BTE MAWAN a.k.a KAE RABBIT.
CIK SU and
CIKGU NAIM.

p.s : FARAH OWES ME BEN AND JERRY ICE CREAM !

okay ppol. till here.
toodles ! :D
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ATI : im cheerED . :D love you !
FARAH : ahhas. THNKS myLOVE. :D
JIJA : ahhas. yeah ! DQ rocks. im gonna miss you tons too! (:
NADIAH : awwwws. lyek bf lyke gf. see we haf so much in common. I LOVE YOU BESTEST BF ! hahahs.
ROSIANI : hahas. whre got nyce? wheee silver lahh. LOVE you kembar ! :D
IDAHH : yeah bebeh ! SILVER DOKS ! :D

2007-04-11T05:09:00.002-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

imissyou eversince teh day you slipped away.

110407'.
HAPPY BDAE DEAREST SISTER.
i LOVE you ALOT.
thanks for everything.
you rock . (:

vomitted in the morning.
i always get the " im-gonna-vomit-now" feeling.
whch sucks.
sigh.

quarrelled badly with my mother.
my mother was spewing harsh vulgarities to me. ( VERY HARSH )
i wanna hate you.
but somehow i cant.
youre my mother.
yet you hurt me SO MUCH.

den came online.
happen to pass across farah's blog.
and yeah.
she posted something to me and kae.
made me feel even more DOWN and pissed at the same tyme.
we're bad ppol ryte farah?
sigh.
nvm.. its okay.
i dun wish to spark up an argument.
if writing dat in your blog makes you happy , den by all means.
go ahead.
okay ?

im getting more feverish now.
things arent going DAT well for me.
somehow i feel dat im really blessed having frens.
who never fails to cheer you up.
you ppol noe who you are.
thnks.
you guys are really the best.

ganjek really makes me happy.
thnks dude.

MDIS trip wasnt DAT bad after all.
i felt how it is to be in a studio.
an actual cameraman and stuff.
razif producer , shar camerawoman.
hahas.
funny benar. (:
dey gave us many souveniors.
rich skool.

anyway ,
syf results are out tomoro.
all the best DQ's.

till here.
toodles.
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SOMEONE: hahs. okay.
JIJA : yeahs. love you too daughter. (:
KEMBAR : hahas. yahlah. my ugly hair. ishk. i LOVE you too darls.
TRA PARTNER : hahas. tu lah. oh well.
KAE : me too. (: .. nvm. saturday okay ?

2007-04-09T06:34:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

shout out your name so it echoes in every room.

090407'.
IM SO NOT IN THE MOOOOOOD !
ARGHHHHHHHH.

and and
i LOVE MY MLYDANCERS ALOT.
DAYANG QIRANA DO ROCK MY WORLD.
gonna miss you peeps.
thnks for the sweet memories. :')

for syf ,
whatever the outcome .
we should be proud of ourselves.
cos yeah , i guess we did great.

till here.
toodles.
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NADIAH : you too . MY BESTEST EVER BF. (:
QILAH : hahas. thnks sis ! LOVE YOU TOO. (:
JIJA : yeahs daughter. i hope we will. saturday. LOVE YOU ! (:
DIANA : awwws. (: so do you .
TRA PARTNER : hahas. tkperlah. skali skaler pekak. (:
FIQAH : hahas. hello youdie-hard fan of my nose. ahhas. (:
ADILAH : hahas. who dont love you ? you rockk lah. (:
ANI : hello . aites. shall link you up soon. (: take care sweetheart.
JIJA : hahahahs. yeahs ! I SUPER LOVE YOU HOT DAUGHTER ! (:
TRA PARTNER : ohhhh nonono ! wad neck kissing. eek geli !
NADIAH : hello darling ! ahhahas. yeah. adilah's flirting with me yet again ! rembat rembat !
SOMEONE : dun worry. youre still unforgotten. (:

2007-04-05T08:59:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

youre always with me eventhough youre far away.

050407'.
okay.

so speech day is lyek today .
and i guess teh performance was .
NOT BAD lah.

but we still hafta work harder for syf.
whch is in lyke 4 days?
ishk.
scary lah can?

im happy .
to hear VERY GOOD comments from fellow students and teacher of SRS.
and oso the guard.
hahahs.

lyke . woahhh.
hahas.

okay.
so after skool.
had our lunch together.
with the usual dance cliques.
hahas.

okay.
seriously , I LOVE MY DANCERS !
and special shoutouts to :
KAE
DANIA
WANIE
NADIAH
DIANA
SYAKILA
FARIZA
ADILAH
HAYATI
ROSIANI

you ppol really light up my lyfe. (:
thnsk babes !

and kak hidayah , kak astrinah and kak jun.
THNKS soo much for helping us out .
you three rock lahh. (:

ouh not forgetting maisarah. <3
she looks gooooooooooood in the BLAZER.
hahas.

after all of dat.
went home.
slept lyke a pig.
LOL.
dne wakeup.
mat my outside dance cliques.
chatt.
ohhhh FUN ! (:

QEELAH ,
i tink you look so pretty with dat hairstyle lah.
hahas. dun chnge hairstyle uhhs ! :D

okay ppol.
MUCH LOVE !
toodles !
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JIJA : oh HOTDAUGHTERku. (:
RAIHANA : i wont . i promise. (: you rock too !
IDAHH : saper tk sayang midek? hahas. lyek i said. imma midek fan ! ;)
TRA PARTNER : ahhas. you rock lah cn? :D
ROSECHERRYB : hahas. my twin is soooo adorable ! :D :D
JIJA : yeah man hot daughter. youu look so hot lah just now. ahhas. we DO belong together !

2007-04-02T06:09:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

honey , why you calling me so late ?

300307'
HAPPY BDAE FADZIL TEDDYBEAR !

310307'.
HAPPY BDAE GANJEK a.k.a MY MUTHU !

MAT GANJA SANG TO ME A SONG. MADE ME CRY ! FRIGGIN SWEET CN?

010307'.
happy april fools day.
2am ahmad called me.
apparently the frst thing he said was " APRIL APRIL APRIL FOOL ! ".
in a tune lah.
hahas.
CUTEE BDH !

den we started too plan to punk ppol.
okay.
so SYAFIQ was our frst victim.
DAMN FUNNY LAH the way we punk him.
next victim , AJIT.
another funny guy we punked. :D

talked to ajit and ahmad .
den my hp batt was low.
so we had to put down lah.

mannnn. i miss those ppol !
glad you peeps still remember me lah.

okok.
den in teh afternoon.
headed fer work.
last day today lahhs.

the day started SUCKISHLY.
anyway , after work.
DATS WEN THE FUN STARTS.

okay.
i was covered in curry powder , ice cream sanitary powder , coffee powder , egg. and more disgusting stuggs.
yes. i WAS FREAKING DIRTYYY LAH !
but wad the heck.
hahahahs.
my ikea collegues ROCK LAH !
took LOTSA fotoes.
oh gosh. i FRIGGIN LOVE DEM.
from their songs to their everything.
zul and yaya came down to meet us up.
hahahas.
I LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE YOU PPOL !
THIS DAY IS REALLY UNFORGETTABLE !
YOU GUYS REALLY ROCK MY WORLD !
i WONT FORGET YOU PPOL.

raihanah , zaidi , farah , zul , yaya.
you 5 are the best.
thnks for the sweet messages. (:
i love my ikea collegues. :')

020407'.
HAPPY BDAE SYAKILA and ATIQAH FARHANA.

im happy.
wont be seeing mamathia for lyke teh whole week.
how cool is that ?
hahaas.

had mly dance after skool.
skipped oral intensive.
what more can i say ?
i LOVE my dancers alot.
uh huh.

dania , diana , nadiah , adilah , fariza , syakila .
you ppol rock my afterskool hours tyme.
hahas. LOVEEEEE !

anyway , sometymes i wonder .
how come maisarah aint in mly dance.
dance will be more fun.
hahas.
i miss you lahhh !

kk. guess ill stop now.
till here toodles !

p.s : heyy BOY. hahs. doesnt mean ive praised you . means you can lyke. totally .. nvm. hah. GOODBYE LAH EHHS?
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ATI : hahas. love you too sweetest.
HUDARIA : hahs.
TRA PARTNER : i LOVE YOU LAH GHURL !
JIJA : hahas. my HOT DAUGHTER.. ohhhhhlala. <3
NADIAH : ahhas. yeahs bebeh ! lets do it ! SYG YOU !
DIANA : ahhas. GORGEOUS ! <3
SOMEONE : hahas. whyy ? wad happen?

2007-03-29T05:38:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

youre my hero . (:

290307'.
hello ppol.
i love todayyyyy.

hahs.
i love arguing with parvin about english compo's and stuff.
and of course ill win. ;)

hahas.
well , today i had mly class.
but mr rafi wasnt dere.
so wheeee*
2 free periods.
i love teh mly ppol.
had so much laughs just now.
esp with atiqah's funny face.
hahahas. cute lah she.

den had mly dance.
hahas.
had so much laughters.

i love rapping sessions with nadiah my BF. (:
i love disturbing adilah with her favourite boy. oh yes , akhbar shah !
i love my hothot daughter , fariza and her ROCK voice.
i love my tra partner , dania and teh way she gets shyyy wen i talk abt somebody.
i love kae , for adding fun to teh dance. (:
ahhahahas.
dance was fun. (:

hudaria , ignore dat ghurl aites.
SMILE bebeh ! (:

so yeah.
anyway .
somethng tragic happened.
okay . not tragic lah.
ahahs.
something sad happened .
to ati.
she fell.
damn poor thing lahh she.
ghurl , PLEASE take care of your leg.
i really wan you to dance for syf.
but if you cnt , den its alright lah i guess.
please please please please take care !
love you sweetest ! (:

okay , lastly.
im sorry kae , midek and farah.
i cant sleepover with you guys.
my mum's lyek saying " this is not teh right tyme for sleepovers and stuff ".
GRR.
sorry uh ppol.
you all haf fun !
LOVEEEE !

okay den.
guess ill stop here.
toodles. (:
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KAE : hahas. okay good. (:
IZYANI : ahas. okay uh. were attracted to each other. :D CUTIE YOU !
ADILAH : omg adilah , that is lyke sooooo mly ! hahahahahs. KAU JUGA SLALU DIHATIKU ! hahahs.

2007-03-28T07:10:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

you wanna get in my world , get lost in it.

280307'.
i tink i love today?
been greeted with many smiles.
i love smiles.

i love mly dance.
i love seeing kae.
i love seeing maisarah.
i love seeing my mly dancers.

i love how they are today.
dancers, you make me happy.
thnks.

esp adilah. (:

i love my family.
i love family dinners.
i love bitching abt mrs thia with dem.
yeahs.

hahas.
im just a happy goober today.
thnks god .
for blessing me with great frens. (:

to that guy.
youre so cute .
wenever i see you , ill smile lyke immediately.
youve really got a very charming smile. (:

to teddybear.
im sorry if i hurt you.
im just left speechless wen you confessed dat.
its just so sudden.
im sorry if i cant return DAT back to you.
i just haf no mood to love anyone .
sorry.
really sorry.
i hope you''ll find someone better.
i guess were only mean t to be frens.
and remember , i ve never regretted mitting you.
so take care yar ?
sorry.

syed abdul rahman .
aka my BROTHER.
hahas.
haf fun in your trip to taiwan.
im sure gonna miss you.
your dumb , UNCOOL dances.
you touchign your belly and saying its sexy.
take care brother.
ill pray for a safe trip to and return .
enjoy your trip. :'(

okay ppol.
till here.
toodles.

p.s : my darling got into NAFA. kae dear , im really proud of you. all the best in your course. you possess good talents. youre a great dancer and a great singer. im sure you'll be sucessful. so when youre a star later on , dun forget me yar? hahas. cngrates again. (:

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ATI : hahas. crazy ! you hottER ! (:
FARAH : awws. :( im gonna miss working with you too. sigh*
FARIZA : heyy my HOT daughter . you just rock lah. <3
IDAHH : okay dokes ! (:
TRA : hahahahs. Z to teh A to the M to the B to the R to the I . hahahahs. i love you too ghurl ! (:
QILAH : hello babe , imissyou !

2007-03-26T05:47:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

nobody wanna see us together , bt it dun matter . no, cos ive got you. (:

260307'.
havent been updating.
skool was fine.
hahs.

except teh fotoe-taking part.
omg.
i did some nonsensical pose for my candid !
AIYOH !
hahahahs.
i dunnoe what i was thinking lah..

newaes, was bitching with my ahlian frens bout some juniors of ours.
saw a few ghurls from other younger classes folding their skirts and stuff.
lyke WTH?
and they fold until damn short.
dont dey noe folding skirts will lead to habing those crumpled thingy.
DUMB.
stupidity at its highest peak.
summore fotoe takign ppol will cover your skirt. you fold oso for what ?
DUMBDUMBDUMB.
oh well.

i love bullying mdm teng.
i tink she's very fun to bully lah.
hahahas.

had oral intensive after skool.
my class was uhmm o-kay?
charlene khoo is a good english teacher i must say.

blablabla.

went hoem. slept.
did homework.
online now . (:

PREVIOUS DAYS.
240307'.
went to a hiphop dance gig thingy.
with kae.
ohhh i LOVE her. (:
had fun.
teh dances were great.
den izhar , sashi , juffri and raihan came.
dey made me laugh alot lah.
esp juffri.
awww i love you lah sexy sissy partner ! (:

den ganjek , aidil and his fren came.
dat ganjek forever as scary looking.
hahas.
but he's nyce . (:

den marcus smalleye , eleanor , zul and one more guy dunnoe teh name.
jonied us.
camwhored.

den went to hg plaza with marcus , juff and raihan.
played pool.
dose three guys did some SICK poses with teh walls.
hahas. aiyohhhh !
oh oh , and i am much better in pool now.
with teh coach of smalleye and cinone.
hahas.

den slacked at plaza with marcus and juffri.
cos raihan had to go home.
we talked abt a VERY HOT HOT HOTT topic.
hahahahahhas.
damn funny can?
PENCURI SPOTTED ! EHH RAIN !
ahahs.

den arnd 11.45 took cab home.
hahs.
i love dat day ! (:

250307'.
oh man.
second last day of work.
seriously had much laughs.
i LOVE LOVE LOVE my collegues SO MUCH.
esp , farahyau , yana , yaya , zul and zaidi.
i love you five SO MUCH !
i had alot of laughs with mylove farah.
ahhahahas.
den went giant after work.
fun lah.
left giant arnd 12?

i love giant songs.
rocks lah cn?
hahas.

den den yana and yaya was lyek singing aloud .
" how can we live without you . i wanna noe "
alarh. lyek so touching cn?

seriously , i was holding back my tears.
really felt lyek crying. :')

i love you guys.
thnks for teh day. (:

till here lah peeps.
toodles ! (:
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JUFFREEK : hahas. stop it lah juff ! hahas.
FARAH : hahas. diam arh. MUTTONS IN THE MOVIE ! ;)
ADILAH : hahhas. youflirtER uh. ahhahahas. so many ppol complain to me abt you flirting with dem. you hitam manis! hahahahhahas. :D
MARCUS : hahas. hello smalleye ! :D

2007-03-23T06:39:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

run away love.

230307'.

im still sick.

really bad flu. slight fever.

had walked under the rain for teh past three days.

sigh*

oh well.

who cares?

im still teh hyper crazy ghurl lyke every one noes. (:

until some of my classmates find it hard to believe me wen im sick.

pe had teh 2.4 trial thingy.

wasnt suppose to run.

due to me being sick.

but , hahs.

i wanna run and see how i stand .

i ran two rounds. and gosh , i was beat.

walked lyek for half of teh last round.

okay , so my timing sucked.

15.05 for 2.4km .

wahlao.

i was lyek a 11 min plus ghurl.

now? 15?

hati hot siak.

okay whatever.

had four periods of maths den.

was sad at frst lah.

imagine four periods of intense suffering.

hahas.

but amazingly , tyme passed damn fast.

hahs.

coooooool.

after skool had mly dance.

it was uhmm okay i guess?

yeahs.

nothing much to elaborate.

the best part of the day.

was after dance.

me , kae , wanie , mai , nadiah , fariza , syakilla and of course , beloved adilah.

went to hg mall for our dinner.

hahas.

they ROCK lah cn?

i love you ppol soooooooooooooooo much.

and i mean SOOOOOO MUCH !

and adilah ,

eventhough you keep on flirting with others, ill still LOVE you.

hahs.

okay.

so went home. walked under the rain.

AGAIN!

reached home.

was thinking.

its gonna be the end of april.

and this means , im gonna haf to quit my beloved IKE job soon.

sigh.

i wan to. but , oh man.

i seriously love my collegues.

okay.

tears are starting to form.

sweet memories.

crazy ones.

the videos in my handfone i will always keep !

guess ill start working again by november or december.

alarhh !

okay.

ahtham , fazli , yusni .

kak arita , kak emiliya , cik sureni .

aunty juyap , sokwah , josephine , phillip , jenny , angie .

raymond , limei , liling.

farahyau , hidayah , raihanah , zaidi , izzudin , saifuddin , zul , erna dayana .

im gonna miss you ppol !

im gonna miss workign with you ppol !

dont forget me yarrs?

always keep in touch.

LOVE !
oh gosh.

im lyke being so emo.

but seriously lah. :'(

okay.

till here.
toodles.

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CUTE MUMMY NUM.2 : hahas. yalah yalah ! xP

SOMEONE : you miss my fren? who ? and who are you?

KAE : BOOO ! hahs.

TRA PARTNER : aites darls ! (:

FARIZA : hahas . my HOTDAUGHTER ! aper sajer. where got. i love you dear ! (: oh , ill relink you !

JUFFREEK : hahas. stop it lah juff.

2007-03-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

all i wanna do is find a way back into love.

200307'.
hello.
im mute today. =X

didnt go skool.
felt too weak.
im lyek having a really BAD sorethroat.
until i hafta communicate to my mum through handfone.
hahs. cool uh.

haf a slight fever too.
cough.

vomitted in the afternoon.
had to take 3 fugly pills.
2 liquid medicine.

sheesh*

two of my frens miss me.
hahs.
awwwws.

i shall come tmrw.
with my colourful face.
LOL.

mai , dania ,hidayah and farah. i miss you four. :(
raihan is my mummy number two.
juffri is sooo crazy over avril.
kae , ignore dat bitch lah.
midek , i love you pendek ghurl. (:
fariza a.k.a HOT MAMA , i loveeee you also ! (:
fahmi a.k.a mimihamid is sooo crazy ! hahas.

okay.
damn my dizzyness coming back.
shit.
okay. toodles ppol !
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TRA PARTNER : i loveee you too darls ! thanks ! <3

2007-03-19T05:16:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

this walk that we shared together.

190307'.
COUGH*
hello .
im sick. fever cum cough.
ive got sunburnt.
how great isit?

sheesh*
been trying my best to hide my peeling face from everyone.
hahs.
sadly , couldnt lah.

frst thing i came to skool.
" shar , you look so red ! ".

hahs.
okay.
next comment .
" sharr , why are you so dark? "

next comment .
" are you okay ? you look so pale . "

hahas.
teh most comment was why i was so dark.
aiyoh.
sadded. :(

so .
i guess ive got three colours on my face today.
white , red and darkkkk brown.

cool uhhs?
hahs.

okay. i went home straight after skool.
stomach hurts lyke #*$&%#$%(.
reached home.
felt a little feverish.
damn.

after i bathed and stuff.
i didnt rest.
instead i did rafi's composition.
hahs.
amazingly , i completed it within an hour.
only 3 and a half page though.

oh well.
thats good enough ryte?

well.
i guess i shall stop here.
toodles sexy ppol. esp those sunburnt ones.
hahhas. (:

p.s : TRA PARTNER , SWEETEST and HOT MOMMA . dun worry. ill eat my medicine soon. <3 youuthree !
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IZYANI : youre cutest lah. hahs. (:

2007-03-18T07:31:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

i wanna catch your wave.

170307'.
went out to jurong east swimming complex with my dearest ghurlfrens and guyfrens !
ohhhh. i enjoyed the day so much lah.
from teh start to the end.
hahs.

oh oh , i saw dis frigggggin CUTE guy !
hahas.
he seriously caught my eye.
he smiled at me oso . LOL. (:
hahas.
ohhhh cute cute cute cute guy ! :D

to the wonderful peeps.
remember our next trip to the zoo.
hahahs.
thansk lah ppol for making my day. (:
loveeeeeees !

180307'.
suppose to work.
but somehow , my schedule didnt put me for work
oh well.
hahs.

suffered with a veryyyy bad stomache in teh morning.
ate those fugly pills.
rest.
stomach felt muchhhh better.
hahs.

den off to cousins wedding at serangoon CC.
she's prettttty lah.
went off soon.
den ogt to noe manyy of teh mediacorp artiste were coming.
DAMN*
i shld haf stayed.
hahs.

oh well.
den we went home.
changed.
den off to hg mall.
my sis treat me to go for a manicure.
ohh i lvoe you sister. (:
okay . FINALLY i LOVEEEE my nails !
hahas.
den i treat her teh HINDER cd.
hahs.

den went back home lahhs.

skools starting again tmrw.
mann. im so NOT ready fer skool.
still in teh holiday mood.
still feel lyke shopping.
:(

oh well.
goodbye holidays.
hello books.
hafta start mugging for O's yet again!
wahhhhlao.

okay ppol !
shall stop here.
toodles ! (:

p.s : did i mention im BADLY SUNBURNT ! WAHHLAOOO! im lyke FRIGGIN DARK ! SADDEDDDDDDD !
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FARIZA : HOTHOT MAMA ! i loveee you too ! (:
TRA PARTNER : i miss you tooo !

2007-03-16T06:16:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

you beautiful liar.

160307'.
my past few days have been GREAT !

140307'
went studying with maisarah a.k.a mysharah.
hahs.
fun lah study with her.
ohhhhh i LOVEEEEE YOU LAH MAI !
hahas.

oh , and she hates it wen i give her dat seducing stare.
hahs.
teh more she hates it , the more i love doing it. :D

150307'.
went out with kae , midek and maiii. (:
to sum up teh day .
it was FABULOUS !
hahs.

gg out with three of your ghurlfrens.
shopped.
bought a dress and a tee.
and i lovee teh words on my tee. :D
bought mrs field cookies.
yummmmy cn?

hahs.
THANKS LAH YOU THREE FER THE WONDERFUL DAY !
SYGGG KRNG !

160307'.
went for dmly dance today.
and YES , i LOVE my dayang qirana's atitude today.
dey were punctual , dey were disciplined and dey improved ALOT. (:
now , im starting to love this dance.
<3 you dancers ! (:

okay den. i shall stop here.
toodles ppol.

p.s : loking forward to tmrw's outing. (:
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IZAYANI : aites ! (: shall link you up cutecute ghurl ! hahas. ;)

2007-03-14T00:24:00.000-07:00

DEAR DIARY ,

when i see your smile , tears roll down my face.

140307'.
I SUPER LOVE MY KWN KWN !
looking forward to the two saturdays outing.

okay ,
thats it !
hahahs.

:Dtoodles ! (:

p.s : myLOVE , will you still be with me next year? LOL. and charles , stop making me blush ! (:
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MY BF : hahahahahahahs ! yah true true. ishk adilah adilah. you mmng nk kene REMBAT man. watch out ! ahahhas ! i LOVEEEEE YOU TOO DARLS ! :D
TUKIMAM : ewah ewah ! ahahas. insya'allah ! :D

2007-03-09T21:16:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

someday we'll go dancing on the moon.

090307'.
im VERY happy today.
hahas.
cos firstly , about teh RED BAG case ,
i WON !
wahahhaaha.

firstly ,
my dad was damn pissed abt this matter lah.
so he asked me for mamathia and teh principal's email addy.
he wanna complain and stuff.

den i asked mamathia.
sumhow , she felt a lil scared.
hahas.
den she asked me follow her to the staffroom to call my father.
( oh , she was so called tryign to SCARE me . but sadly , iwasnt even one percent scared. )
so my dad didnt pick up teh fone. he was in a meeting or somethng.
den she called my mum..
and amazingly , my mum scolded her.
and so , she den allow me to use teh bag.
hahs.
AMBIK KO !

after skool . we had the interclass street soccer thingy.
i was pushed by iskandar .
and was rembat by a ball accidentally.
hahas.
pain lah .
nvm lahhs.

my class against 4n3 , we drawed. 0-0
so we had a rematch.
we still drawed. 1-1.
hahs.
so we had a penalty shoot.
4n3 scored.
5n1 didnt.

hisham felt very bad.
for not scoring.
den he asked how my leg was.
awwws.
hahas.

FINE-N-ONE.
its okay if we lost.
its just a game.
we did play our best.
and im sorry for being so BAD in soccer.
hahas.
i CANT play soccer lah.
anyway , the game was fun though.
so , yeah .
hisham CHEER UP !
hahas.

100307'.
so today.
im quite sadddd lah.
theres teh dancework competition. cum ali's open house.
and i CANT go for both.
reason?
WORK.

mannn.
i do love work.
but somehow i LOVE DANCE even more. :(
oh well , the goodthing is i get to meet my beloved ikea collegues.
teh bad thing is * okay you noe wad the bad thing is *.

so guess i better get ready and changed for work.
toodles !
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FARIZA : hahahs. MY HOTTTT MAMA ! loveeee youu ! (:
MELVIN : hahs. okay dokes ! (:
TRA PARTNER : hahas. yeahs man. thnks lah ! sygggg you ! (:
HUDA : hahas. 136 136. aites. shall link you up .
ADILAH : hahas. NO NO NO ! you flirt with HEr . i just noe it okay ! hmphs ! hahahahs. :D
FARAH : hahas. what ?

2007-03-07T05:52:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

it started when we were younger , you were mine.

070307'.
okay.
somehow , i cried yet i laughed so much today.

my first hourandahalf in skool SUCKED.
yes may i emphasise the word SUCKED?

GRR.
frstly ,
ive got a fcuking unreasonable form teacher.
who scolded me for bringing my red bag.
saying i attracting attention ,
den you wan me to chnge my bag by tomorrow.
ehh hello ?
you think money drop from teh sky arhs?
you gimme money lah.
den you go again , talking abt earrings and stuff.
den you tried to threaten me by saying you wanna call my mother and stuff.
eh , CALL LAH
andyes , you did call my mother.
even my mother gave you a *mls nk lyn* reply.
you are seriously made up of CRAP + BULLSHIT.
den you complained to rafi ?
HAHS.

i hated you before.
budden , i stopped my hatred towards you.
but now?
you make me hate you AGAIN.
and EVEN MORE.

yes , you are none other then MRS THIAGAYSON !

seriously , mind your own business and get outta my life.
THANKS !

oh anyway , im still bringing my red bag tomorrow.

had lessons.
blablablabla.

after skool mly dance.
okay .
today mly adnce was quite okaylah.
wasnt DAT bad.
though , the last part when cikgu changed our positions pissed me off a little.
lyke , last minute changes.
aiyohhhh.

okay shar.
wake up.
adapt to the new changes.
SYFFFF BEBEH !
hahahs.
okay . i tink im nuts.
oh well , who cares ? (:

anyway .
wen i reached home.
brought up teh RED BAG matter to my mum .
and seriously , MY MUM ROCKS LAH !
ahhahahas.
the methods she asked me to use to lyek SABO mrs thia rocked.
really damn funny.
i love you mother.
you really made my day. (:

and and.
not forgetting to mention .
my beloved .
hayati , nadiah , adilah , hazwanie , jannah , dania , diana , syakilla and my HOT MAMA ( fariza ).
THNSK FOR REALLY MAKING MY DAY IN MLY DANCE TOO.
SYGG KRNG ! (:

okay den readers.
till here.
toodles ! (:
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TRA : hahas. ive told you. ahahs.

2007-03-06T06:31:00.001-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

she'll never love you lyke i do.

050307'.
ORAL SUCKED.
i seriously SCREWED it.

okay wait.
i dun tink i screwed it.
i talk so many things.
but dat teacher didnt hear a single shit lah.
wtf?
asking me a question , wen ive already answered the question lyek before?
GRR.
#$%^#@@$$%

060307'.
had teh interclass street soccer competition today.
okay .
heres the story.
lyke , frstly 5n1 against 3t2.
my class steped inside teh court oready.
den 3t2 , only 1 person went inside.
i guess nizam was pissed cos he couldnt play for his class cos he's one of teh soccer boys.
so , in de end , my class won .
cos 3t2 walked over.

uhmmmm.
lyke , we won by just stepping into teh court.
hahas.

den my class is suppose to challenge 4n3 oso.
but due to the bad weather condition.
the match was postponed to this coming thursday.
hahs.
so yes , my misery hasnt ended yet.

so , till thursday lah.
ill hafta wait.
den ill hafta embarass myself again.

okay ,
SYAKILA and DANIA played damn CUTE lah.
oh oh , not forgetting to mention hassan 4n2.
he is SUPERRRRR ADORABLE !
hahahahs.

and mai ,
your actions just now really left me laughing SO MUCH !
ahhahahas.
you shld noe wad IT is.
;)

okay.
toodles readers. (:

p.s : to my fellow frens who made it to poly , cngrates lahhh. (:
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ATI : hahas. NO PROB lahh. (: i loveeee you too !
GLUCOSE : ahhas. aiyoh you miss me so much arh? smp post tiga kali. hahas. im here im here. still in HOUGANG dun worry ! hahahas. i misss you man !
IDAHH : hahas. yeahs ghurl . missingg youu. and cngrates lah dpt dat media course ! (:

2007-03-04T07:02:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

If you fall I will catch you , ill be waiting .. time after time.

040307'.
HAPPY BDAE SWEETEST ATI ! <3
dah sixteen lah dier..
glad you enjoyed your day.
hahas.

JUFFRI is my SEXY SISSY partner.
hahahshas.

shall not blog more.
due to some reasons. =X

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KAE : hahahahas. thinking back. yahlah. quite true ! :D
TRA PARTNER : hahas. yeahs. pricisely. oh well , all teh best to us ! (:
FARAH : ahahs. woah woah * dier defend cikgu sey. its so rare to get this from kids nowadays. LOL.

2007-03-02T22:41:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

if only i had said what i still i hide.

020307'.
okay.
lyke i mention the punishment i'd get for not attending sports heat.
frstly , scolding from mr suratman.
den we apologised to mr mustafa.
den got another scolding from mrs thia.
we are suppose to BE THERE for teh next sports heats.
haiyohhhhh.
troublesome lah.

okay ,
during pe.
i played street soocer .
i wanna so-called practice for the interclass games whch is coming.
okay ,
firstly.
i suck in it so much lah.
aiyoh, im lyek imagining the embarassment wen im in dat court.
anyway , amazingly , i scored a goal.
wheee.
hahas.
and and ,
the best thing is .
my class is gonna challenge.
3t2 and 4n3.
lyke , uhmmm?
those two classes are made up of soccer players.
my class?
nonee lahh.
aslam cant play cos of his leg injuiry.
aiyoh. all the best shar.
hahas.

physics lesson was SICK.
mr sim and his ACTIONS.
no comments. LOL.

english lesson rocked again.
damn funny.
hahas.
and and due to my class rebelliousNESS , mdm teng said " can you all stop picking on me ? "
ahhahhs. damn funny lah.
she's saying that as though we are bullying her.
we werent teacher.
i noe youre disheartened.
we are just a bunch of students who wan to learn. :D

maths ,
nothign much lah.
oh oh , mamathia is so lame lah.
of her actions towards hisham.
LOL.

after skool , dance.
went back home.
changed.
off to meet dearest hidayah and kae.
went towning.
had fun. :D
saw adilah , lupita , dionne and her fren.
pretty lah those ppol . (:
anyway , i bought a RED dress.
ohhlala. i loike !
den there was dis performance thingy infrnt of fareast.
we stayed there from teh start till the end.
it was funnn.
had dance , beatboxers , percussionist , band , archapella and a supper charming guy who sang on stage. i LOIKE ! :D

MARAKATU. LOL.
den went to teh hg bazaar a while.
and headed home. (:

thanks hidayah and kae darls.
<3

NAS suddenly talked to me abt qok , kok , astro and bingo.
awwws. i miss those tymes.
i miss those ppol.
nas , ajit , ahmad , hendra , syafiq, juffri , aiman and hafizadam.. (:

ADAM is nuts !
current occupation : tatoo artiste.
alamak boy , what you doing lahh.
he has lyke so many tatoos.
asking my opinions abt his tatoos.
you sepet boy.
hahas.
anyway , glad youre atitude havent change lah.

hmmm,
guess dats all fer today.

030307'.
woke up early morning.
o--kay , not THAT early lah.
arnd 12?
hahs.

had mcdonalds breakfast .
( whch is suppose to be my lunch ).
my back and stomach hurts somehow.
i dunnoe why.

anyway ,
me and 5 more dancers gonna perform later.
at tampines west CC.
come down and support if you wan to.
oooohhhh , im getting a lil nervous.
hahas.

and ,
thnks to those darlings who wished me " all the best later " .
syg you all. hahas.

okay den guess ill stop here.
and get ready .
toodles ppol ! (:

p.s : im missing my fellow IKEA collegues . ( pronounced as CO-LICS. as told by mdm teng . LOL ) .
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TRA PRTNER : yeahs. i LOVE you too. hahahas. yeahs she cant. LOL. :D
FARYZA : hahahas. yeaPs. wahh , it'll be a miracle if i get a TWODIGIT for my geog. lets just see for midyear exam. ahhas. take care sweets ! (:
FARIZA : hahas. thanks HOT one. :D
MY BF : hahahas. i LOVEEEE you too ! and yes , i shall REMBAT adilah soon. LOL.
ROSIANI : hahas. hello kembar. thnks ! tc. (:

2007-03-01T05:31:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

turn back tyme.

010307'.
hello MARCH .
goodbye FEBRUARY.

frst disappointing news in teh morning.
GEOG - 5/30.
ahahs.
how cool is that ?

its lyke i got quite good marks fer SS .
and got shit marks for geog.
hail me. (:

den came english lesson.
hahas.
okay. ENGLISH LESSON ROCKEDDDD !
BEST ENGLISH LESSON EVERRR !
laughed SOOOOO much !
awwww i LOVE my classmates.

den came poa .
mama cheah didnt come.
sat with tahir , hanif , hisham ,zairul and not forgetting oh -so blur chairman , NARA !
okay. seriously , we crapped ALOT !
laughed ALOT dere tooo. (:

den end of skool.
me and my other classmates decided not to go for the sports heats.
although we are the officials.
hahas.
one for all , all for one.
o--kay , so im just guessing the punishment im gonna get tmrw.
detention maybe?
any guesses ppol?

den went to the hall.
laughed even more with those BENGS*
and esp BELO.
hahahas. he is soooooooo adorable.

went library den with fitri and hanif.
hahas.
i laughed again MORE.
esp in the library and dat NOISEE * .
LOL.

den yeah , i went home.

few things i'd lyke to mention. :
1. i LOVEEEE MAISARAH OF CLASS 4EE !
2.i LOVEEEE bullying adilah. i think she ROCK lahh. sunshine dear ! (:
3.i LOVE the way fariza dances. oh gosh* she's REALLLLLYYYY SUPERB !
4.FAHRIL BOY , im glad you contacted me after a longgggg tyme. hahas. oh yes , i love crapping with you.
5.im getting quite nervous about the performance this saturday. ohhhhhhh.
and lastly ,
6. hey GHURL* you think you wanna steal her away from me? hahs. " WAIT LONGLONG ! " . youre seriously pissing me off every moment. just an advise , dun go over teh limits yar? who noes , i may just shout to you. and yeah , youre a soft-ghurl , so what ? you think i care? hahs. THINK AGAIN!

okay , till here.
toodles ! (:
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MAIISARAH : i did that oready ! (:
FARIZA : e eh , the hot ghurl lah sey ! hahas. okok. (:

2007-02-27T05:09:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

" you and me till the end " . i guess i was wrong.

270207'.
today.
hmmm. lemme see.
i cried , i smiled and i was pissed.
hahas.

CRIED - joohniam .
why you leaving ?
nara's speech , your speech.
okay lah.
im sad cos lyke youre the lame one , the chubby one in teh class.
gonna miss you dude.
all the best in ite.
take care my one and only LOUDSPEAKER partner. :')

PISSED - mamathia.
your seriously crappy.
scolding me cos i wore a black nametag?
hello ?
you tink i wanna wear that colour nametag?
please lah.
and threatening me by saying " ill ring up mr rafi and tell him you are not wearing teh same colour nametag . "
BILANG LAH KO !

next ,
you scold me for hanging out with ex-students?
you scold me for wearing skool U wenim from skool?
whre's the logic?
mepekkkkkk lahhh kooooo.
den you ask me questions lyke " who are dey ? wad skool are dey in ? how you meet dem ? "
gilerrrr.

HAPPY - i loveeee my classmates.
i got b4 for science.
im very happy lahh.
love layaning dat BELO* guy.
after skool my fellow dance ppol made me laugh alot.
mylonglost fren smsed me . (:

i love my life sumhow.
thnks god. (:

oh oh ,
shopping soon with ghurlfrens.
wheeee *
and i hafta get prezzies fer myBF and mySWEETEST.
bdae lahh . dah 16.
hahas.

okok.
guess ill stop here.
goodnyte ppol .
toodles ! (:
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CHACHA: hahs. okay. but you are?
KAE : of cause lah. hahs.
DANIA : ahhas. siak jer si mamathia. saket hati sey.
QILAH : hahas. hellooooo. i misss youuu !
DAYAH : ahhas.. yeah mann ! we shall go out soon ! :D

2007-02-23T01:30:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

my heart is yours , to fill or burst . to break or bury , or wear as jewellery.

230207'.
past few days .
didnt haf the tyme to update bloggy.
busy studying.
been having commont test.

and yes , im having my last paper on monday.
POA. (:
im gonna make sure i get at least a B3 for this coming poa test.

got back two papers.
english compo and mly.
okay , im glad i passed both. (:

4e' and 5n's had our matsh and geog /history paper just now.
maths was o---kay lah..
but geog sucked?
the frst question esp.
i only wrote 3 lines?

den i went to question 2.
okay question 2 wasnt bad.\
anyway ,
wad would you do wen youve completed your exams?
sleep ryte?
duh*
dats wad i did.
and i was woken up by mamathia 3tymes.
wahhlao.
irritating lah.
disturb my peaceful sleep.
come to me and said " sharifah , haf you checked your work? dun sleep . "
crap lah.
and after the fourth tyme i slept.
she shouted to teh whole class.
" SHARIFAH WAKE UP ! GO TO THE TOILET AND WASH YOUR FACE ! "
wtf?

make her happy , went toilet.
didnt wash my face though.
did up my hair.

hahs.
okay.

guess. ill stophere for now.
better get ready for dance later.
toodles. (:

p.s: kae , dun cry. you'll still be able to meet your collegues outside. smile ! (:
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MAISARAH : i miss you too . remember , after common test ! (:
DANIA : hahs. yeaPs.
DAYAH : yay ! hahas. ive got a dateee. :D

2007-02-19T09:37:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

nothing can compare cause i cant keep my eyes of that guy.

190207'.
work was goood. (:
zaidi's dad picked me and raihanah frm our hses.
and send us to workkk.
thanks zaidi daddy.
hahs.

oh , saw hafiS , zambri and hafiZ.
was glad to see them .
co si miss dem SOO much.
but , uhmm sumhow dere was something unpleasant bout dem.
whch is _____.
dey tried hiding it from me , but i oready saw it.
guess , after graduating from SSS , dey've started dat HABIT.
oh well , who cares?
all i noe is dat , I MISS DEM SO MUCHHHHHHH LAHHH !

hahs.
okay den .
worked.

dat GUY is so adorable yet charmingg.
melts*

hahas.
and dat raziff is once again .
so retarded !
hahas.
cute lah you !

fazli rapped for me and yaya.
hahas.
all i wanted to do was laugh.
but gotta admit , he's not bad.
hahas.

iskandar is still waiting for me to do THAT dare.
AIYOH !
can i lyke dun do teh darE?
hahas. embarassing tau.

anyway , did my physics revision just now.
physics is fine.
on teh other hand , chem SUCKS.
damn , i dun even understand a single shit lah.
GRR.

oh well ,
gonna do up my geog notes tmrw.
and revise my POA.

can i lyke say ,
I MISS SHOPPING !
i MISS GOING OUT WITH MY FRENS !
I MISS DRESSING UP !
I MISS SLACKING AT ESPLANADE AT NIGHT !
I MISS GOING BUGIS !
I MISS MY FRENS . :(

okay , seriously i miss my frens.
oh gosh. :(

hmmmmm ,
guess i shall stop here now.
toodles. (:
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2007-02-18T09:04:00.001-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

does he call you in the middle of the night just to say " baby, i love you ?

180207'.
okay.
work once again rocked.
hahs.

loving it.
laughed so much lahhh.

i hafta dance to some hiphop song to iskandar and fazli.
damn it.
cos i lost a dare?

i cant believe dat freaky Z is my supervisor.
wtf?
fazli is him ?
hahas.
cannot believe.
but true.
hahas.

FARAH ! IVE GOT SO MANY THINGS TO TELL YOU LAH !
hurry come back soon.

oh oh ,
i saw datGUY just now.
he cut his hair and its all black now.
he looked so charming. (:
BUT BUT BUT ,
FORGET it lahh.
dun wanna think bout him.
lyke i said , thinking bout you makes me cry , what more SEEINGyou face to face.
and you haf the cheeks to say hi to me?
yes i did smile at frst.
but ,
:'(
thnks to beloved yaya and yana and zaidi .
thnks for making me smile . (:
SYG KRNG !

dat raziff guy is oh mygosh so CRAPPY.
aiyohhh.
despite him being lame and nonsensical , he still made me laugh so much.
LOL.
crazyguy.

anyway ,
after work went to hg plaza.
slacked dere.
saw sharon , rayhwee , delon .
den saw dalton , his bro and gang.
ate , crapped.
took cab.
den went home .

okay den.
enough fer today.

190207'.
HAPPY BDAE BELOVED NADIAH BF !
and
KAK EMILIA.

enjoy your day today.
and and..
kak emi , i hope you love the cake just now. (:
from us IKEACAFE STAFF to you.

okay den. i shall stop here.
shall get my rest.
and wonder wads gonna happen in work later.
toodles . (:

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TRA PARTNER : hahas. yalah ! crappy movie ! take care ! (:
KAE : hmmm , i WONDER WHO ! hahahas. ;)

2007-02-18T09:04:00.000-08:00

2007-02-17T08:09:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

if you could just give me a chance to tell you how i feel for you.

170207'.
HAPPY BDAE HILMI !
and and.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR ! (:

okay.
so i went for work today.
sumhow , working today ROCKED !
hahas.
frstly , all the staffs on duty are mlys.
and we were lyke SUPER KECOH.
mannnnn , i LOVE my collegues. :D

dear farah is sick/.
so she went home early.
poorthing.
get well soon myLOVE.

anyway ,
after work , me and my fellow collegues went to watch EPIC movie.
oh man. dat show was DAMN crappy lah.
hahas.
couldnt stop laughing.
and and
guess who i saw ?
KAE , NADIAH and DANIA.
gorgeous ladies.

anyway ,
after dat slacked at some park in tamp.
played taiti and some fitness thingy.
hahas.
KECOHRABLE !

den went home on a lorry.
zaidi's dad sent all of us home.
hahas.

anyway ,
im glad to hear dat i passed my english compo.
yipee ! :D

imma happy goober today ! :D

hmmmm.
guess ill stop here.
toodles.

P.S : i cant get that ENJIT ENJIT SMUT song outta my head.
damn*
hahas. (:

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IDAHH : wads so funny? crazy ghurl ! hahas.
QILAH : awwwws* ahhas. thanks (: i LOVE you lah. and dat goodnyte msg you send me the previous day , was super SWEET ! (:
FARAH : yes ! GRRS ! GONER GONER GONER ! ehh LOVE , get well soon can?
EDNA : okay. but you are?
FARIZA : ahhas. okok. LOL. take care PRETTAYE YOU ! (:
ADILAH : yipee ! hahas. make sure you think of me eveytime you see it.
TRA PARTNER : hahas. i LOVE you too DARLS ! (:
DAYAH : busy lah cik kak ! hahas. wen are you gonna date me?

2007-02-14T05:35:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

and eventhough we've moved on, it felt so hard to walk away.

140207'.
everyones suppose to be happy today.
why ?
its valentines day.

happy valentines day to the couples , the singles and those who are confused in these kindda love matters.
hahas.

okay, so firstly ,
to whoever gave me those presents.
THANKS :D
i super love each and everyone of dem.

next ,
adilah went gaga over me ! :P
yes ! cos i said dis phrase bout a flower and love.
oh well adilah. :D

next ,
hanif seriously makes me smile everyday.
am so glad to haf him as a fren.
he keeps on singing just so you know song by jesse mcartney to me.
haas.
you rock lah hanif. (:

next ,
to myMONKEY , thnks for that thing you did.
its super sweet and im super touched.

next ,
to dat GUY .
i dunnoe why whenever i think of you , i cry.
it just breaks my heart lah.
you shld noe why.
whatever ! grr.

next ,
mly paper.
basically , i screwed teh paper lah..
and im so ready to get criticise by rafi bout my sentence structure.
bring it on . (:

next ,
happy bdae KAE darls.
im a VERY happy ghurl on the 10th of feb.
form teh very start , to the very end.
i love my frens. (:

next ,
im seriously into the song walk away.

next ,
mly dance practice just now .
sumhow sucked and rocked.
me , wanie and hairi .
we shall just ignore about just now.
lets just be patient.
and see teh end result. (:

next ,
im having my social studies paper tomoro.
and im playing the com now.
so , i better go offline soon.

next ,
i shall finally reply my fellow taggers.
sorry for the late reply.

till here.
toodles.
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FARYZA : thnks . btw , are you fareeza or fariza? hahs. confused * anyway , take care PRETTY ! cos both of you are. (:
MIZA : hahs. yeahs i saw you too that too . (:
TRA PARTNER : hahs. i shall dance the tra thingy to you in private. ;)
NADIAH : 3 words. i LOVE you . (:
SHAHIDAH : aites. (:
RAIHANAH : hahas. okok. (:
DIANA : ahhas. sure. yes yes , dayang qirana rocks. (:
RAIHANAH : i miss you too darls.
SILLYLALA : yeahs. miss you too gorgeous. (:
DR SYAH : glucose , happy valentines day. (:

2007-02-02T04:36:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

why arent you here with me?

020207'.
HAPPY BELATED BDAE NUR HIDAYAH BTE MANAN .
me and the ghurls made you cry yesterday huh?
hahas. i LOVE youu lah sayang ! (:

okay ,
this week has been HECTIC !
staying back everyday for mly dance.
im quite elated as the week is finally over.
hahs.
luckyyy.

tmrw gonna haf musical nyte.
gonna be dancing .
performing an MD item.
ghurlfrens coming , most guyfrens coming too.
wheeeeeeee*
give me support horr ppol !
hahas.

okay den.
to dat ghurl,
i seriously dunnoe you were liddat.
until today , ive seen your true colours.
up to you lah wanna show attitude.
all i noe is dat you have really made a few ppol really PISSED with you.
please lah , if youre unhappy with something .
voice out lah.
oh well , gasak ko lah anak !

finallly i get to see mrhotguy tmrw.
oh welll.

till here.
toodles !
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ATI : <3
KAE : so am i dear ! :D
MY BF : uh huh ! i REALLY love you ghurl ! i mean boy , i mean.. uhmm ! hahash.
ADILAH : ahahhas. yeahs ! you rock my life sunshine ! (:
IDAHH : hahas. hello midekkkkk ! :D
RAIHANAH : you just rock ! :D
JUFREEK : hahahas. sukerr dier !
RAIHANAH : hahas. tkmo lah. malu lah i ! hahas ! miss youu lahh !
YANPING : hahas. okay ! tc too !

2007-01-26T05:49:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

i could be your favourite girl . now wouldnt that be sweet ?

260107'.
HAPPY BDAE ASLAM.

I SUPER LOVE MY MLY DANCERS !
SYG KRNG BNYK BNYK ! (:

i SUPER LOVE MAISARAH AND HAYATI !
SERIOUSLY. <33

ADILAH ,
youre my SUNSHINE.
always making me laugh ! (:

BF NADIAH .
youre LOVELYYY lahhh. <33

HAZWANIE DARLS .
YOU ROCK ! (:

KAE , MIDEKK , SYIRIN , JUFFRI , FARKHAN , NAIM.
HIPHOP COMPETITION !
WE CAN DO IT !
CLIQUES <3

okok.
dah tu jer.
toodles ! xD

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JAHAN : ahhas. yah i noe. hanif told me bout it. you doing it ? hahas.

2007-01-25T02:27:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

you got dat perfect skin , dat perfect smile.

250107'.
i didnt go skool today.
SICK lah.
but im feeling much better now.

got to noe mamathia didnt go skool oso.
lyke haha?

okay.
i SERIOUSLY LOVE DANCE.
and.
FALLOUT BOY.

and im soooooo addicted to teh song.
sweet escape , through teh glass and this aint a scene , its an arms race.

okay , ill stop now.
wanna go studyyy.

oh im seriously pissed.
cos my main com is spoil !
and now i lyek hatfa use my bro's laptop.
which im sooooo not used to.

GRRS !

okay den .
toodles !

p.s: mom ! hurry up and come back. i cant stand eating mcdonalds everyday.
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KAE : yeah ! benji rocks ! :D
DAYAH : yeahs ! i misss youuu SOOOO MCUH too. somebody turning 17 soon lahhh. :D
NADIAH : ahhas. YEAPS ! he does. hahas. baek baek. :D
FARAH : ok ok , farah rocks ! :D
TRA PARTNER : hahas. yay ! i love my tra partner too. :D
SYAH : ahhas. DUNWAN ! :P
HIID : hahas. cmon bebeh ! :D
FARAH : updateD ! hahas.

2007-01-15T05:58:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

theres nothing i wanna do den to spend my lyfe with you.

150107'
BENJIIIIIIIIIIII WON LAHHHH !
I LOIKE !
hahahs.
ive been supporting him since day one of so yout hink you can dance.
and and.
he shld win cos he's a REALLY SUPERB dancer.
and wade robson !
ohhhlala.
he is soooo hot.
his dances are GREAT lah !
and fergie and ciara too.
another two hotstuffs !

hahs.

okok.
so had skool today.
i almost doze off during rafi's lesson/
superr tired lah.
and sitting beside suzie is much fun !
hahas.
she's sooo cute.

okay.
so ive got nothing much to update.
skool is lyke normal.
sum sec 2's are weird.
calling my name whne i dun even noe dem.

blablabla.
till here.
toodles !

P.S : and i hate farah . she's making me jealous every single day as she gets to see mr hot ikea guy ! HMPHS ! haas !
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KAE : hahas ! yeahs you too ! we sure enjoyED it alottt ! :D wheeeee* we shld do dis kindda stuff more often.
ANI : hahas. heyys ! thnks for tagging ! LOVE*
MY BF : wheeeeee* yeahh ! i loiiiike my bf lahh ! SHE ROCKS ! :D
SYAH : hahahs. aper sajer ! wheeeeeee *
FARAH : ahhahs. :P /
AHMAD : hahahas . kucing ! CUTE ! ahmad dahh 17 arhhh ! ahahas.

2007-01-13T06:49:00.001-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

you can gimme extra credit baby , id do more work.

130107'.
HAPPPY BDAEEE TO MY THREE DARLINGS !
SYIRIN , AHMAD and ALIF !
dahh tuer arh krng !
hope you ppol enjoy your bdaes !

hahas.

okay.
yesterday .
went to teh JAM AND HOP thingy at SP.
KAE SANG WITH TAUFIK BATISAH !
HER VOICE ROCKED .
IM DAMN PROUD OF HER.
TAUFIK HUGGED HER !
GRRRS !
Ehh , TAUFIK QUITE HANDSOME LAHH.
hahas.
KAE IS ONE HAPPPPY GHURL !
OH AND I LOVE MUTTONS.
hahahs.
newaes, the " CONCERT " thingyy.
it FRIGGIN ROCKS LAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
I FRIGGGIN ENJOYED IT SOOOOOO MUCH !
I SUPERRRR LOVE KAE , MIDEKKKK and SYIRINN !!!
DANNNNNNNNNNNNNCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
I LOIKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKEEEEEEEEEEEE !

oh oh oh ,
and not forgetting HOT GUY IN WHITE ! ( AHEM! MAI ! )
LOL !

okay.
and tooday.
went for work orientation.
tot it would be boring.
buttttt it was fun !
saw another charming ikea guy !
hahahahahs.

so now wen i go to work.
ill look forward to looking at the HOT IKEA GUY and the CHARMING IKEA GUY !
ahhahas.

okay den.
i better go offline now.
working morning shift tmrw.
tooodles ! :D
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ATII : I LOVE YOU MOREE BEBEH ! :D
TRA PARTNER : haahhas ! yeahs ! lets TRA TRA TRA ! WHEEEEE* SYG YOU ! :D
RAIHANA : e eh , TKMOLAH ! MALU LAH SAYER ! ahhahahs ! :D
FARAH : HAAHAHS ! DUNN ! SHYYY*
JUFREEK : JUFFRIIII !!!! ahhas ! BOOO !!! :D
KAE : SHARIFAHHH !!!! hahahahs. :P

2007-01-13T06:49:00.000-08:00

2007-01-10T07:03:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

there's no one else sweeter than you.

100107'.
HOMEWORK HOMEWORK and MORE HOMEWORK.
sheesh*

i hate mly homework the most.
we are suppose to do some stuff about the article in berita harian.
and teh thing is , i dun even understand teh first sentence of the paper.
can you believe it ?
dats how sucky my mly is.
seriously !
NO ONE can help me !

hahs.
okay ,
so today is beloved hafizah gorgeous bdae !
happy bdae ghurl.

i guess i better go start CRACKING my brains to try and understand the whole article.
oh god , save me.
toodles !

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IDAH : hahahas. yeahs ! im soo excited too. you cant come the SP thingy uhhhs ? :(
FIQAH : yeahs ! super nyce songggggggggg ! ohhlala !
DIYANA : awwws ! i miss my diyana too ! thnks ! <3
RAIHANA : ahhhhhh ! dun make me jealous lah. ahhas. scrambler? ohhhlala , boleh lah dier antar aku alek ! hahas. :D
FARAH : OI ! aper hayal2? hahs !
MY BF : ahhas. AWWW ! LOVE YOUU LAHHH ! <333

2007-01-07T06:34:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

i try to beat you but youre so hot that i melted.

070107'.
today is much better.
not thinking bout yesterday's quarrel with my mum.
dad and sis made me feel SO SO SO mcuh better.
i love you two ! <3
i really do. (:

oh.
sis met into an accident today at cte.
okay , it isnt serious lah.
i mean , the damage for teh car is SERIOUS.
the back part , license plate is uhmm broke? and bent.
but thank god , my sis is finee.
alhamdullilah ! (:
my dad has sent the car for repair.
getting it tmrw i tink.

okay.
so i had work today..
finally i got to see my ikea collegues. (:
they really put a smile to my face.
blablabla.
okay , so after work .
me and farah decided to get an ice cream for ourselves.
so we walked sum long route down to teh cafe.
hahs.
and guess wad? guess waD?
i SAW MR HOT IKEA GUY.
and he looked at me too.
ohhhlala.
melts*
hhahas.
farah was lyke giving me the " please-lah-shar face "..
ahahahs.

okay. so we exited ikea.
decided to go compasspoint.
wanted to get myself a new sony ericson earpiece.
cos i lost mine.
DAMN SAD LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
and guess wad? the thingy cost 88 bucks.
wahhlao. :(

okay.
so went home lah.
oh i forgot to mention ,
i pampered myself with claypot tomyam noodels from sakura today/
its damnnn nyce lahhhhhh !
shiok mann ! hahahs.

okay.
so, yeahs.
dats my day.
gotta go now.
hafta pack my bag for skool tmrw.
toodles ! (:

p.s : K.O.K , i SUPER MISS YOU TOO ! (:
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SOMEONE : yeahs.. thnks ! (:
IDAHH: hahs. yeahs i am now. thnks ! (: and and , midekkk's a rich lady now ! got pay oready uhh !
DANIA : yeahs ! thnks makcik-ku. had a great tyme chatting with you tadi. abt those love stuff. really sad. but , relaxs aites ? <333
SILLYLALA : hahs. thnks ! im chilling now. miss you too gorgeous ! (:
QILAH : ahhas. relaxing. (: do you happen to noe how much i miss you ? and our long long TY chats ! <3

2007-01-06T05:33:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

trapped in your heart.

060107'.
had sec 1 orientation today.
my legs hurt so much.
due to yesterday's activities.

24 ppol joined MD.
not bad lah.
hope those who join will come for teh practices.
unlyke some ppol , who join md den dun turn up in the end.

okay.
so blablabla.
went cp/
ate at sakura.
its been lyke so long since ive been there.
yeahs. had lunch with my fellow dancers.

den met mai and 2 netballers..
salcked a while.
den headed home.

bathed den slept.
damn tired lah.

working tmrw.
happy dat ill get to see my collegues again.
sad cos i dunnoe how im gonna handle it.
its lyke. my legs are aching so much.
and ive gotta stand all day.
DAMN*

okay.
so lastly.
feeling quite F* up lah.

mum accused me of stuff.
fcuk lah.
ARGH*
okay whateverlah. call me a liar , call me poor . call me rude. call me a bitch. whatever you wan.
only god noes wad REALLY happened.
and so if i dun talk to you for days.
den dun go up to dad and say im rude and stuff/
its dat i just DUN WANNA TALK TO YOU !
and im avoiding more misunderstandings.
so you live your lyfe , i live mine.
youve always been saying teh doctor gave you teh wrng baby and stuff.
youve always been saying you but thinking back. wen you neededwanna throw me on the streets and pick a new ghurl to be your daughter.
help.
wen you were in hsopital and stuff.
who haf been teh one who will help you with stuff?
i guess that you forgot the person is . uhmm me?
so yeahs , whatever mum.

i still got dad , sis and bro who'll support me no matter what.
and i love dem truck loads !

toodles !
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MAISARAH : ahhas. okay banggg ! LOL.
FIQAH : hahs. yeahs i saw you too ! :D pretty pretty ! (:

2007-01-05T04:37:00.002-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

babyboi ?

50107'.
uhmm.
happy bdae to someone.
yahs.
dat ghurl whom USED TO BE super darn close to me.

okay.
im DAMNM tired lah.
gonna sleep soon.
* yawns *
why so ?

frstly , i had pe.
had to do excercises .
den jumping up and down lyek a fool.
and den run.
damn..
its been lyke SO LONG since ive run and stuff..
my legs are aching so much now.
den after dat i had mly dance.
had to dance 5 tymes for those sec 1's.
wtf lah.
lyke 5 tymes? why cant they just see us on one go ?
f* up.

okay.
so after dat.
had to stay back.
to design some mly dance posters for teh orientation tmrw.
had a few laughs.
with my dancers.
awwwws*
i LOVE dem.
and oso MAISARAH ! (:

okay , den we headed home lah.
after all dat.

yeahs.
i had a BAD day with oreo bubuteh today.
shall not mention it.
embarassing.
only mai noes. :D
sssshhhhhh horr !

okay den.
guess ill stop now.
super tired.
goodnyte readers !
toodles ! (:

p.s: i miss my ikea collegues ! :(
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FARAH : okay.
IDAHH : wassup with the grrrr?
RAIHANAH : alalalala. okok. will link you soon !
DIDI : ehh happy feet ! hahas. ko tk blng aku ko peh url. abeh ko nk suruh aku link ko ? ko belo lahhh! LOL !
QILAH : (:
DANIA : hahahs. eyahs . i saw my makcik too ! thnks makcik for helping me ! syggg youu ! :D

2007-01-05T04:37:00.001-08:00

2007-01-05T04:37:00.000-08:00

2007-01-03T07:43:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

and you told me the reason why i should stay . (:

030107'.
heloooo .
frst day of skool.
uhmm. its been lyek a really long tyme since i wore my uniform.
so its kindda weird wearing one.
hahs.

so frst day was boring?
uhmm.
we practically sat in teh hall teh whole tyme listening to nonsense BROKEN-ENGLISH talks by rafi.
mannnnn. how boring is dat ?
i lyke slept half the tyme.
and the other half was just keeping myself awake by chatting away.

aliff showed me his finger.
gosh*
its so disgusting./ poor him !
hope it'll heal soon.
oh den there was oso the talk by mr yeo.
uhmm.
we were lyke suppose to wrte down our targets and stuff.
and wad career choices we wanted.
i wrote banker /accountant.
i got high hopes.
LOL.
i sure hope ill achieve it .
hahs.
if i dun get it , being a dancer is good enough.
hahs.
or maybe ill lyke be stuck to ikea sellign hotdogs !
omggg ! NOOOOOOOOOO !
hhas.
newaes, it was fun lookign at my frens career choices.
form , music managers to soccer coach , doctors to pilots , architecture to phycologist .
hahas.
hope my fellow frens will get wad they wanna be . (:
den ill haf lotsa frens fom diff departemnts.
so exciting !
aahhahs.

okay.
yah so after skool .
we headed to hg mall.
bought my stationery stuff.
and oso my oreo bubuteh !
ahahs.
i miss it so much !

yeahs ,
and so we went home.

lets see wad's in store for us ppol tmrw.

oh , and i hate it wen im lyek informed bout things last min.
lyek mlydance.
damn lah teh teacher.
inform us so late.
fcuked up lah.
lyke , how you expect us to get ready a dance in lyke ONE DAY ?
assssss.
GRRS !
lucky for me , kae and hidayah coming down tmrw to help.
hmmmm.
sometymes , it just sucks being teh chairman.
you hafta lyke make sure the dance goes well and stuff.
and it sucks more wen youre left with so little tyme.
GRRRS !
good luck shar.
anyway , will be passing down my post to one of the sec 4's dis coming saturday .
(: congrates __________ *

aint telling who yet !
wait till sat !

okay den.
till here.
toodles ! (:
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FARAH : HEH?
QILAH : thnks sis ! MISSING YOU LOADS !
DANIA : i oso didnt see you ! i didnt se my makcik today !! :( NVM , i shall open my eyes big big to find you ! hahas. (:
MY BF : ahhahs. yeahs ! saw you too ! whheeeeee* lets not seperate form each other for so long nimore ! hahas. syggg you ! :D

2007-01-02T07:32:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

flames to dust , lovers to frens.

020107'.
okay.
so , today i went out with kae and midekk.
oh man , i miss dat midek ghurl.
hahas.
yeahs , so finally got to see her before skool reopens.
we went to escape.
ahhahas.
yeah , it was FUN !
met up with juffri , alip giggs , acai , arip and arip;'s fren dere.
mannn, its been lyek so long since i wen tout with dis peeps.
hahs.
alip giggs is still damn retarded.
makign me laugh all teh way .
acai , dat guy .
still as handsome lah.
juff is still with his weird eyes.
arip and fren. uhmm.
dunnoe them dat much lah. FULLSTOP !
hahas.

okay.
so later on arnd 7 we belahED from dat place.
me , kae and midek had our fav ice cream.
ben and jerry.
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
the chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream is sooooo HEAVENLY !
hahas.
kae had the same flavour as me.
but midek had teh chocolate fudge thingy.
wahh sey.
heavenly oso lahh !
hahahas.

ok.
so after dat we slacked arnd whitesands a whle.
me and midekkk bought sum stuff.
den settled in teh library.
ahhas.
tired lahh.

den we headed home lah.
wanted to go shopping but uhmm.
were not dress for it .

so , another day for shopping yar ghurls?
wen we get our pay dat is !
and we can get MORE and MORE heavenly ice creams.
coffeebean for our next outing would oso be fine !
hahas.
love you two !
SYGGGGGGGGGGGG SKALI !
hahas.

im missing my hidayah manan so much ! :(
ouh yeahs , ive got to noe recently , one of my fren is a TWO-FACED BITCH.
kalo ko teraser mmng bagus arhs.
and and , specialfren* thnks for makng me smile everyday without fail ! (:
sygggg you !

oh , tmrw skool is starting.
im excited cos fo teh fact dat im going to see my frens !
but i hate it wen ive gotta get back to stressing myself in studies.
O level babe !
GRRS !

okay den.
till here.
toodles readers ! (:
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SYAH : ahhahahahahhas ! idiot ! xP . hotdogs are gooood ! LOL !
KAE : ahhhas. yeahs ! :D :D :D
FARAH : glad you noe dat.
DANIA : ahhas. eyahs ! can see my makcik ! :D lovelove you too !

2007-01-01T06:12:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

my average-ordinary-everyday superhero <3

010107'.
HAPPY NEW YEAR PPOL !
well its tyme to say goodbye to year 2006'
and welcome a brand new year , 2007.

year 2006 really brings me alot of memories.
from super sweet ones to those really bitter ones.
well , guess its lyke tyme to forget the past.
and think of the future.

im really looking forward to 2007.
uhmm cancel teh O LEVEL part.
hahas.

okok.
so to my readers.
may you ppol haf a wonderful 2007.
god bless ! (:

hahas.
okay./
so lemme talk abt yesterdays outing .
reached home at arnd 3.30am.
den slept at arnd 5+.
woke up at 9+.
yeahs , i slept for lyke only 4 hours?
sadd.
cos i had to go work.
hahs.
i kept yawning during work.
and teh thingy is dere were lyke SO MANY PPOL !
omg.
arent sporeans sick and tired of ikea?
or shld i say , arent they sick and tired of ikea hotdogs?
hahs. guess NOT !
okok.
back to yesterday.
hahs.
went out with syirin and kae.
oh gosh , i SO LOVE these two ghurls.
uh-huh.
you will NEVER get bored wen youre arnd dem.
layaning syirin's nonsense and kae's crazy attitude .
okok.
so we went down to the hiphopaganda thingy.
the strating was quite broing lah.
so went to eat long john.
blablabla.
returned back to that place.
wahlaooo.
so many mats lah !
oh , firman was dere too.
yeahs so we sat with dem.
hahs.
KECOHRABLE lah their grp.
but really fun ppol lah.
i super love teh gig thingy later on.
den we had dis so called dancefloor thingy.
so we dance dance dance lyek mad ppol.
the place was pack with dancers lah.
form hiphop ones to those clubbing ghurls.
hahas.
imagien hwo fun it was.
oh not forgetting to mention , there ALOT and i mean ALOT of HOT guys !
ohhhlala ( jealous mai ? i saw many hot guys tau ! xP )
imagine you dancing , you turn right hotguy A , you turn left hotguy B , you look infrnt hotguy C and you turn back hotguy D.
ahhahhas.
was suppose to go esplanade to see the fireworks.
but us three ghurls were to caught up in dat hiphop thingy.
so yeahs , we missed teh oh-so-beautiful fireworks.
oh who cares ! i hell did enjoy myself.
so thats teh main point ryte? to enjoy yourself.
deres one part wen i didnt enjoy though.
the part wen teh idiotic bangladeshi person wanted to get closer to me?
ehh , fcuk you lah.
lyke , you shaking your thangs'.
fcukign disgusting lah.
i noe lah you oso wanna party.
countdown.
but still , dun ever get your body near me again.
ASSHOLE . WAIT LONGLONG LAH DEN I DANCE WITH YOU.
LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG..
thank you ! (:
eek , you really disgust me !
oh , lucky for me firdaus blocked him from us 3 ghurls.
those guys really took care of us .
thnks guys. (:
and one of his guyfrens even punch dat bangla guy ?
hahs. poor thing lah.
bt STILL.

oh , dere was this certain someone.
firman's fren lah.
really caught my attention lahh.
he's lyke really charming.
and he dances lyek so FRIGGIN nyce.
hahas.
HEY , i dun lyke him okay.
he's just lyke one of those ppol whom you adore for a MOMENT.
you impress me boy !

hahas.
ok.
so i love everything abt yesterday.
THNKS KAE/SYIRIN , FIRMAN AND GANG !

till here.
toodles ! :D

p.s : i sumtymes do feel lyke a bitch. oh well . :D
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DIYANA : hahas. i miss my diyana too ! wo ai ni ! hahahs ! <33
DANIA : hahas. thanks for tagging makcik-kus ! hhas. <33
MAISARAH : ahhahas. okok . jom ! wen wanna go out and see hotguys again? hahas !
KAE : hahas. yeahs ! GOD BLESS YOU ! :D

2006-12-27T09:30:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

i promise i will.

271206'.
didnt go for MD today.
sorry ppol.

later on ,
had work.

i go in for work.
had to layan dis riduan's nonsense.
hahash.
but he damn funny lah.
RIDUAN the PERVERT ROCKS !

hahas.
den blablabla.
damn slack lah today.

closing tyme.
we finished early today.
yusni saved me an ice cream.
in fact he saved everyone an ice cream.
and and , he allowed me to take home teh muffin.
yippee !
THANKS YUSNI.

cleaned the outside area with david.
havoc lah he.
hahas.
blasted techno songs.
den shouted here and dere.
ahahas.
i was lyke " SHUTTUP LAH DAVID ".
den him " CANNOT LAH SEXY ! CME DANCE TECHNO ".
hahas.
den some cashiers were lyke looking at us.
MALUUUUUUUUU !
oh , he drew a doraemon with the mop.
and amazingly , customers saw the doreamon on the floor and didnt step on it.
hahas.

due to my clumsyNESS , i almost kissed ken today.
den moon and limei was lyke " WEEWIT ".
LOL. nonsense.
den i also almost banged into a dusbin.
hahas.
i seriously dunnoe what's gotten into me.
DAMN malu lah.

i didnt see DAT cashier today..
dang* :(
instead i saw his fren.
hehs.

oh i havent mention.
dat oh-so kind taxi driver.
since it was raining so heavily.
a taxi driver gave me a free ride to ikea.
so nyceee lah.
THNK YOU MR TAXI-DRIVER !
GOD BLESS !
ahhas.

oh and after work ,
i had a free taxi ride home by aunty jenny's husband.
THNKS AUNTY JENNY'S HUSBAND ! (:
GOD BLESS !

ahhahs.
okok.
guess ill stop now.
toodles ! (:

2006-12-26T09:37:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

one , youre lyke a dream come true . two , just wanna be with you .

261206'.
hello hello.
im off today ! :D

went out with hidayah , zulkarnain and din.
suppose to go escape.
den plan cancelled cos it was raining the whole day.
yes its still raining now.
can you believe it ?

yeahs , so we went out shopping.
i finished buying my christmas presents.
and ive given them to the recipients. LOL.

haha s.
ok.
so blablabla.

tmrw deres mly dance practice.
and oso work.
wahhh. pnat leihx. cnfrm.

oh oh ,
i still cant believe SHE treated HIM liddat.
seriously.
dats so friggin bad lahhh.
GRRS.

and .
i keep on bumping into syahmi.
i tink me and syahmi are fated to be together.
SOULMATES !
hahahahhas.

ouh ouh ,
i tink im kindda attracted to dat CUTE ikea cashier.
alamak. handsome lahh he.
LOL.
farah shld noe who .
:D

okok.
guess ill stop now.
toodles ! :D
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KAE : hahas. we've already talked bout it. (:
GLUCOSE : HELOOOOO ! hahahas. you and cynthia3. aiyoyo ! hahas. ive updated lahhhh !

2006-12-24T09:59:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

all i want for christmas is you.

241206'.
off today.
xmas eve.
went out with maisarah and farah.
ohhhh i LOVE those two.
suppose to shop for bags.
but in de end.
only mai did.
i didnt find any of the bags attractive.
lyke none of dem drew my attention.
yeahs , so i guess ill stick to my puma bag.
which i OH-SO-LOVE.

hahs.
yeahs.
den i bought christmas gifts.
yipeee !
though im not done with my xmas shopping.
still nid to buy for 2 more ppol.

okay ,
so orchard was darn crowded.
ishk.

hmmmm.
farah had to leave early.
so only me and mai were left..
den we went starbucks.
had the chocolate chip frappuchino ( okay , i dunnoe how to spell it lah ).
it was mmmm mmmmm delicious.
oh did i mention?
mai seduced my straw.
hahahahas.
oh yeahs , she's GOOOOOOOOOOD at dat.

LOL.
den after dat we went back hg.
walk arnd a while.

den went back.
i wanted to be home by 10.
cos there's love actually.
my all tyme FAVOURITE love movie.

yeahs .
i watched it for teh 9th tyme today.
and yeahs i did cry a lil.
awwwwwwwwws*
its friggin SWEET lah !
i LOIKE !

okay. to sum up my day.
i had a GREAT one with my darlings.
MAI and FARAH.
thnks ppol !
SYG KRNG !

im just now waiting for the day of sheeny's party and oso the day for countdown.
im pretty sure ill have a blast on that day ! :D

and and.

i MISS my skoolmates lahh.
esp , KOK and mad deen deen ! :(

toodles.

251206'.
MERRY XMAS PPOL !

toodles !
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MY BF : hahas. you'll just hafta wait for weds. hmmm . missletoe, you bring one lah. den we shall do teh necessary stuffs ! hahahas. awwws. i love you too ! :D

2006-12-22T22:31:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

ive been picturing you in my room .

231206'.
AAAHHHHCHOOOOOOOOO !
been sneezing since yesterday nite.
damn . im getting sick.

its raining once again.
oh what's new?

mum's gonna cook rendang today !
yipeee !
rendang i LIKE.
hahas.

working later.
again.

im OFF tmrw.
YAY ME !
LOL.

o----kay , im outta ideas on what to blog about.
guess ill stop here?
sheesh* sharr.

k den.
toodles.
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FARAH : dun work lor.

2006-12-21T22:57:00.001-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

youre another priceless work of art.

221206'.
yawns*
im tired.

slept at arnd 3.
talked to a fren.

im having work later.
i feel so restless.
feel lyke taking an mc.
but ,
nahhhhs.

juff asked me to go to his pit today.
i wish i could.
but i cant.
reason : WORKING.

working is taking alot of my tyme.
oh well.
i need money.
so yeahs.

okay lah.
i guess ill stop here.
toodles !
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DANIA : hahas. yeahs ! the makcik's are richer by 150 dollars ! :D
MIZA : hahahas. thnks kak ! :D

2006-12-20T22:25:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

youre almost here.

191206'.
to sum up the day.
IM PRETTY SURE MAISARAH ENJOYED HER OUTING.
AND SEC 3'S ARE A BUNCHA FUNNNN PPOL LAH ! (:
ohoh. not forgetting FARAHYAU MY LOVE ! <3

201206'.
worked as usual.
ate my favourite daim chocolates.
LOL.
blablablabla.
went home.
mum was lyke
" youve got good news ! "
and she passed me two letters.

FRST LETTER SAID.
GOOD PROGRESS AWARD.
cngratulations on your improvement.
blablablabla.
you will receive 150 bucks as a gift.

YAY ME ! :D

den
SECOND LETTER SAID.
GOOD LEADERSHIP , EAGLES AWARD.
cngratulations on your outstanding performance .
blablablabla.
you will receive 150 bucks as a gift.

DOUBLE YAY ME ! :D

you can collect it in your skool after the 28th.
:D
ive just earned 300 bucks in just two letters.

i love my lyfe.
oh anyway , read my horoscope today .
and dey told me to.

enjoy lyfe. relax.

aint i enjoying it now ?
hahs.

i hafta go christmas shopping soon.
wen wen ?
my schedule's all screwed up now.
grrr.

anyway . guess ill stop now.
wanna eat my mum's cooking now !
toodles.

p.s : im craving for famous amos cookies. guess ill get dem later !

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SOMEONE : hahas. mepek for you lah. i mean , i feel working dere is really tiring lah. but still if your collegues rock , working dere can be an enjoyment. pity you.
SYAH : i noe lah.. AAKBUSH* shemale boncet ! hahahas. you super cute lahh ! :D
CYN'SYAH : hhas. alarh you. ppol praise you say thnk you lah. and its a fact wad ! ;)
ROSIANI : i miss you too ! and ive passed ! see you next year ! ;)
FIQAH : YAY ! hahas. i can see my daughter next year. harap2 pe kiter samer tyme lagik ! :D
GLUCOSE : hahas ! yeahs ! thanks !! :D
DANIA : yeahs i miss you tooo lotsaaaaaaaaaa ! hahas. i can see you next year ! take care darls ! <333
JIJA : hahas. thnks PRETTY ! miss you too ! :D
IDAH : hahahas. woohoo ! i oso dunnoe how i get 2. LOL. i miss my midekkk !
MY BF : hahas. thnks ! i miss my BF too ! ehh , ive got good news for you. remind me to tell you on the next MD practice okay ? <3

2006-12-18T10:49:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

i think i fell in love with the boy on tv.

181206'.
N LEVEL RESULTS.
went skool.
feeling all scared and nervous.
couldnt laugh.
too scared..

teacher said there were quite a number of failures.
my eyes became watery.
i cried for a moment.
den assembled as a class.
slowly one by one took.

it was my turn.
didnt wanna see.
mama thia said " why you look lyke you just finish crying? you'll be happy to look at your paper. you passed ".

den it was.
YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO tyme for me !
hahahahahas.
super happy den.
got 9 points in total.
2 -POA
3- ENGLISH
4 - MLY
4- CMBINE HUMANS
4- CMBINE SCIENCE
4 - MATHS
MERIT - MLY ORAL.
i passed all my subs !
no UNGRADED.
no GRADE 5.
:D
means i got 60 and above for all subs.
hahas. happy.
BUT.
was shocked upon seeing my mly oral , poa , english , cmbine humans and maths grades.
frstly , i was aiming for a 5 for my poa .
but i got a 2. LOL.

MLY ORAL , i talked in broken mly.
lyke i added in english words. and i got a merit. LOL.
was expecting a FAIL or a PASS.
but i got a MERIT.
can you believe it? LOL.

ENGLISH ,
damn disappointed with my result.
didnt tot i would get only 3.
i aimed for a 2. but got a 3.
sigh*

MATHS ,
another disappointing subject.
i aimed for a 3 but i got a 4 .
DOUBLE SIGH*

CMBINE HUMANS ,
i laughed wen i saw my results.
its lyke i didnt do my geog paper at all.
only lyke the frst question?
but i did ALL my social studies questions.
and i got a 4.
LOL.
cannot stop laughing lahhhh.
i got a 4. i did not do my geog. not bad siax !
hahahahas.

oh yah btw to all my frens , thnks for all the wishes ppol !
syggggg krng !

and i became even more happy wen all my cliques in class passed too !
yay ! :D
7 failures from 4n1.
sigh*
gonna miss dem loads !
esp kenny , adam, wen tao and xudong.
theyre really nyce ppol.
i wish dem all the best in ite. :'(

okay.
den after getting our results.
me and my ghurl classmates went out together.
hahas.
now i need not worry bout my results ! :D
yeah s , i had really enjoyed dat outing.
train , pizza hut, arcade , coffee bean , penin , clarke quay . :D
i super super super love you ppol !
thanks darls.
cyn , parz , jiasi , fatimah , shima , yamuna .
<3

okay.
so 191206'.
MAISARAH ! :D
happy bdae darls.
finally you can touch and haf your own ic.
youre 15 now !
hope you willl enjoy the outing later.

LOVE YOU MY CRAZY BABE ! xD

guess , till now lah.
kak arita still owe me chocs ! :D
hahas.
toodles !
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SHALL REPLY YOUR TAGS IN THE NEXT ENTRY.
I WANNA EAT OREO NOW ! LOL.

2006-12-14T20:52:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

lets swim in the ocean of our hearts.

151206'.
hellohello.
i dunnoe why im feeling so cheery all of a sudden.
ahhas.

gonna make another short entry today.
ive seen three teachers in ikea so far.
mrs ajith , miss mollyati and mr ang.
and mr ang laughed at me lah.
wahlaoo.
hahas.

oh yeah ,
dun mind my atrocious blogskin.
theres no blogskin actually.
guess the user deleted it.
damn.
ill get a new blog skin as soon as possible.
aint got the tyme to find one actually.

these few days haf been raining non stop.
sheesh*
cold cold cold.
lucky i havent caught a cold.
YAY ME !

hhaas.
okay/
guess ill stop here.
gonna get changed for work.
toodles.

ouh ouh ,
one more thing.
COUNTDOWN TO N LEVEL RESULTS : 3 days !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
students will hafta report to skool by 2pm.

okay den.
tata.
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ATI : hahas. yeahs . very flooded. you take care too okay ? miss you too ! <3
DANIA : MY TRA PARTNER is yours. TO TRA PARTNER is the idiot tag. cos she tagged something and put her nickname as TO TRA PARTNER. dun worry ! i wont hate you. <3
HELLO : hahas. alright ! thnks for tagging ! (: p.s : you who ?
CYNTHIA : ahhas/ ehh someone say you cute siax. one of my fren. shall tell you soon ! <3
SYAH : hahahahahahs ! your tag is the most funniest one lah ! LOL. SYAH ROCKS ! you take care ! :D
GLUCOSE : GLUCOSE ! whred you go ? hahas. okok. ill ignore these F***ers. :D
SOMEONE : yeahs ! thnks for tagging syg ! :D you tak ecare !
ADILAH : hahahs. i LOVE you loads too ! i wanna shake my booty with you ! <3

2006-12-13T20:36:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

hey school boy , i love it when you call .

141206'.
okay.
work work work.

oh yeah i forgot.
COUNTDOWN TO N LEVEL RESULTS : 4 days !

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
super scared.

so i guess i aint gonna blog too much.
in a rush.
gg work soon.

hmmm.
alalalallalalalala life is wonderful !
LOL.
working in ikea is such an enjoyment.
you'll seriously laugh so much.
esp .
to riduans two BIJI.

hahahahahahs.
okokok.

guess ill stop here.
gonna reply to some irritating taggers who think they noe all about islam.
hahahs. klakar btol arh drng !

okok. toodles !
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JIJA : hahas. kindhearted sweetheart? alarh ! thnks PRETTAYE you ! (:
MY BF : hahas. yeahs i MISS you so much too ! take care !!! syg syg !
DANIA : hello darls ! i miss you tooo ! okok. ill come online when im free ! (:
MY SYG : ehh whre you gg ? alamak. i miss you lah syg . u and cynthia ! you take care okay ? yalah dey care for me so much ! hahahas.
CYNTHIA : aiyah. fcuk care lah dey all. think they noe best. if they noe best let dem be happy lah. lets just sit back and enjoy their lecture ! i miss you gorgeous !
DANIA : hahahas. yeahs ! discount babe ! LOL. <3
TO CYNTHIA : ehh bdh. dun ask my fren shut up lah. wad rights haf you ?
TO TRA PARTNER : hahas. ko gi blajar ugama? biar btol ? you making me laugh. class ugama got teach ppol nag at others? class ugama got ask other shut up ? ehh , nvm lah. continue talking. i love looking at yourself acting dumb. eh wait , youre already dumb ! hahas !
TO EVERYONE : why dun you wanna do a syarahan at a masjid ? why must tag at my blog ? ouhs , bcos no one wanna come if you give a talk isi t? no one wanna give you attention. so being here you gain attention. ouh. now i understand. youre an ASSTALKER who desperately seeks attention..
SHARZFAN : thanks darling ! (:
JIJA : hahas. GOOD ! take care prettaye !
TO SHARZFAN : if you never wear scarf , den why you talking so much ? if youre talking so much , means youre jealous lah. alahai. kesian ko !
TO SHARZFAN : bdk2 skrg? hahas. arent you one?
JUST TO TELL YOU EH : who says arabs dun hafta cover? ehh blind arh ? tsk3 , kesian si dekni. firstly wan attract attention , secondly thinks she's my mother wanna nag2 at me. thirdly she's blind. ehh , youre living sucha sad lyfe. sigh* i pity you. and if i do or dont blajar ugama , wads dat gotta do with you ?
TO SHAR : and youre very very funny. youre the SAME person. yet youre writing different NAMES to tag. lyek TO SHAR , JUST TO TELL YOU , TO EVERYONE. paderhal samer org. hahahs. yah , i show off my breasts to you can ? yahlah. im desperate for YOU ! hhhahas !
CYNTHIA : hahas. dun care her lah. let her be. she lykes tagging my blog. wad to do ?
ROPENGAH FRIEND : hahas.. i noe i noe ! :D hahahahas. MIDEK rocks lah can? syg syg !
MY TRA PARTNER : let her be lah ghurl ! aslkn dier bahagia sua. D.A.S = desperate attention seekers.. (:
-- : yehas. true true.
MY TRA PARTNER : hahas. thnks darls ! (:

2006-12-10T22:38:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

i wanna love you.

111206'.
COUNTDOWN TO N LEVEL RESULT : 7 days.

okay.
so everyday ive been reaching home arnd 2 am.
after work. went for super-late-dinner.
den slacked arnd awhle.
yesterday the yesterday , went hg plaza.
and its lyke so friggin scary lah.
lyke CNB ppol were walking arnd.
catching underaged ppol roaming , smoking and stuff.
my fren was super lucky lah cos she almost lighted one stick.
den the shopowner told her not to.
hahs.

as soon as we saw teh CNB ppol.
we immediately rushed into a taxi.
LOL.

okay.
so yesterday .
we slacked , ate at west plaza.
reached home arnd 230 am.
batehd sleep.

TODAY /
im finally OFF !
* jump for joy *
okay , im lyke suppose to go MD.
but i didnt lah.
overslept.
so sorry ATI , NADIAH .
since i promised you two ill come.
sorry.
and i guess , i dun tink im gg for anymore MD practices until 18th dec.
if i get promoted up to sec 5 den ill come for sure.
if i fail * touch wood * , den sigh*...

life is getting more and more beautiful everyday.
i tend to laugh so much.
not worrying about anyting.
except RESULTS lah.
i love the ppol arnd me.
wonderful2.
ahhahas.

ok.
guess ill stop now.
toodles ! :D
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JUST TO TELL YOU : ehh . jgn nk sibuk lah . aku nyer psl arh. yg ko nk sibuk2 aper hal ? go tell other ikea ppol working in ikea lah. buzz off my life fcuker.
MY BF : hahahas. SORRYYY ! :( i LOVE you too !
JUST TO TELL HIM/ HER : ahahhahahahhas ! THNKS ! LOL. mmng benar.
GLUCOSE : xD !
JUST TO TELL YOU MS SHAR : e eh ko. why you wanna interfere in my lyfe? who teh fcuk are you to tell me wad i can or cant do ? if i wanna show off my breast or if i wanna fcuk with any guy , its my problem wad. jgn nk sibuk2 arh. pala buto. kalo ko dpt pahala , ko fikir aku kisah ? and yeah , im not here to listen to any syarahan. and doesnt mean arab's hafta COVER demselves up. haf you ever been to an arab wedding ? how many ppol cover demselves up ? ehh BODOH , if u dunnoe aniting den dun anyhow say uh.. i AM a muslim, i NOE wad i wanna do. and doesnt mean ppol who wear tudunga re all GOOD ppol. sial arh. uhaf you ever heard of teh MINAH TUDUNG song? you go to any clubs , you'll find some minah tudung dere. who are you ? oh oh , i noe. youre the sialan peh KPO person who thinks she noes everything bout islam rules ! GOODBYE ! (:
SOMEONE : hahahas ! :D
FIQAH : hahahs. tu arh. sialah dektu slh tempat lah nk bagi syarahan. mmng sesat. kekek siak. biarlah fiqah ! syg syg you ! :D
'KHAI : hahahas. thnks khai ! :D

2006-12-08T08:11:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

boy ive got my eyes on you.

081206'.
sorry for teh late reply.
been working .
too tired.

to frens who smsed me saying
DONT OVERWORK.
RELAX.
ENJOY
and stuff liddat.
i will. soon ?

hahas.
and i miss my mly dancers.
ill come this monday.

FARAH is working wimme now.
woohoo.
fun .
now from kecoh bcomes kecoh-ER.
LOL.

working with din and zul can drive me nuts lah.
esp din.
wahlaooo.
taht chipmunk.
the HOTWATER + PENKNIFE team.
LOL.

after work just now.
met up with midek and kae.
so long lah. since ive seen dem.
ate longjohn .
hahs.
super fun lah just now.
i mean , though it wasnt long.
we laughed so much.
awwww.
i <3 dem. (:

okay.
so im lyke tired NOW.
guess im gg offline soon.
sleep lah.

hahs.
10 more days to N level results.
am i gonna cry for joy ? or cry cos i failed?
mannn.

till here.
toodles !
===================================================================
JIJA : miss you too prettaye. (:
ATI + KAE + MIDAH + FARAH : yes yes. she's my cousin? hahs. omg.
FIQAH : i miss you too dear !
MIMI G : hahas. cowghurl per. ehh wait , you are?
JIJA : ahhas. i PROMISE monday i come. PROMISe okay prettaye ! (:
DANIA : okay. (:
NADIAH : you take care okay? get well soon bf. see you monday ! love.
MY SAYANG : yahlah. hahas. my dark eye circle FREAKING bad now. wahlao. hahas. i MISS you lah. wen wanna date me?
ATI : ohh my SWEETEST ! i MISSSS you SO MUCH ! will see you dis monday. i promise ! you take care ! love you lotsa !
DANIA : hahs. ngah updating ni. i miss my makcik dania oso !
KAE : ahhas. yeahs ! and the chat. so kecoh ! awww. i love you too. and please no FAZLI ! EEEW ! hahas.

2006-12-03T21:01:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

theres a light in your eyes.

041206'.
okay.
so yesterday's pit.
tawfeiq's pit lah.
was quite fun lah.
his family is soooooo fun lahh !

i love teh part whre me and farah sat on teh rocks.
omg.
we were lyke a couple.
i was a lesbian for a min.
hahahas.

den it was super funny wen nanaYAU and farkhan tried to skim.
but dey failed lah.
at least dey tried.
hahaas.

den played taiti.
took fotoes.
blablabla.

went home.
tawfeiq dad sent us to parkway parade.
and we had to take 43 home.

and yeah,.
dis is teh part whch was super funny + scaryy.
me and mai.
alighted somewhre in serangoon.
den we happilly took 136 .
and so as the journey goes further ,
we were lyke wondering how come we dun recognise any of teh places.
den trus panic.
hahahahahahs.
and we went down to teh next bus stop.
and sadly , we alighted in this bus stop.
whch was super scary.
super creepy.
till me and mai holded hands and sprint to teh opposite bus stop.
with our wanting to pee so badly.
wahhhlao..

LOL.
budden , it was super fun lah.
den in teh bus.
talk3..

yeah.
dats teh end of yesterday.

i love my sec 3 frens + FARAH YAU .
dey're really fun ppol .
awwwwwwws.

TODAY ,
i didnt go MD.
super tired.
and oso im working.
so i guess i better get outta teh com.
and get changed .

toodles !

p.s : que is my cousin ?
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SOMEONE : hahahas. yeaPs ! super innocent !
JAHAN : ahhas. thnks ! (: you take care too !
DANIA : haas. okay.
MY BF : hahas. yeaPs ! super pack ! see you on weds ! (:
H-SEJUK : huh? siao ! hahas. im not special lahh.

2006-12-02T06:24:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

i cant do this thing called life without you here with me .

021206'.
see ive not been bloggin for the past two days.
why you may ask ?

A. ive been working overtyme.
B. im so friggin tired.
C. ive been working overtyme.
D. im so friggin tired.

HAH.
get it ?

mannnnnn.
frst day during opening of ikea.
48000 ppol came.
can you believe teh amount of ppol.
teh store was lyke populated with GIANT ANTS !

but at least wen we go home tehy give us taxi fare lah.
but still , its so tiring.
poor us.

today im lyke suppose to work overtyme too.
but seriously , i cannot tahan.
too tired.
slept for lyek 5 hours?
so i went outta work by 6.
dn off to tampines mall with adrian BENG. and bernard CUTIE . (:
ate long john. ( dis is all midek's , kae's and syirin's fault lah . make me lyek long john. wait ! i still prefer macs ! ahahs. )
saw amsyar ahmad , hezam and josh.
den walk2.
balblabla.
went home.
bathed.
TDO !

hahs.
okay , so next week schedule is so tight lah.
working almost everyday.
sigh.

oh oh ,
o shin is also workign in ikea too.
hahas.
she's a cashier dere.
and also one 4tech guy.
i dunnoe his name.
safiyan isit?

ok.
and so , i cant go to the FLOW ! at mos.
fcuk lah.
plan liaos.
den now working.
reach home arnd 12.30.
will be tired.
sigh*
soryy sheenyyyyyyyy....

okaylah. guess ill stop now.
toodles !
===================================================================
DANIA : makcikku. HADY one nycer lah. and i wan to see teh gmbr you take with your AHEM* den you offline. :(
ATI : e eh ! he's MINE ! MINE i tell you !
MIDEK : hahas. no prob ! you fated-to-taka-door ghurl ! LOL. LOVES ! (:
SOMEONE : ahhahahas. i noe who you are. dun worry i love it too. LOL ! xD
FARIZA : okayy pretty ! (:
DAYAH : ahhahas. nvm lah. we go dating another day ! :D
KAE : wahlao. i oso ! ahhahas. okay ! :D
ADILAH : yeahs women lover ! hahahs. i LOVE you ! lets shake our asses on monday ! xD
MY BF : hahas. yay ! i love my BF. she so hot yet she setia with me. wooohooo ! see you monday ! :D
DANIA : dah update ni ! LOVE you ! :D

2006-11-29T05:29:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

there's a feeling inside i wan you to noe. youre the one i cant let go.

291106'.
had mly dance practice today.
now im starting to lyke a LIL about the dance steps.
cos it consists of samba and cha2 steps.
yeah , this is the part where you can shake your booty.
hahahs.
i LOIKE.
oh oh , this raggaeman came to skool.
ohhhhh he is SUPER CUTE !
man , love at first sight !
ahhahahas.
seriously , super super cute !
his name is HAZIQ ! (:
he got long hair.
ohlala.
hahahahas.

okay so after md.
went to compasspoint.
with ati , jae , fiza and fariza.
had our lunch.
i again borrowed my favourite book.
ehh , i miss dat ILIKEWOMEN and MERPATIPUTIH ghurll.

den off to hg mall.
shopped for ati's top.
and seriously , hg mall is such a bad place to shop.
deres NOTHING interesting lahh.
ok.
so we headed home lah after dat.

was talking to dania bout taufik and hady.
she bought both CD's lah.
makcik daniaku support local music seyy.
hahas.
newaes, i prefer taufik den hady.
but i tink hady's voice is much better lah.

guess ill haf a short entry today.
toodles !

p.s : midek , happy anniversary with alippppppp ! (:
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DANIA : hahas. yeahs. those ppol , blm matured lah. aper nk uat? i miss makdaniaku ! (:
H-SEJUK : hahahas ! you and your terplanting ting tong. super funny lah wen you say it. (:
ATI : e eh dekni ! he's MINE ! my RAGGAEMAN ! so now ive got teh SPANISHMAN and the RAGGAEMAN ! :D

2006-11-28T02:20:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

i wont forget teh way youre kissing. the feeling so strong. it lasted for so long.

271106'.
mly dance.
den off to meet ati , nadiah and adilah.
hidayah manan was suppose to follow.
den she last minute couldnt turn up. :(
HIDAYAH ! you still owe me a date !

hahas.
okay ,
so us 4 went to vivo at frst.
wanted to watch happy feat dere.
but sadly , it was sold out.
sadddd sey.
den we went to the vivo rooftop.
SNAP* here SNAP* dere.
yes yes , we camwhored.
hahs.

den we headed to bugis.
and watched happy feat dere lah.
okay , the old aunty selling us teh ticks SUCKED lah.
wan shout.
wtf? can sell ticket nicely ryte?
F* UP WOMAN.
so wen we got the ticks.
me and ati showed attitude to her.
hahs. shouted to her back.
created a scene dere lah.
those who were lining up for the ticks looked at the one minute drama.
hahas.

okay .
so dat was teh frst tyme i watched in bugis.
and i swear i WONT watch dere again.
the cinema sucked lah.
the seats were horrible.
the popcorn combo was cheap .
BUT
the popcorn sucked lah.
lucky the nachos werent as bad.
o-kay , so happy feat is SUPER CUTE !
ati was lyke " MY BABY ! DUN BULLY MY BABY ! ".
her baby is mumble lah.
hahas.
i SUPER LOVE raymond.
dat moehog penguin.
hahahahahhas.
SUPER CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

after movie.
went over to bugis street.
i bought tights.
ati bought jeans and necklace.
nadiah bought belt.
adilah bought food.
hahas.

nadiah went for eyebrow trimming too.
super pretty lah she ! (:

newaes,
i need to buy more stuff lah.
didnt buy much yesterday cos didnt bring alot of money.
okok.
wen i get my pay , den ill spend spend spend. :D

den after dat.
we headed home.

i LOVE those ghurls.
outing was fun!
THANKS SWEETEST , DARLING BF and SUPERADORABLE SUPERSTAR !

281106'.
today damn saddddd lah.
i woked up at 8.
bathed , changed.
den headed to work.
met hidayah at hg interchnge.
den received a call form teh supervisor.
and guess wad?
he said " u all one dat theres no work today? sorry for telling you so late . you'll start working again on teh 30th. blablabla. "

WAHLAO !
i and hid were super pissed lah..
GRRR.
den we headed to mcdonalds , had our breakfast dere.
talked2.
den since hid didnt wanna go home , she went to meet her fren.
and i went home.
and i slept.
woah* SHIOK ! LOL.
and woke up at arnd 5?
hahas.
i LOVE sleeping.
oh , who doesnt?

FLOW ! at ministry of sound.
ticks are 15 bucks.
5th december.
16 and above.
anyone interested?

gonna find a new blogskin now .
since ive got nothing else better to do.
hahs.
so toodles ! (:

p.s : KAE , when wan go to the pink industry shop again? you wan to buy the bag ryte? i wan buy that top ! hahs.
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FIQAH : hahas. ngah chill ni. now your internet yg ader sorrts. hahas. take care syg ! LOVEYOU !
AZREEN : hahas. thnks ! take care !
NAME KELVIN : you who ?
MAISARAH : hahas. yeah ! HOT HOT ! :D
ROSIANI : okay thnks twin ! (:

2006-11-26T04:58:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

you are my everything .

261106'.
so today i did nothing.
( bedek arh ! )
okok.
i stayed at home the whole day.
finished my FAVOURITE book.
hahs.
cleaned my room.
woohooo.
i haf a squeaky clean room now.
ooooh , shiok2 !
watched tv.
play com.
called aunty for superdelicious cookie recipe.
irritated mum . ( i love doing dat ! :D )

ahahs.
im bored lah.

to ppol who smsED/call me, and i took such a long tyme to reply ,
sorry arhh.
hp was charging .
didnt look at it.
till just now lah.

im still bored.
hahs.

today's conversation with mai :
- TALKING BOUT HOT GUYS .
- CHALLENGING EACH OTHER , SEE WHO CAN FIND MORE HOT GUYS. ( ill win ! xP )
- CARTOON SMILE BOY . =X
_ DAHLAH TU JER.

okok.
chatting with mai is an enjoyment.
though she's my rival. ahhahashahas ! :P

anyway , guess ill go offline now.
toodles !

p.s : ~~mrHOTstuff~~

2006-11-25T07:51:00.000-08:00

DEAR DIARY ,

endless love.

251106'.
work.
tired.
rushed home .
bathed.
off to arab wedding.

the bride , pretty.
the ppol surrounding the restaurant , HOT.

reached home.
now online.

super tired.
pissed with internet connections.
grr.
toodles !

p.s: he still aint online. & fiqah daughter , you rock ! (:
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FARAH : wahlao. but still never rain. hahs. i love you too ! (:
MY GF : hahs. uh-huh. lets shout and make love in the cinema. hahs. tkperlah , try again. love you loads!
YULIN : aites ! will link you soon ! (:
DIANA : hahs. icic. nvm next tyme must tegur tau ! takmo malu2. tc pretty ! (:
DANIA : hahs. yahh same here. i MISS my makcik dania a.k.a tra3 partner. we shall go out. soon soon . i love you alot2 too !
MELVIN : okay.
KAE : hahs. i rock in singing okay ! LOL. kae the excited/nervous working woman ! :D